the weirdness reaches four. kyle chong now has a flash. visit.

after a week of labor and endless pain and stuff. i have finally made a crap flash similar to vivian chen's video. ayumi hamasaki - teddy bear. now watch. and criticize.

so. there were guests at my house. i had to take care of little kids. i showed them final fantasy x. they were interested with all the fighting and stuff. so i showed them the ending. they were intrigued by the last boss guