Tuesday, December 31st, 2002
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10:44a - wow
wow... time is fast... soon ill be away... back in san jose... and school will start soon...

fuck...

ill write somemore about the vacation when im back... but i doubt u will want to read it...


How did it start?
Well I don't know.
I just feel the craving.

I see the flesh,
And it smells fresh,
And it's just there for the taking.

These little girls,
They make me feel,
So God damned accelerated.
I feel them up,
I can't give it up,
But they know I'm just reason

I tell my lies,
And despise every second I'm with you.
So I run away and you still stay,
So what the FUCK is with you?

Your feelings I can't help but rape them.
I'm sorry I don't feel the same.
My heart inside is constantly hating.
I'm sorry I just throw you away.

current mood: blank
current music: Korn - Trash



2:31p - Weird Stuff Time!
ROWAN TREE (the Sensitivity): full of charm, cheerful, gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

wtf? so contradictory to me...

AzNxReTaRdBoI: wow
AzNxReTaRdBoI: u have the same tree as me i think
DeltaMarine2: ah great
AzNxReTaRdBoI: yes
DeltaMarine2: same personalities as abe...suicide is a very big option right now
AzNxReTaRdBoI: haha
DeltaMarine2: no offense, your just downright freaky soemtimes



Result: You're a risk taker.

Personality: You are not bound by the limits of society's expectations. You are willing to leap off cliffs for thrills, no matter what danger lies ahead. You like roller coasters, and have probably come home plastered many times, not caring what your parents/significant other/spouse thinks.

Sanity level: Just above normal. You are capable of making accurate decisions, and being in control. You handle situations well, although you're very agressive in the sack.

thats actually quite the opposite...



Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest...Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over it if that trust is ever broken.






btw... still in la...

current music: Korn - Trash



8:42p - Back!!!
I'm finally back from that wonderful place of LA...
Back to San Jose!!!
Now to write about that vacation...

Day school ended: left for la... airplane was delayed 1 1/2 hours...
Next day: went to some place... climbed on rocks... fun stuff
Many days...: went to death valley... rolled down sanddunes... they have snow in death valley... WTF?... las vegas... fun stuff... won $1... played time crisis 2... got 13th place on the ranking....
Later: came back... played warcraft 3...
Today: woke up... uninstall wc3... play counter strike... come home... type this....

on the plane there was an overly-enthusiastic stewardess... she was so happy about tomorrow which brings me to my next topic...


Happy New Years!!


well... its not new years yet... but who cares?...

my new years resolution is:
to stop procrastinations... ill finish the list later this year....

next topic...

i have no idea what to write next... sorry....

current mood: happy
current music: Static-X - Black And White







Friday, December 27th, 2002
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9:59p - gosh
what a stupid day...

spent a whole day with little little cousins..

not that fun....

oh well

ill write more when i get back to san jose...

current mood: aggravated
current music: Korn - Reclaim My Place\





Thursday, December 26th, 2002
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3:23p - !!!
im back from the wonderful days of las vegas... i won $1 from that casino!!!

rolling down sand dunes...

so fun...

im in LA now...

playing wc3...

so....

sayonara... adios... goodbye

current mood: weird
current music: Korn - Ball Tongue





Friday, December 20th, 2002
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4:45p - YAY!
2 hours... 15 mintes... I'LL BE GONE!!! to LA!!!

today was fun actually...

not the normal shitty days i usually have...

in nihongo(japanese)... SAME AS YESTERDAY!!!!
in pe... watched that ice movie... forgot...oh yea... ice age
in history... a party!
in english... a party! and jenn bought pizzas as a surprise... she told us she got lost on the way to the bathroom... and then brought a pizza... it was fun... i ate weird sauce mixed with soda and all that crap...
in bio... damn that shroom bastard...
in math... fucking test

it was a happy day...

!!!!!
wow... im optimistic...

current mood: optimistic
current music: Our Lady Peace - All For You





Thursday, December 19th, 2002
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8:23a - FUN!
japanese is so fun today...

i am in the library and doing absolutely nothing except AIMing and nothing else...


FUN!


4:33p - yay
today was quite a strange day...

i had english test today instead of yesterday...

DAMNIT!

and math test tomorrow...

fuck

but...

FRIDAY!!! TOMORROW!!!

ill be gone!!!! *poof*

and lunch time was funny...

robert was analing everyone....

ewww...

AzNxReTaRdBoI: dont anal me
Sleeping88: lol

AzNxReTaRdBoI (8:41:52 PM): u got it twice?
AzNxReTaRdBoI (8:41:55 PM): i thought only once
cybersLpr12 (8:42:01 PM): twice
AzNxReTaRdBoI (8:42:05 PM): wonderful
cybersLpr12 (8:42:10 PM): lol
AzNxReTaRdBoI (8:42:25 PM): i didn't get it at all
AzNxReTaRdBoI (8:42:28 PM): lucky me
cybersLpr12 (8:42:32 PM): hahaha
cybersLpr12 (8:42:34 PM): stupid robert
cybersLpr12 (8:42:41 PM): lifted me off the ground first time
AzNxReTaRdBoI (8:42:45 PM): haha
AzNxReTaRdBoI (8:43:31 PM): what about the second time?
cybersLpr12 (8:45:56 PM): he was staring at me all seductively
cybersLpr12 (8:45:59 PM): put his arm around me
cybersLpr12 (8:46:01 PM): and started
AzNxReTaRdBoI (8:46:01 PM): haha
cybersLpr12 (8:46:02 PM): lo
cybersLpr12 (8:46:09 PM): but i couldn't feel it cuz i had backpack on
AzNxReTaRdBoI (8:46:15 PM): u sure?
cybersLpr12 (8:46:19 PM): yea
cybersLpr12 (8:46:21 PM): shucks
AzNxReTaRdBoI (8:46:22 PM): or was it too numb from the first time?
cybersLpr12 (8:46:22 PM): missed out
cybersLpr12 (8:46:25 PM): hahaha


current mood: chipper
current music: Our Lady Peace - All For You




10:42p - Random Stuff...
this is all random junk...

May 9th 2002 is "Orgasm Day" in Brazil. They hope you come.

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The average blue whale produces over 400 gallons of sperm when it ejaculates, but only 10% of that actually makes it into his mate. So 360 gallons are spilled into the ocean everytime one unloads, and you wonder why the ocean is so salty... pass it on

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In 1998 Korn garnered massive publicity when a student who wore a Korn shirt to school in conservative Zeeland, Mich., was suspended because his principal believed Korn's lyrics were "obscene;" the band responded by giving away free t-shirts outside the school.

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Sex is like math, add a female, subtract the clothes, divide her legs, and hope to god you dont multiply

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IT ALL ADDS UP TO 11

- The date of the attack: 9/11 - 9 + 1 + 1 = 11
- September 11th is the 254th day of the year: 2 + 5 + 4
= 11
- After September 11th there are 111 days left to the end of the year
- 119 is the area code to Iraq/Iran. 1 + 1 + 9 = 11
- Twin Towers - standing side by side, looks like the number 11
- The first plane to hit the towers was Flight 11
- State of New York - The 11 State added to the Union
- New York City - 11 Letters
- Afghanistan - 11 Letters
- The Pentagon - 11 Letters
- Flight 11 - 92 on board - 9 + 2 = 11
- Flight 77 - 65 on board - 6 + 5 = 11

current mood: bouncy
current music: Korn - Pretty








Wednesday, December 18th, 2002
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2:47p - THANK YOU!!!
thank you!!!

i only had 2 tests today instead of 3!!!!

whatever happaned to the english test i wonder?

i dont know... but its gone!!!

whoohoo!!

and also the math test is on friday now!!!!!

in english i had to work with jenn... and read romeo and juliet act 2 scene 4
we kepted on screwing up and it was quite funny...

blah

she gave me a chocolate mint thing that has caffeine loaded...
quite weird...

discovery band of the day: our lady peace

ok band...


friday is almost here!!!!

whoohoo!!
ill be gone...

poof and gone...


and i will see the sadly planned out english party...

cough cough

damn colds...

damn headaches..


Fuck all that bullshit!

You watch me play.
I look away.
Your lights turn bright.
You found the light.

Take, up in space. You and I.
Take, up in space. You and I.

You're gonna die!
What made me whine?
I wish I hadn't drank.
Inside your soul escapes.

Take, up in space. You and I.
Take, up in space. You and I.

Cry, into me.
Hold me... something... alright...
The kids that die listening to me.

You are alive!

Take, up in space. You and I stay....
Take, up in space. You and I.
Take, up in space. You and I.

I...

current mood: thankful
current music: Korn - Justin





Tuesday, December 17th, 2002
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8:12p - yup... its time for more mindless ranting featuring abraham!
gaaa

fuck

all this shit... so gay...

damn it!!!

have to study for all those fucking tests tomrrow!! 3 fucking tests!!!!

english will be ok i hope...
japanese probably not that hard...
biology....

FUCK!!!

argh

shit...
today was amusing tho...

im math i watched 4 girls sitting next to me play "concentration"...

the topics were very random...

i hate this...

it was hailing today also... amazing stuff

i like hail better than rain...

the precipitation here is crazy...

yesterday... the parking lot was flooded... they had to drain the stupid parking lot...

and also the stupid field is flooded... but they cant drain that cus there is sand and crap...
the seagulls are swimming... not sitting in the field...

fuck

current mood: bitchy
current music: Korn - Justin






Monday, December 16th, 2002
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7:37p - sigh....
nothing to sigh about...
sigh...
woah!
wtf?
stop it
eh?
eh?
ill stop talking to myself now...

well... today was strange... 2 substitutes in a row... 3rd and 4th period...

biology was gay like always...

i saw bunnies!!!
in a poster....

oh well...

5 tests this week i believe

jap - wed
world history - TOMORROW!
english - wed
bio - wed
math - thurs

fuck...

i saw matz at church yesterday...

he learned chinese...

current mood: confused
current music: Disturbed - Stupify







Saturday, December 14th, 2002
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9:55p - WONDERFUL DAY!!
today was... wonderful!!!

i did ok on the chinese test last week!!! after that i got a custom made jen paper airplane!!!! then after chinese school i went to that wonderful FUNGUS FAIR!!! i got under the influence of that wonderul shrooms... and i bought a poster!!! what was i thinking!?!? after that i had to sit in this really long car ride back... it was in oakland... god... anyways... i got 20... yes i repeat 20 extra credit for going to that wonderful place.... i got high... i now know what people are like under shrooms.... there was this other guy talking about how herpies can be prevented with shrooms... what did i learn from this....? shrooms are bad for you... and shrooms prevent herpies... whoohoo!

a few days ago... i was playing this instrument called guitar... i tried to play korn - got the life... it sounded different than i heard it... so i listened... then i realized that is a electric guitar not an acoustic like mine... then i realized another thing... got the life is a bass-ish song... almost the whole song is bass... what did i learn from this....? dont play electric guitars songs on acoustic and dont play bass songs on guitar...

It's Raining!!!

oh wait... im not jen

DeltaMarine2: oOoOoOo LiGhTiNg aNd ThUnDeR
AzNxReTaRdBoI: OOoOOo
AzNxReTaRdBoI: yes
DeltaMarine2: nothing compared to florida
AzNxReTaRdBoI: true
DeltaMarine2: everybody is complaining about how bad this is
DeltaMarine2: floridas storm was worse at 8 inm teh morninhg!
AzNxReTaRdBoI: true
DeltaMarine2: shit man, it was like hella goin off in the morning
DeltaMarine2: it was scary man
AzNxReTaRdBoI: yes
DeltaMarine2: even mero scarier with troy waking u up...
AzNxReTaRdBoI: haha
DeltaMarine2: i open my eyes adn teh *AAAHHH* i close them and then open them hoping hes gone...but he isnt...
DeltaMarine2: hes always there.....

current mood: high
current music: Korn - Good God



10:21p - weird
m87azn: ah
m87azn: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
AzNxReTaRdBoI: ?
m87azn: *phone ringin
AzNxReTaRdBoI: haha
m87azn: 7 days...........





Friday, December 13th, 2002
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9:58p - strange
oh well... today was quite strange...

in math jen and christina were singing all these weird songs... and it was very annoying...

this reminds me of one song...

its called... shoots and ladders!!!

Ring-a-round-the-rosies.
Pocket full of posies.
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down.

Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head.
Into my childhood, they're spoonfed.
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real.
Look at the pages that cause all this evil.

One, two - buckle my shoe.
Three, four - shut the door.
Five, Six - pick up sticks.
Seven, Eight - lay them straight

London Bridge is falling down,
falling down, falling down.
London Bridge is falling down my fair lady.

Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head.
Into my childhood, they're spoonfed.
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real.
Look at the pages that cause all this evil.

Knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone.
This old man came rolling home.

Mary had a little lamb, it's fleece was white as snow.
(Baa Baa Black have you any wool? Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full)

Ring-a-round-the-rosies.
Pocket full of posies.
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down.

Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head.
Into my childhood, they're spoonfed.
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real.
Look at the pages that cause all this evil.

Knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone.

current mood: bouncy
current music: Korn - Shoots and Ladders





Thursday, December 12th, 2002
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8:01p - OMFG like always
AHH!!!

stupid "dj"s for english

gaaaa
stupid intro....
i know not what to write...
'tis is this gay...


romeo and juliet...

ACT II, SCENE 2

Summary

After his friends leave, Romeo approaches the house and waits near Juliet's window. She appears and looks up at the stars. He compares her to the sun with more radiance than the moon that lights up the garden. The Moon is an emblem of Diana, the chaste, cold goddess. Romeo begs Juliet not to be Diana's follower, but to be free to marry him. He waits for Juliet to say something. Her lips move only in sighs. He moves his attention to her eyes and wonders what would happen in the heavens if her beautiful eyes became stars.

Unaware of his presence, Juliet speaks a soliloquy in which she utters his name, wishes that he were not a Montague, and professes her love. She says that "A man's name means nothing - It is himself that counts, not his physical appurtenances, but his soul....A rose by any other name would smell as sweet." In exchange for the rejection of his name, Juliet offers herself.

Romeo cannot contain himself and comes out into the moonlight. He declares that he will no longer be Romeo in order to win her. She is startled by his voice until she recognizes him. She asks him how he got into the garden and remarks that it would be death for him if he is discovered. Romeo answers that he would rather face death than live without her love. Juliet suddenly realizes that she has betrayed her modesty by speaking aloud, revealing her love for him, and being overheard. She feels herself blushing and is glad that the night hides her embarrassment. She tells him that her behavior was not right and says that she will not be taken for a frivolous girl.

Romeo is willing to swear by the moon, by his soul, and by Juliet herself that he loves her truly. She forbids all swearing. She tells him to wait until the bud of his love blooms into a flower and bids him good night, but Romeo will not let her go until they have formally pledged themselves to each other and exchanged vows.

At this point, the Nurse calls Juliet. Before going inside for the night, she returns to the window and tells Romeo that she will send a messenger to him the next morning. The messenger will tell Romeo where and when the couple can be married, so that she can follow him, her lord, throughout the world. Juliet then retires. Romeo, left alone and unable to sleep, announces his decision to go at once to his confessor to arrange for the marriage. Day is breaking as Romeo departs.

Notes

This famous scene, known as the Balcony Scene, is one of Shakespeare's most beautiful and lyrical. Its airiness, its poetic flights of imagination, its love passages, and its lingering delays of parting make it a charming scene filled with emotional impact. The beauty of the night, with the moon casting its silvery rays, adds to the romantic nature of the scene and seems to light up what is happening on stage. When Juliet opens the window, Romeo bursts into exquisite poetry. He compares Juliet to the sun. Her very presence transports him into a world of rapture. He watches as her lips move in sighs. He feels that she is about to speak and knows he will feel like a mortal listening to an angel in heaven. Then, she utters his name and wishes that he were not part of the enemy family.

After hearing Juliet's words, Romeo comes out of hiding and announces his presence to her. Juliet is at first alarmed at his sudden appearance. When she realizes who it is, she tells Romeo that if any Capulet knew of his presence in her garden, they would murder him. Romeo replies, "There lies more peril in thine eye than twenty of their swords." Both confess their love for one another, Romeo swearing his love by the moon. Juliet warns him against swearing by the inconstant moon that monthly changes in its circled orb, lest his love should prove likewise variable. The lovers pledge themselves to each other and exchange vows.

The Nurse, who calls for Juliet to come inside from the balcony, interrupts their second meeting. After briefly going inside to answer the Nurse, Juliet returns to the balcony and Romeo. Their parting is portrayed in extremely poetic words as Romeo bids her farewell: "Goodnight, goodnight! Parting is such sweet sorrow/That I shall say good night till it be morrow." Romeo's passion for Juliet seems fathomless."

The lyrical beauty of this love scene is unsurpassed in literature. The young lovers forget the conflicts of their families and unite in love. Romeo sheds his image as a lovesick and sentimental youth and expresses his devotion to Juliet with simplicity and intensity. Juliet also reveals that she has developed from a young girl of fourteen into womanhood. She plans to arrange the time and place of their marriage and communicate them to Romeo through a messenger. Romeo decides to go to Friar Lawrence, his confessor, to reveal the plans for their marriage.

The imagery of light and darkness are very important to the play and particularly to this scene. When Romeo felt he was in love with Rosaline, his mood was dark and gloomy because she was cold like the moon and similar to the goddess, Diana in her aloofness. Now in the darkness of night, lighted only by the moon, Romeo feels happy and bright. He has found true love in Juliet, who he compares to the sun in her radiance and warmth. He also compares her to a bright angel, once again developing the religious comparison begun during their first meeting.

The perfection of the scene is only tainted by the fears of the two young lovers. Romeo fears that the strife of their family will stand in the way of their love, and Juliet fears for Romeo's life, knowing that if he is discovered in the garden by a Capulet, he will be murdered. Both also seem to know that their love is too intense and too sudden, almost foreshadowing that the perfection of their feelings cannot continue.

current mood: drunk
current music: Korn - Somebody Someone







Wednesday, December 11th, 2002
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6:45p - Oh Fuck
Shit... Gay Bowen test... gaaaa... fucking stearic acids, fucking palmitic acids, fucking oleic acids, fucking glyceraldehyde... fuck... fuck...

current mood: bitchy
current music: Korn - Good God



10:47p - nothing
fatsheep1: sooo
fatsheep1: bared
fatsheep1: bored
AzNxReTaRdBoI: hai!
fatsheep1: ...
fatsheep1: listening to
fatsheep1: mp3s
fatsheep1: that's how bored i am
AzNxReTaRdBoI: i always do that
AzNxReTaRdBoI: am i more bored than u?
fatsheep1: no way
fatsheep1: wat are u listening to?
AzNxReTaRdBoI: im on another comp
AzNxReTaRdBoI: but
AzNxReTaRdBoI: i would be listening to
AzNxReTaRdBoI: korn - good god
fatsheep1: ic ic


SteMat794: nice phobias
AzNxReTaRdBoI: thx
SteMat794: Technophobia- Fear of technology.
AzNxReTaRdBoI: theres some weird ones in there
SteMat794: yeah
SteMat794: Urophobia- Fear of urine or urinating.
AzNxReTaRdBoI: yea
AzNxReTaRdBoI: funny one
SteMat794:
Zemmiphobia- Fear of the great mole rat.
AzNxReTaRdBoI: i have that
AzNxReTaRdBoI: bowenphobia - fear of mushrooms
SteMat794: haha
SteMat794: Nephophobia- Fear of clouds.
SteMat794: Coprastasophobia- Fear of constipation.

current mood: crazy
current music: Korn - Good God







Tuesday, December 10th, 2002
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5:48p - good god...
so... the japanese test wasn't that hard... i guess...

romeo and juliet....

ACT II, SCENE 1

Summary

Deserting his friends, Romeo disappears into the darkness. He heads back to the gardens of the Capulets and climbs over the stone wall in order to be near his new found love and in hopes of having a glimpse of her. Benvolio and Mercutio, unaware of what has transpired between Romeo and Juliet, call out to Romeo and seek to find their friend, who hides from them. Benvolio, knowing that Romeo likes his solitude, persuades Mercutio to stop the search, and they leave the stage together.

Notes

This scene serves as an interlude between the first and second meetings of Romeo and Juliet and reveals the intensity of Romeo's passion. He is highly excited but troubled after his first meeting with his new love; but he desperately wants to see her again. As a result, he climbs over the garden wall, hides behind a tree, and hopes to see Juliet.

His two friends Mercutio and Benvolio are unaware of Romeo's change of heart. Mercutio thinks that Romeo is still inspired by the thought of Rosaline. He once again ridicules love, attempts to make rhymes, laughs at Rosaline's virtues, and nicknames Cupid as an old man. Benvolio stops him, fearing that he will offend his cousin Romeo, and insists that they go home. Mercutio finally consents to leave, because the night has grown too cold for him.

The pureness and intensity of the love between Romeo and Juliet are intensified by contrast to Mercutio's ribald taunting about Rosaline. The irony is that Romeo has forsaken Rosaline for Juliet, and his friends are unaware of his changed feelings


You came into my life
Without a single thing
I gave to your waste
which gave me nothing
I give an inch of smile
I'm down with all you games
What's the matter now
I hadn't let you win

Would you get the fuck out of my face!
Now
Would you get the fuck out of my face!
Now

In the sea of life your just a minnow
Live your life insecure
Feel the pain of your needle
As the shit into my brain
I scream without a sound
How could you take away
Everything that I was
Made me a fuckin' slave
Your face that I despise
Your heart inside that's gray
I came today to say
Your fucked in every way

Would you get the fuck out of my face!
Now

In the sea of life your just a minnow
Live your life insecure
Feel the pain of your needle
As the shit into my mind
You Stole my life
Without a sigh
It sucks me dry

Would you get the fuck out of my face!
Now

In the sea of life your just a minnow
Live your life insecure
Feel the pain of your needle
As the shit into my mind
You Stole my life
Without a sigh
You suck me dry




nothing else to talk about...


god... y does everyone like that gay fucking band called foo fighters?!

foo fighters is just a nirvana rip off...
and foo fighter is a piece of crap...
their lead singer should blow his head off also...
foo fighters are for the weak...
they are for those who cannot stand all the "loud, bad" music...
whatever you say punk music is just pop with a different name...
they call themselves punk to give themselves excuses to swear...
the only difference is the swearing and punk people dont jump around like daisies...

gayness

current mood: amused
current music: Korn - Good God



6:50p - Al's wonderful poem of suicide...
I'm falling in free flight like a wingless angel
The building passes behind me level by level
The cold air brings back memories in my mind
And I can suddenly see so clearly a different place and time

I used to be young and careless with nothing to fear
I had a perfect girl and a future that was so clear
She was the only one in this world that could ever reach me
The only love in a life of hatred and insanity

Then that fateful night when it was all taken away
When I came home at the end of a cold winter's day
To find the passion of my life lying on the ground in front of me
My life seemed to stop and propel into reality
The rage once forgotten filled my mind again
The insanity in my life caught up with me in the end

Her dark blood coursed through my fingertips as I held her in my arms
The sounds of people around me seemed so distant and far
I glared with pure hatred, why couldn't they see?
She was the only one that ever believed in me

So I lashed out, purpose and will all left behind
And I pounded on him till his blood entangled in mine
I kicked and attacked till no more breath came
Fury rivaling the rage of an animal caged
I was oblivious to the pool of blood that covered the floor
Only eager to satisfy my fury and let it continue to pour
I then felt a cold surface and pulled it out of it's holster
And pulled the trigger with as much strength as I could muster
I screamed and cried as it blazed again and again
Bodies falling one by one to the ground dead

As I'm falling I'm finally free of resentment
It's getting closer now, the sight of cold pavement
So please hold on baby girl of mine
We will be together again in just a few moments time




funny... its a suicide one...

current mood: happy



8:33p - what is ur phobia!?
what is ur phobia?


Ablutophobia- Fear of washing or bathing.
Acarophobia- Fear of itching or of the insects that cause itching.
Acerophobia- Fear of sourness.
Achluophobia- Fear of darkness.
Acousticophobia- Fear of noise.
Acrophobia- Fear of heights.
Aerophobia- Fear of drafts, air swallowing, or airbourne noxious substances.
Aeroacrophobia- Fear of open high places.
Aeronausiphobia- Fear of vomiting secondary to airsickness.
Agateophobia- Fear of insanity.
Agliophobia- Fear of pain.
Agoraphobia- Fear of open spaces or of being in crowded, public places like markets. Fear of leaving a safe place.
Agraphobia- Fear of sexual abuse.
Agrizoophobia- Fear of wild animals.
Agyrophobia- Fear of streets or crossing the street.
Aichmophobia- Fear of needles or pointed objects.
Ailurophobia- Fear of cats.
Albuminurophobia- Fear of kidney disease.
Alektorophobia- Fear of chickens.
Algophobia- Fear of pain.
Alliumphobia- Fear of garlic.
Allodoxaphobia- Fear of opinions.
Altophobia- Fear of heights.
Amathophobia- Fear of dust.
Amaxophobia- Fear of riding in a car.
Ambulophobia- Fear of walking.
Amnesiphobia- Fear of amnesia.
Amychophobia- Fear of scratches or being scratched.
Anablephobia- Fear of looking up.
Ancraophobia or Anemophobia- Fear of wind.
Androphobia- Fear of men.
Anemophobia- Fear of air drafts or wind.
Anginophobia- Fear of angina, choking or narrowness.
Anglophobia- Fear of England, English culture, etc.
Angrophobia - Fear of anger or of becoming angry.
Ankylophobia- Fear of immobility of a joint.
Anthrophobia or Anthophobia- Fear of flowers.
Anthropophobia- Fear of people or society.
Antlophobia- Fear of floods.
Anuptaphobia- Fear of staying single.
Apeirophobia- Fear of infinity.
Aphenphosmphobia- Fear of being touched. (Haphephobia)
Apiphobia- Fear of bees.
Apotemnophobia- Fear of persons with amputations.
Arachibutyrophobia- Fear of peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth.
Arachnephobia or Arachnophobia- Fear of spiders.
Arithmophobia- Fear of numbers.
Arrhenphobia- Fear of men.
Arsonphobia- Fear of fire.
Asthenophobia- Fear of fainting or weakness.
Astraphobia or Astrapophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.
Astrophobia- Fear of stars and celestial space.
Asymmetriphobia- Fear of asymmetrical things.
Ataxiophobia- Fear of ataxia (muscular incoordination)
Ataxophobia- Fear of disorder or untidiness.
Atelophobia- Fear of imperfection.
Atephobia- Fear of ruin or ruins.
Athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotton or ignored or forgetting.
Atomosophobia - Fear of atomic explosions.
Atychiphobia- Fear of failure.
Aulophobia- Fear of flutes.
Aurophobia- Fear of gold.
Auroraphobia- Fear of Northern lights.
Autodysomophobia- Fear of one that has a vile odor.
Automatonophobia- Fear of ventriloquist's dummies, animatronic creatures, wax statues - anything that falsly represents a sentient being.
Automysophobia- Fear of being dirty.
Autophobia- Fear of being alone or of oneself.
Aviophobia or Aviatophobia- Fear of flying.
Bacillophobia- Fear of microbes.
Bacteriophobia- Fear of bacteria.
Ballistophobia- Fear of missiles or bullets.
Bolshephobia- Fear of Bolsheviks.
Barophobia- Fear of gravity.
Basophobia or Basiphobia- Inability to stand. Fear of walking or falling.
Bathmophobia- Fear of stairs or steep slopes.
Bathophobia- Fear of depth.
Batophobia- Fear of heights or being close to high buildings.
Batrachophobia- Fear of amphibians, such as frogs, newts, salamanders, etc.
Belonephobia- Fear of pins and needles. (Aichmophobia)
Bibliophobia- Fear of books.
Blennophobia- Fear of slime.
Bogyphobia- Fear of bogies or the bogeyman.
Botanophobia- Fear of plants.
Bromidrosiphobia or Bromidrophobia- Fear of body smells.
Brontophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.
Bufonophobia- Fear of toads.
Cacophobia- Fear of ugliness.
Cainophobia or Cainotophobia- Fear of newness, novelty.
Caligynephobia- Fear of beautiful women.
Cancerophobia- Fear of cancer.
Carcinophobia- Fear of cancer.
Cardiophobia- Fear of the heart.
Carnophobia- Fear of meat.
Catagelophobia- Fear of being ridiculed.
Catapedaphobia- Fear of jumping from high and low places.
Cathisophobia- Fear of sitting.
Catoptrophobia- Fear of mirrors.
Cenophobia or Centophobia- Fear of new things or ideas.
Ceraunophobia- Fear of thunder.
Chaetophobia- Fear of hair.
Cheimaphobia or Cheimatophobia- Fear of cold.
Chemophobia- Fear of chemicals or working with chemicals.
Cherophobia- Fear of gaiety.
Chionophobia- Fear of snow.
Chiraptophobia- Fear of being touched.
Chirophobia- Fear of hands.
Cholerophobia- Fear of anger or the fear of cholera.
Chorophobia- Fear of dancing.
Chrometophobia or Chrematophobia- Fear of money.
Chromophobia or Chromatophobia- Fear of colors.
Chronophobia- Fear of time.
Chronomentrophobia- Fear of clocks.
Cibophobia or Sitophobia or Sitiophobia- Fear of food.
Claustrophobia- Fear of confined spaces.
Cleithrophobia or Cleisiophobia- Fear of being locked in an enclosed place.
Cleptophobia- Fear of stealing.
Climacophobia- Fear of stairs, climbing or of falling downstairs.
Clinophobia- Fear of going to bed.
Clithrophobia or Cleithrophobia- Fear of being enclosed.
Cnidophobia- Fear of stings.
Cometophobia- Fear of comets.
Coimetrophobia- Fear of cemeteries.
Coitophobia- Fear of coitus.
Contreltophobia- Fear of sexual abuse.
Coprastasophobia- Fear of constipation.
Coprophobia- Fear of feces.
Coulrophobia- Fear of clowns.
Counterphobia- The preference by a phobic for fearful situations.
Cremnophobia- Fear of precipices.
Cryophobia- Fear of extreme cold, ice or frost.
Crystallophobia- Fear of crystals or glass.
Cyberphobia- Fear of computers or working on a computer.
Cyclophobia- Fear of bicycles.
Cymophobia- Fear of waves or wave like motions.
Cynophobia- Fear of dogs or rabies.
Cypridophobia, Cypriphobia, Cyprianophobia, or Cyprinophobia - Fear of prostitutes or venereal disease.
Decidophobia- Fear of making decisions.
Defecaloesiophobia- Fear of painful bowels movements.
Deipnophobia- Fear of dining or dinner conversations.
Dementophobia- Fear of insanity.
Demonophobia or Daemonophobia- Fear of demons.
Demophobia- Fear of crowds. (Agoraphobia)
Dendrophobia- Fear of trees.
Dentophobia- Fear of dentists.
Dermatophobia- Fear of skin lesions.
Dermatosiophobia or Dermatophobia or Dermatopathophobia- Fear of skin disease.
Dextrophobia- Fear of objects at the right side of the body.
Diabetophobia- Fear of diabetes.
Didaskaleinophobia- Fear of going to school.
Dikephobia- Fear of justice.
Dinophobia- Fear of dizziness or whirlpools.
Diplophobia- Fear of double vision.
Dipsophobia- Fear of drinking.
Dishabiliophobia- Fear of undressing in front of someone.
Domatophobia or Oikophobia- Fear of houses or being in a house.
Doraphobia- Fear of fur or skins of animals.
Doxophobia- Fear of expressing opinions or of receiving praise.
Dromophobia- Fear of crossing streets.
Dutchphobia- Fear of the Dutch.
Dysmorphophobia- Fear of deformity.
Dystychiphobia- Fear of accidents.
Ecclesiophobia- Fear of church.
Ecophobia- Fear of home.
Eicophobia or Oikophobia- Fear of home surroundings.
Eisoptrophobia- Fear of mirrors or of seeing oneself in a mirror.
Electrophobia- Fear of electricity.
Eleutherophobia- Fear of freedom.
Elurophobia- Fear of cats. (Ailurophobia)
Emetophobia- Fear of vomiting.
Enetophobia- Fear of pins.
Enochlophobia- Fear of crowds.
Enosiophobia or Enissophobia- Fear of having committed an unpardonable sin or of criticism.
Entomophobia- Fear of insects.
Eosophobia- Fear of dawn or daylight.
Ephebiphobia- Fear of teenagers.
Epistaxiophobia- Fear of nosebleeds.
Epistemophobia- Fear of knowledge.
Equinophobia- Fear of horses.
Eremophobia- Fear of being oneself or of lonliness.
Ereuthrophobia- Fear of blushing.
Ergasiophobia- 1) Fear of work or functioning. 2) Surgeon's fear of operating.
Ergophobia- Fear of work.
Erotophobia- Fear of sexual love or sexual questions.
Euphobia- Fear of hearing good news.
Eurotophobia- Fear of female genitalia.
Erythrophobia, Erytophobia or Ereuthophobia- 1) Fear of redlights. 2) Blushing. 3) Red.
Febriphobia, Fibriphobia or Fibriophobia- Fear of fever.
Felinophobia- Fear of cats. (Ailurophobia, Elurophobia, Galeophobia, Gatophobia)
Francophobia- Fear of France, French culture. (Gallophobia, Galiophobia)
Frigophobia- Fear of cold, cold things.
Galeophobia or Gatophobia- Fear of cats.
Gallophobia or Galiophobia- Fear France, French culture. (Francophobia)
Gamophobia- Fear of marriage.
Geliophobia- Fear of laughter.
Geniophobia- Fear of chins.
Genophobia- Fear of sex.
Genuphobia- Fear of knees.
Gephyrophobia, Gephydrophobia, or Gephysrophobia- Fear of crossing bridges.
Germanophobia- Fear of Germany, German culture, etc.
Gerascophobia- Fear of growing old.
Gerontophobia- Fear of old people or of growing old.
Geumaphobia or Geumophobia- Fear of taste.
Glossophobia- Fear of speaking in public or of trying to speak.
Gnosiophobia- Fear of knowledge.
Graphophobia- Fear of writing or handwriting.
Gymnophobia- Fear of nudity.
Gynephobia or Gynophobia- Fear of women.
Hadephobia- Fear of hell.
Hagiophobia- Fear of saints or holy things.
Hamartophobia- Fear of sinning.
Haphephobia or Haptephobia- Fear of being touched.
Harpaxophobia- Fear of being robbed.
Hedonophobia- Fear of feeling pleasure.
Heliophobia- Fear of the sun.
Hellenologophobia- Fear of Greek terms or complex scientific terminology.
Helminthophobia- Fear of being infested with worms.
Hemophobia or Hemaphobia or Hematophobia- Fear of blood.
Heresyphobia or Hereiophobia- Fear of challenges to official doctrine or of radical deviation.
Herpetophobia- Fear of reptiles or creepy, crawly things.
Heterophobia- Fear of the opposite sex. (Sexophobia)
Hierophobia- Fear of priests or sacred things.
Hippophobia- Fear of horses.
Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia- Fear of long words.
Hobophobia- Fear of bums or beggars.
Hodophobia- Fear of road travel.
Hormephobia- Fear of shock.
Homichlophobia- Fear of fog.
Homilophobia- Fear of sermons.
Hominophobia- Fear of men.
Homophobia- Fear of sameness, monotony or of homosexuality or of becoming homosexual.
Hoplophobia- Fear of firearms.
Hydrargyophobia- Fear of mercurial medicines.
Hydrophobia- Fear of water or of rabies.
Hydrophobophobia- Fear of rabies.
Hyelophobia or Hyalophobia- Fear of glass.
Hygrophobia- Fear of liquids, dampness, or moisture.
Hylephobia- Fear of materialism or the fear of epilepsy.
Hylophobia- Fear of forests.
Hypengyophobia or Hypegiaphobia- Fear of responsibility.
Hypnophobia- Fear of sleep or of being hypnotized.
Hypsiphobia- Fear of height.
Iatrophobia- Fear of going to the doctor or of doctors.
Ichthyophobia- Fear of fish.
Ideophobia- Fear of ideas.
Illyngophobia- Fear of vertigo or feeling dizzy when looking down.
Iophobia- Fear of poison.
Insectophobia - Fear of insects.
Isolophobia- Fear of solitude, being alone.
Isopterophobia- Fear of termites, insects that eat wood.
Ithyphallophobia- Fear of seeing, thinking about or having an erect penis.
Japanophobia- Fear of Japanese.
Judeophobia- Fear of Jews.
Kainolophobia- Fear of novelty.
Kainophobia- Fear of anything new, novelty.
Kakorrhaphiophobia- Fear of failure or defeat.
Katagelophobia- Fear of ridicule.
Kathisophobia- Fear of sitting down.
Kenophobia- Fear of voids or empty spaces.
Keraunophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.
Kinetophobia or Kinesophobia- Fear of movement or motion.
Kleptophobia- Fear of stealing.
Koinoniphobia- Fear of rooms.
Kolpophobia- Fear of genitals, particularly female.
Kopophobia- Fear of fatigue.
Koniophobia- Fear of dust. (Amathophobia)
Kosmikophobia- Fear of cosmic phenomenon.
Kymophobia- Fear of waves.
Kynophobia- Fear of rabies.
Kyphophobia- Fear of stooping.
Lachanophobia- Fear of vegetables.
Laliophobia or Lalophobia- Fear of speaking.
Leprophobia or Lepraphobia- Fear of leprosy.
Leukophobia- Fear of the color white.
Levophobia- Fear of things to the left side of the body.
Ligyrophobia- Fear of loud noises.
Lilapsophobia- Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
Limnophobia- Fear of lakes.
Linonophobia- Fear of string.
Liticaphobia- Fear of lawsuits.
Lockiophobia- Fear of childbirth.
Logizomechanophobia- Fear of computers.
Logophobia- Fear of words.
Luiphobia- Fear of lues, syphillis.
Lutraphobia- Fear of otters.
Lygophobia- Fear of darkness.
Lyssophobia- Fear of rabies or of becoming mad.
Macrophobia- Fear of long waits.
Mageirocophobia- Fear of cooking.
Maieusiophobia- Fear of childbirth.
Malaxophobia- Fear of love play. (Sarmassophobia)
Maniaphobia- Fear of insanity.
Mastigophobia- Fear of punishment.
Mechanophobia- Fear of machines.
Medomalacuphobia- Fear of losing an erection.
Medorthophobia- Fear of an erect penis.
Megalophobia- Fear of large things.
Melissophobia- Fear of bees.
Melanophobia- Fear of the color black.
Melophobia- Fear or hatred of music.
Meningitophobia- Fear of brain disease.
Menophobia- Fear of menstruation.
Merinthophobia- Fear of being bound or tied up.
Metallophobia- Fear of metal.
Metathesiophobia- Fear of changes.
Meteorophobia- Fear of meteors.
Methyphobia- Fear of alcohol.
Metrophobia- Fear or hatred of poetry.
Microbiophobia- Fear of microbes. (Bacillophobia)
Microphobia- Fear of small things.
Misophobia- Fear of being contaminated with dirt of germs.
Mnemophobia- Fear of memories.
Molysmophobia or Molysomophobia- Fear of dirt or contamination.
Monophobia- Fear of solitude or being alone.
Monopathophobia- Fear of definite disease.
Motorphobia- Fear of automobiles.
Mottephobia- Fear of moths.
Musophobia or Murophobia- Fear of mice.
Mycophobia- Fear or aversion to mushrooms.
Mycrophobia- Fear of small things.
Myctophobia- Fear of darkness.
Myrmecophobia- Fear of ants.
Mysophobia- Fear of germs or contamination or dirt.
Mythophobia- Fear of myths or stories or false statements.
Myxophobia- Fear of slime. (Blennophobia)
Nebulaphobia- Fear of fog. (Homichlophobia)
Necrophobia- Fear of death or dead things.
Nelophobia- Fear of glass.
Neopharmaphobia- Fear of new drugs.
Neophobia- Fear of anything new.
Nephophobia- Fear of clouds.
Noctiphobia- Fear of the night.
Nomatophobia- Fear of names.
Nosocomephobia- Fear of hospitals.
Nosophobia or Nosemaphobia- Fear of becoming ill.
Nostophobia- Fear of returning home.
Novercaphobia- Fear of your step-mother.
Nucleomituphobia- Fear of nuclear weapons.
Nudophobia- Fear of nudity.
Numerophobia- Fear of numbers.
Nyctohylophobia- Fear of dark wooded areas, of forests at night
Nyctophobia- Fear of the dark or of night.
Obesophobia- Fear of gaining weight.(Pocrescophobia)
Ochlophobia- Fear of crowds or mobs.
Ochophobia- Fear of vehicles.
Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.
Odontophobia- Fear of teeth or dental surgery.
Odynophobia or Odynephobia- Fear of pain. (Algophobia)
Oenophobia- Fear of wines.
Oikophobia- Fear of home surroundings, house.
Olfactophobia- Fear of smells.
Ombrophobia- Fear of rain or of being rained on.
Ommetaphobia or Ommatophobia- Fear of eyes.
Oneirophobia- Fear of dreams.
Oneirogmophobia- Fear of wet dreams.
Onomatophobia- Fear of hearing a certain word or of names.
Ophidiophobia- Fear of snakes. (Snakephobia)
Ophthalmophobia- Fear of being stared at.
Opiophobia- Fear medical doctors experience of prescribing needed pain medications for patients.
Optophobia- Fear of opening one's eyes.
Ornithophobia- Fear of birds.
Orthophobia- Fear of property.
Osmophobia or Osphresiophobia- Fear of smells or odors.
Ostraconophobia- Fear of shellfish.
Ouranophobia- Fear of heaven.
Pagophobia- Fear of ice or frost.
Panthophobia- Fear of suffering and disease.
Panophobia or Pantophobia- Fear of everything.
Papaphobia- Fear of the Pope.
Papyrophobia- Fear of paper.
Paralipophobia- Fear of neglecting duty or responsibility.
Paraphobia- Fear of sexual perversion.
Parasitophobia- Fear of parasites.
Paraskavedekatriaphobia- Fear of Friday the 13th.
Parthenophobia- Fear of virgins or young girls.
Pathophobia- Fear of disease.
Patroiophobia- Fear of heredity.
Parturiphobia- Fear of childbirth.
Peccatophobia- Fear of sinning. (imaginary crime)
Pediculophobia- Fear of lice.
Pediophobia- Fear of dolls.
Pedophobia- Fear of children.
Peladophobia- Fear of bald people.
Pellagrophobia- Fear of pellagra.
Peniaphobia- Fear of poverty.
Pentheraphobia- Fear of mother-in-law. (Novercaphobia)
Phagophobia- Fear of swallowing or of eating or of being eaten.
Phalacrophobia- Fear of becoming bald.
Phallophobia- Fear of a penis, esp erect.
Pharmacophobia- Fear of taking medicine.
Phasmophobia- Fear of ghosts.
Phengophobia- Fear of daylight or sunshine.
Philemaphobia or Philematophobia- Fear of kissing.
Philophobia- Fear of falling in love or being in love.
Philosophobia- Fear of philosophy.
Phobophobia- Fear of phobias.
Photoaugliaphobia- Fear of glaring lights.
Photophobia- Fear of light.
Phonophobia- Fear of noises or voices or one's own voice; of telephones.
Phronemophobia- Fear of thinking.
Phthiriophobia- Fear of lice. (Pediculophobia)
Phthisiophobia- Fear of tuberculosis.
Placophobia- Fear of tombstones.
Plutophobia- Fear of wealth.
Pluviophobia- Fear of rain or of being rained on.
Pneumatiphobia- Fear of spirits.
Pnigophobia or Pnigerophobia- Fear of choking of being smothered.
Pocrescophobia- Fear of gaining weight. (Obesophobia)
Pogonophobia- Fear of beards.
Poliosophobia- Fear of contracting poliomyelitis.
Politicophobia- Fear or abnormal dislike of politicians.
Polyphobia- Fear of many things.
Poinephobia- Fear of punishment.
Ponophobia- Fear of overworking or of pain.
Porphyrophobia- Fear of the color purple.
Potamophobia- Fear of rivers or running water.
Potophobia- Fear of alcohol.
Pharmacophobia- Fear of drugs.
Proctophobia- Fear of rectum.
Prosophobia- Fear of progress.
Psellismophobia- Fear of stuttering.
Psychophobia- Fear of mind.
Psychrophobia- Fear of cold.
Pteromerhanophobia- Fear of flying.
Pteronophobia- Fear of being tickled by feathers.
Pupaphobia - Fear of puppets.
Pyrexiophobia- Fear of Fever.
Pyrophobia- Fear of fire.
Radiophobia- Fear of radiation, x-rays.
Ranidaphobia- Fear of frogs.
Rectophobia- Fear of rectum or rectal diseases.
Rhabdophobia- Fear of being severely punished or beaten by a rod, or of being severely criticized. Also fear of magic.(wand)
Rhypophobia- Fear of defecation.
Rhytiphobia- Fear of getting wrinkles.
Rupophobia- Fear of dirt.
Russophobia- Fear of Russians.
Samhainophobia: Fear of Halloween.
Sarmassophobia- Fear of love play. (Malaxophobia)
Satanophobia- Fear of Satan.
Scabiophobia- Fear of scabies.
Scatophobia- Fear of fecal matter.
Scelerophibia- Fear of bad men, burglars.
Sciophobia Sciaphobia- Fear of shadows.
Scoleciphobia- Fear of worms.
Scolionophobia- Fear of school.
Scopophobia or Scoptophobia- Fear of being seen or stared at.
Scotomaphobia- Fear of blindness in visual field.
Scotophobia- Fear of darkness. (Achluophobia)
Scriptophobia- Fear of writing in public.
Selachophobia- Fear of sharks.
Selaphobia- Fear of light flashes.
Selenophobia- Fear of the moon.
Seplophobia- Fear of decaying matter.
Sesquipedalophobia- Fear of long words.
Sexophobia- Fear of the opposite sex. (Heterophobia)
Siderodromophobia- Fear of trains, railroads or train travel.
Siderophobia- Fear of stars.
Sinistrophobia- Fear of things to the left, left-handed.
Sinophobia- Fear of Chinese, Chinese culture.
Sitophobia or Sitiophobia- Fear of food or eating. (Cibophobia)
Snakephobia- Fear of snakes. (Ophidiophobia)
Soceraphobia- Fear of parents-in-law.
Social Phobia- Fear of being evaluated negatively in social situations.
Sociophobia- Fear of society or people in general.
Somniphobia- Fear of sleep.
Sophophobia- Fear of learning.
Soteriophobia - Fear of dependence on others.
Spacephobia- Fear of outer space.
Spectrophobia- Fear of specters or ghosts.
Spermatophobia or Spermophobia- Fear of germs.
Spheksophobia- Fear of wasps.
Stasibasiphobia or Stasiphobia- Fear of standing or walking. (Ambulophobia)
Staurophobia- Fear of crosses or the crucifix.
Stenophobia- Fear of narrow things or places.
Stygiophobia or Stigiophobia- Fear of hell.
Suriphobia- Fear of mice.
Symbolophobia- Fear of symbolism.
Symmetrophobia- Fear of symmetry.
Syngenesophobia- Fear of relatives.
Syphilophobia- Fear of syphilis.
Tachophobia- Fear of speed.
Taeniophobia or Teniophobia- Fear of tapeworms.
Taphephobia Taphophobia- Fear of being buried alive or of cemeteries.
Tapinophobia- Fear of being contagious.
Taurophobia- Fear of bulls.
Technophobia- Fear of technology.
Teleophobia- 1) Fear of definite plans. 2) Religious ceremony.
Telephonophobia- Fear of telephones.
Teratophobia- Fear of bearing a deformed child or fear of monsters or deformed people.
Testophobia- Fear of taking tests.
Tetanophobia- Fear of lockjaw, tetanus.
Teutophobia- Fear of German or German things.
Textophobia- Fear of certain fabrics.
Thaasophobia- Fear of sitting.
Thalassophobia- Fear of the sea.
Thanatophobia or Thantophobia- Fear of death or dying.
Theatrophobia- Fear of theatres.
Theologicophobia- Fear of theology.
Theophobia- Fear of gods or religion.
Thermophobia- Fear of heat.
Tocophobia- Fear of pregnancy or childbirth.
Tomophobia- Fear of surgical operations.
Tonitrophobia- Fear of thunder.
Topophobia- Fear of certain places or situations, such as stage fright.
Toxiphobia or Toxophobia or Toxicophobia- Fear of poison or of being accidently poisoned.
Traumatophobia- Fear of injury.
Tremophobia- Fear of trembling.
Trichinophobia- Fear of trichinosis.
Trichopathophobia or Trichophobia or Hypertrichophobia- Fear of hair. (Chaetophobia)
Triskaidekaphobia- Fear of the number 13.
Tropophobia- Fear of moving or making changes.
Trypanophobia- Fear of injections.
Tuberculophobia- Fear of tuberculosis.
Tyrannophobia- Fear of tyrants.
Uranophobia- Fear of heaven.
Urophobia- Fear of urine or urinating.
Vaccinophobia- Fear of vaccination.
Venustraphobia- Fear of beautiful women.
Verbophobia- Fear of words.
Verminophobia- Fear of germs.
Vestiphobia- Fear of clothing.
Virginitiphobia- Fear of rape.
Vitricophobia- Fear of step-father.
Walloonphobia- Fear of the Walloons.
Wiccaphobia: Fear of witches and witchcraft.
Xanthophobia- Fear of the color yellow or the word yellow.
Xenoglossophobia- Fear of foreign languages.
Xenophobia- Fear of strangers or foreigners.
Xerophobia- Fear of dryness.
Xylophobia- 1) Fear of wooden objects. 2) Forests.
Xyrophobia-Fear of razors.
Zelophobia- Fear of jealousy.
Zeusophobia- Fear of God or gods.
Zemmiphobia- Fear of the great mole rat.
Zoophobia- Fear of animals.

current mood: amused






Monday, December 9th, 2002
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6:00p - blah
FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!

If you're 555, then I'm 666
If you're 555, I'm 666


blah

stupid japanese quiz
whats the difference between wa and ga!?!?!?

O fuck...

current music: Red Hot Chili Peppers - By The Way





Sunday, December 8th, 2002
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12:13p - gayness
this is so fucking gay...


How azn are u?
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I'm 100% Asian!!!

Whoohoo

gayness

im running out of things to talk about on this blurty... help me...

current mood: amused
current music: Adema - Immortal



12:44p - i will kill you
Bleed for my pain
Revenge on treacherous snakes
They will pay

Slicing the flesh
Sculptured wounds my catharsis
I will stain

Into the heart
Needle injects gasoline
Convulsions

The one that they betrayed
Has made them this way

Plagued by the bastards
I will kill you
Killed by my rage

Scream at my face
The grisly scars went unavenged
Until now

Deep in the hole
You are not gagged and scream aloud
But unheard

Choke on your vomit
You watch your hands cut off
Then your legs

The one that you betrayed
Will kill you this way

Scarred by the bastards
I will kill you
Killed by my rage
I must kill you

Into the throat
The scalpel slices
Warm blood sprays out
The gushing entices

Pull out your heart
And let you watch
Shove in your mouth
Then stab your crotch

I watch your agony

I am released
From years of pain
Your death averted
My becoming insane
You are dead

I have killed you

current mood: cynical
current music: Cannibal Corpse - I Will Kill You






Friday, December 6th, 2002
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5:49p - gosh
what a wonderful-ish day...

i got high on those medicine gums again and went psycho....

oh well...

for the hw this weekend... we have to read scene 4 AND 5 in romeo and juliet...

oh well... here they are....

ACT I, SCENE 4

Summary

Benvolio, in rounding up his party of masked guests to attend the dance, has included a new character in the group--Mercutio, known for his wit and love of adventure. The guests are accompanied by torchbearers to light the way and drummers to announce their coming. The maskers are expected to announce their presence with a short speech, after which the host would welcome them and invite them to participate in the dance. Romeo is worried about making a speech and being discovered. Benvolio, however, dismisses the idea, adding that they will dance awhile and then leave. Romeo says that he wants to enter as a torchbearer, for he only wants to look on. Mercutio insists that he must dance, but Romeo declares that his soul is too heavy for dancing. He says that he has been too sorely wounded by Cupid's arrow to soar high. Mercutio grows impatient with his friend, but he prefers jesting and exchanges puns with Romeo. Romeo tells him of a dream in which he was warned of death if he goes to the dance. Mercutio ridicules dreams and their interpretations. Benvolio is annoyed over the delay caused by his friends. He orders the drummers to beat the drums and announce their arrival at the party. Romeo joins in the festivities, but his mind is not at ease.

Notes

This scene introduces Mercutio. He is a contrast to the moody Romeo in his wit and excitement. He has been included in Capulet's list of guests since he is not a Montague; but he is a friend of Benvolio and Romeo, both Montagues. He prefers to accompany them as a masker, for it gives him an opportunity to display his wit and enjoy the fun. Mercutio directs his wit at Romeo, trying to laugh him out of his moodiness. While coaxing Romeo to enter the Capulet's ball, Mercutio delivers the famous Queen Mab speech. This speech does not appear to have any bearing upon the development of the play; but it is a superb piece of poetic wit describing the occupations of Queen Mab, a mischievous "fairy- midwife", an ironic juxtaposition of words. Fairies are lovely, delicate creatures, while midwifes are usually old and haggard beings that deal with the pain and blood of childbirth. Through the speech, Mercutio is trying to show Romeo just how fanciful and unrealistic is his love for Rosaline. Dramatically, it lengthens the suspense of the audience.

Finally, Romeo is persuaded to enter Capulet's house in the hope of meeting Rosaline. He, however, has no desire to take part in the dance, for he is in a love-lorn state. His moodiness has made him subject to bad dreams, and he feels that some evil, some untimely death may befall him if he goes to the ball. Thus, this scene foreshadows the future tragedy of the play through the fears of Romeo. The suggestion of doom in the scene is in sharp contrast to the playful mood created by Mercutio.

Benvolio's impatience at Romeo's hesitation to enter the ball is revealed. He is anxious to put his plan for Romeo to the test; Romeo must participate in the ball in order to see the other beauties and forget his love for Rosaline. At the end of the scene, Benvolio gives quick orders to the drummer to lead the way to the party. Romeo follows.


ACT I, SCENE 5

Summary

This scene, with its dancing, gaiety, and colorful costumes, presents a cheerful and happy atmosphere. It is filled with music and lovemaking. Lord Capulet welcomes the maskers and invites them to dance. He is nostalgic about his good old days, when he himself had danced in a mask. He laments that his dancing days are over. In the meantime, Paris has made Juliet his partner in the dance. Unable to secure Rosaline, Romeo stands aloof, watching the dancers. His eye suddenly catches sight of Juliet and he is a changed man. He asks a servant who she is, but the servant does not know. Then, Romeo breaking out in lyrical poetry, remarks aloud to some of the bystanders that she is the most beautiful woman he has ever seen, and that other ladies are "crows" in comparison with such a "snowy dove". He adds that as soon as Paris releases her, he will seek her out.

Tybalt overhears Romeo and recognizes his voice. He angrily calls for his rapier to kill Romeo. His uncle inquires as to the cause of his excitement. Tybalt tells him that Romeo has purposely joined the party to insult them. Capulet defends Romeo, commenting on his gentlemanly bearing. He orders Tybalt to control himself and act like a gentleman. He would not like Romeo to be insulted in his house. When Tybalt ignores the request, Capulet threatens to disinherit him. The guests gather around them. Capulet, in broken speech, urges them to carry on with the dance and orders Tybalt to leave the party. Tybalt goes out grumbling and vows that he will avenge his insult.

While the quarrel between Capulet and Tybalt goes on, Romeo approaches Juliet. In a formal sonnet, each courteously and graciously accepts the devotion of the other. In the first quartet, Romeo, taking Juliet's hand, declares himself a "pilgrim from the holy land, seeking to kiss the hand of his saint in adoration." Juliet reminds him that pilgrims are content to clasp the hand instead of kissing it. The third quartet expresses Romeo's desire to kiss her lips and her objection to it. In the closing couplet, he accepts her decision not to return his kiss and kisses her instead. Lady Capulet and the Nurse have been watching this incident with alarm. The Nurse is sent to summon Juliet to her mother. Juliet leaves, and Romeo asks the Nurse who Juliet's mother is. When he learns she is a Capulet, he is shocked at the thought that he owes his life's happiness to an enemy family.

Benvolio now instructs the maskers to leave. Capulet begs them to wait for the refreshments, but they will not stay any longer. Capulet bids them good night and retires to his room. The stage is left almost empty. Only the Nurse and Juliet are left. Juliet is eager to know who her admirer is. The Nurse is startled when Juliet tells her that she will die unwed if she does not marry him. The Nurse reveals Romeo's name and the fact that he is a Montague. Juliet laments that this is an ominous indication of what lies before her.

Notes

This is a spectacular scene filled with irony and contrast and begins the love story of Romeo and Juliet. The attention of the audience is divided during the party between the reminiscences of the two old Capulets and the youthful and rapt figure of Romeo, who is watching Juliet. Romeo's first appraisal of Juliet's beauty is rich in images. Hers is a "beauty rich for use, for earth too dear!" These words contain dramatic irony since Juliet's beauty is too rich for use in the sense that it will be laid in the tomb too early.

Romeo moves towards his new love against the discordant hate and rage of her cousin, Tybalt. When he sees Romeo, Tybalt rushes from the room, threatening to convert seeming sweet to bitter gall. The lovers meet and salute each other in a sonnet full of conceits and quibbles on the religion of love. Both are drawn to each other, but in public they must disguise their feelings. The real strength of their feelings and the irony of their backgrounds is later expressed when Romeo says, "O dear account! my life is my foe's debt", and in Juliet's paradox, "My only love, sprung from my only hate." Both young people realize the seriousness of their love and the problems it can cause.

The ball scene shows Capulet as a gracious and thoughtful host, doing everything in his power to make his party a success. He is solicitous of his guests, personally welcomes the maskers, jests with the ladies, and suppresses the antagonism of Tybalt. He gossips with his relative over old times and reveals that he was a happy youth, fond of masquerading and whispering tales into ladies ears to win their favor. He sternly handles Tybalt's anger, at first trying to calm him, then threatening to disinherit him, and finally ordering him to leave the house. He refuses to have anyone, including a Montague, insulted in his home, and he also remembers the Prince's warning about keeping the peace. Lord Capulet also notes that Romeo appears to be a gentleman with good behavior and virtue, who is respected throughout Verona. He is obviously not aware of what has transpired between Romeo and Juliet.

Tybalt is introduced as an aggressive, angry young man. Romeo's presence at the ball rouses him to such anger that he calls for his sword in order to kill him. He thinks that Romeo has crashed the party in order to scorn the Capulets. Instead, Romeo, in dramatic irony, has fallen headlong in the love with Juliet, a supposed enemy of the Capulet family.

The Nurse reveals her impatience when she spies Juliet being kissed by Romeo and orders her to go at once to her mother. She is also horrified to learn that Juliet's admirer is a Montague and is even more startled when Juliet tells her that she will die unwed if she does not marry this young man.

The scene masterfully contrasts age and experience (the old Capulets) with youth and inexperience (Romeo and Juliet). It also contrasts extreme hatred (Tybalt) with passionate love (Romeo). Finally, it contrasts Romeo's earlier immature feelings towards Rosaline with his much deeper feelings toward Juliet that he describes in religious terminology (pilgrims, saints, and shrines). The scene is also filled with irony. Benvolio's plan for Romeo to forget Rosaline works too well, for Romeo ironically falls head over heels in love with Juliet, a member of the enemy family. Juliet attends the party to seek out Paris, and Romeo attends to see Rosaline; ironically, neither Rosaline nor Paris is of interest to the couple after they meet one another. The Nurse also speaks in exquisite irony when she tells Juliet that "the strangers are all gone". Romeo, however, is no longer a stranger to Juliet.


whatever....

stupid this....
i hate all this crap...

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Thursday, December 5th, 2002
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5:51p - drugs are bad for you
today was like any other day... except... everything...

i got all screwed up on this chinese medicine gum and i got high and overexcessively happy...

strange...

also... english is gay.... still... we are going through romeo and juliet so quickly....

so... heres scene 3


ACT I, SCENE 3

Summary

This scene is a purely domestic one set in Capulet's house. Capulet informs his wife of Paris' proposal for Juliet and instructs her to prepare Juliet accordingly. Lady Capulet goes off to find her daughter. The Nurse calls for Juliet at the top of her voice. As Juliet enters, Lady Capulet tells her that at age fourteen she is now old enough to marry. The Nurse interrupts and swears that Juliet will not be fourteen until August 1st, two weeks in future. Juliet then answers her mother by saying that she has not thought of marriage. Her mother, in turn, instructs her to start thinking seriously about it, adding that many "ladies of esteem" in Verona were already mothers at her age. Next, she informs Juliet about Paris' interest in marrying her. Lady Capulet also states her approval of this young nobleman of rank and wealth. Juliet replies that she will try to like Paris in order to win her mother's approval. A servant enters and announces the arrival of the guests for the party. Lady Capulet bids Juliet to go at once to meet Count Paris.

Notes

This scene introduces Juliet as a seemingly innocent, submissive girl. First, the audience hears her parents talking about her; much like Romeo was discussed in the first scene before he was seen. Then, Juliet appears on the stage for the first time, a picture of beauty and politeness. Her youth is emphasized once again, with the nurse pointing out that she will not turn fourteen for another two weeks; Lady Capulet counters her youth by saying many young ladies of her age are already mothers. When her mother tells Juliet she should begin thinking about marriage, specifically to Count Paris, Juliet seems obedient. She says she will try to like him. If she were totally obedient and docile, however, she would willingly accept


the marriage as a final arrangement with no thought or input. She does not give her full consent. Shakespeare is foreshadowing the rebelliousness in Juliet's character that will clearly emerge when she marries Romeo, a Montague, without her parent's knowledge or approval.


The idea of marriage is completely foreign to Juliet. Totally pure and innocent, she has never even been in love. The Nurse, however, is not so innocent, and, as always, speaks what is on her mind. She tells Juliet she would jump at the chance to go to bed with handsome Paris. Love and sex are one in the same to her, and she expresses that feeling clearly. Although she is often vulgar in her language, she never intends to be offensive; she only suffers from speaking before thinking, and her words are often very humorous. As a result, the down-to-earth Nurse, who genuinely cares for her charge Juliet, is truly one of the most clever and bawdy of all of Shakespeare's characters. She delights the audience throughout the play and serves as a comic relief and contrast to the intense tragedy.

The audience also learns more about Paris and Lady Capulet in this Scene. She is still a young woman; probably not even thirty years of age, since young ladies tended to marry in their early teens. Her marriage, obviously arranged by her family and not by love, was to a much older gentleman. It is not surprising, therefore, that she finds Count Paris a very suitable match for her lovely young daughter. He is handsome, wealthy, and noble of birth; he is also young in age (if not in actions). It is no wonder that she encourages Juliet to go and find this gentleman at the feast.


blah...
i hate all this...

i had a lot to write... but i forgot what to write

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current music: Korn - Here to Stay



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10:35p - strange....
ZeLaChAnG: sorry bout that had to relieve the cat of its toaster
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if your wondering wtf i "tirugat"ed way back... it was matz's profile...

it went like this...

Holy, Holy, You are Holy
Beauty can't contain You
Angels sing over and over
I will join in that song

current mood: drunk
current music: Tag Your Still It




Wednesday, December 4th, 2002
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8:30p - this sucks
today was another one of those crappy days... go to school... buy a chocolate bar from jenn ngo to support the speech and debate... go to bio and look at how bad i did on that chem test.... blah... and before that it was all queer... stupid romeo and juliet... oh yes... we are on scene 2 now... and the thing....

ACT I, SCENE 2

Paris, a young nobleman and kinsman of the Prince, asks Lord Capulet for Juliet's hand in marriage. At first the father tells Paris that his daughter, at age fourteen, is too young, but later agrees to the marriage if the idea pleases Juliet. He advises Paris to woo her and win her love. Capulet then invites Paris to a feast that he is hosting the same night (the same Sunday that the brawl took place earlier). Juliet, as well as all the Capulet beauties of Verona, will be present.

Capulet then sends his servant off with a list of the guests to invite to the party. The servant goes out to accomplish his task, but he is illiterate and cannot read the list of names. When he sees Romeo and Benvolio, the servant asks them to read the list to him. It includes Rosaline's name; Romeo's supposed lady love. Romeo and Benvolio then find out where the party is to be held and decide to attend since it is a masked affair. Romeo, of course, hopes to see Rosaline there. Benvolio hopes that Romeo will see another beauty, who will take his friend's mind off Rosaline.

Notes

In this brief scene, the audience learns more about Juliet, the heroine of the play who has not yet been introduced on the stage. She is young girl of fourteen and obviously Capulet's pride and joy. The father says of Juliet that "the earth has swallowed all hopes but she." When Paris asks Capulet for her hand in marriage, he hesitates at first; then he says that he will agree if the idea pleases Juliet. In the thirteenth century, when noble marriages were usually arranged by the family, it is a loving father who wants to please his child. His concern for Juliet is similar to the concern for Romeo revealed by Lady Montague in the first scene. Even though these families hate one another, they dearly love their children.

Paris is introduced for the time in this scene. He is formal and peaceful, following all the rules as he consults Capulet about his interest in marrying Juliet. Unlike Romeo's infatuation with Rosaline, Paris's attraction to Juliet seems low-keyed and practical. His protocol in approaching Juliet with the father's permission is in sharp contrast to Romeo's later approach to Juliet, first as a masked party crasher and then as an impassioned lover in the garden.

The role of fate will be very important throughout the play, and fate begins to work in this chapter. The illiterate Capulet servant just happens to see Romeo and Benvolio and asks them to read the list of guests invited to the Capulet feast. If he had not been illiterate and needed the help of a Montague, he never would have spoken to Romeo. If this meeting had not taken place, Romeo would never have known of the party. If Rosaline's name had not been on the guest list, Romeo would have had no interest in attending the party. If it had not been a masked affair, Romeo would never have been able to go into the home of the Capulets. If he had not been at the party, Romeo would not have met Juliet and fallen in love with her. Fate is obviously pulling Romeo and Juliet together.

bleh...

oh well...
i need a new haircut... my hair is down to my eyebrows...

oh yes... and i am going to learn flash all over again and make a animation about ben kung...

blah

current mood: cranky
current music: Korn - Somebody Someone



10:42p - damn this
people... if you are going to read this... at least let me know ur reading this... comments... add them... it will make me happier to be writing in this crap...







Tuesday, December 3rd, 2002
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4:10p - its that time of the day again!!!!... QuiZ TIME!
QUIZ TIME!!!
i have to do something in my life



damn... i cant find anymore quizzes...




lalala....lalalalalalalalala

current music: ATC - Around the World



4:41p - blah
funny... there is a person named Abram im Romeo and Juliet...

ACT I, SCENE 1

Summary

Act I begins with the servants of the two households carrying on the enmity of their masters. Samson and Gregory, the Capulet servants, and Abraham and Balthazar, the Montague servants, start a sword fight in a public square in Verona for no real purpose. Benvolio, a nephew of the Montagues and also a good friend and cousin to Romeo, intervenes and stops the fight. Then Tybalt, a Capulet, arrives on the scene. When he notices a sword in Benvolio's hand, Tybalt challenges him to a duel. When the former refuses, Tybalt declares that he hates all the Montagues. A crowd, which has gathered, now starts fighting with each other.

Hearing the noise, the heads of both the families, accompanied by their wives, arrive on the scene. So does Prince Escalus, who angrily orders the crowd to throw down their weapons and stop the fighting. The Prince accuses the lords of the two families for being the cause of such outbreaks and warns, "If ever you disturb our streets again, your lives shall pay forfeit of the peace," words that foreshadow the climax of the play. Lord Capulet and Lord Montague do not pay with their own lives, but their children die as an indirect result of the age-old conflict.

Lady Montague, happy that Romeo has not been a part of the brawl, asks Benvolio about her son's whereabouts. Benvolio answers that he has seen Romeo sighing and weeping earlier in the morning and feels that he definitely has some serious problems. As Benvolio speaks, Romeo approaches them. When questioned about his behavior, Romeo discloses that he is in love with a woman who does not love him. The young romantic then goes on to describe his love for the most beautiful woman he has ever seen. Unfortunately, she seems to have the mind of the goddess Diana, scorning love and swearing to remain single. Benvolio suggests that Romeo forget the girl, but Romeo states he cannot.

Notes

The first scene begins with unimportant characters, but it is lively and immediately captures the attention of the audience. Servants in brightly colored Renaissance dress begin fighting, and the stage is suddenly filled with action and the sounds of striking swords. The purpose of the street brawl is to visibly show the animosity that exists between the house of the Capulets and the house of the Montagues, not just at the highest levels, but all the way down to the servants who are fighting. More important characters soon begin to arrive on stage. Benvolio, a Montegue, comes in as a peacemaker and tries to stop the fighting. Tybalt, a Capulet, enters with temper flaring and challenges Benvolio to a fight. Lord Capulet and Lord Montague arrive and are ready to enter the brawl if necessary in spite of their advanced age and nobility. This is no ordinary quarrel, but a long-standing feud based on familial history and bitter hatred. The Prince of Verona, Escalus, knows the conflict has greatly affected his fine city and wants it stopped. When he hears the noise of the fighting, he comes on the scene and threatens punishment if peace is not reached.

Romeo has not taken part in the brawl, but wanders on the stage after the fighting has ceased. He is a handsome, idealistic, and romantic youth who is in love. He tells Benvolio of his deep feelings for a beautiful young lady (later identified as Rosaline). He seems to worship her, but it is from afar, for she is aloof and does not return his love. As a result, Romeo moons about, feeling very melancholy. Shakespeare places this scene at the beginning of the play in order to show the romantic character of his hero; the scene will also be contrasted later in the play when Romeo reacts to Juliet in a very different manner. He thinks he loves Rosaline; he truly loves Juliet.



i shall post notes on this blurty everytime we go into a new section in Romeo and Juliet...

blah

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current music: DDR music





Monday, December 2nd, 2002
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5:53p - gaaa....
i hate this... school sucks... life sucks... homework sucks... gaaaa...

everything sucks...

the new rikku in ffx-2 looks... different...

i hate romeo and juliet... how stupid...

i watched the godfather...

funny movie..

i guess this entry is a ffx-2 happy day...




DeltaMarine2 (6:48:21 PM): dude thas a bikini
DeltaMarine2 (6:48:25 PM): wiht a thong bottom

DeltaMarine2 (6:51:46 PM): rikku is shaved
AzNxReTaRdBoI (6:51:53 PM): haha
DeltaMarine2 (6:51:54 PM): she doesnt haev any hair down below
AzNxReTaRdBoI (6:52:00 PM): how would u know?
AzNxReTaRdBoI (6:52:08 PM): face of the computer screen
DeltaMarine2 (6:52:10 PM): dude, i know my stuff
AzNxReTaRdBoI (6:52:14 PM): trying to look up?
DeltaMarine2 (6:52:17 PM): no
DeltaMarine2 (6:52:27 PM): just thta kind of thong goes...really..low

strange man...

welcome to canada
its the maple leaf state

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(comment on this)


7:26p - gaynesss
HAVE YOU EVER:
*Prank called someone: yes
*Been prank called: yes
*Fallen asleep in class: of course
*Been suspended since first grade: no
*Been expelled: no
*Contemplated suicide: yes
*Attempted suicide: sort of
*Seen someone die: on tv
*Cut yourself: yea
*Slit your wrists: little bit
*Flirty eye contacted someone in class: no
*Fantasized about someone: no
*Kissed someone else's partner: no
*Had oral sex with someone elses partner: no
*Had sex with someone elses partner: no
*Trashed a hotel room: um... yes... at florida
*Trashed someone's home at a house party: no
*Worried about your friends? no
*Had your friends worry about you? maybe... maybe not

LAST PERSON YOU:
*Told them you loved them: myself
*Complimented: forget... i rarely compliment
*Spoke to on the phone: ben kung... about the ring
*Got an e-mail from: my dad
*Spoke to on-line: Matz
*Bitched with: probably everyone
*Bitched about: life
*Missed: the biology information
*Were excited about seeing: ...
*Wished you could see them more: ?
*Wished you would see them less: my teachers
*Fought with verbally: my 8 month old sister
*Fought with physically: myself
*Wanted to kiss: ...
*Had sex with: im a virgin
*Wanted to have sex with: ...
*Saw: my mom
*Swore at: ms. kim
*Laughed at: ben gill
*Dated: not yet...
*Dumped: funny
*Were dumped by: no one...

WHICH FAMOUS PERSON WOULD YOU:
*Have sex with: why so many sex questions?
*Like to have a philosophical talk about life with: einsten
*Like to have as a best friend: jonathan davis, munky
*Bring back to life: tie between kurt cobain and the sublime guy

EITHER OR:
*Britney/Christina: christina
*N.I.N/Marilyn Manson: nin
*Blink 182/Jimmy Eat World: blink182
*Sepultura/Soulfly: wtf?
*Incubus/Deftones: deftones
*Linkin Park/Limp Bizkit: both gay boy bands
*Papa Roach/Alien Ant Farm: papa roach
*The Ataris/The Vandals: vandals are ok... wtf is ataris?
*No Doubt/Snake River Conspiracy: no doubt is gay... wtf is snake river?
*Disturbed/Mudvayne: disturbed!
*Rancid/The Clash: ?
*Coal Chamber/Smashing Pumpkins: dont know them well enough
*Kurt Cobain/Elvis : kurt cobain

AND FINALLY....
*Classical/Pop: classical
*Punk/Ska: ska
*Black/Industrial: wtf is this?
*Emo/Indie: wtf?

i like rock better then all those

finally finished

current mood: rushed
current music: BoA - No. 1

posted by abraham  : 12/01/2002 12:00:00 AM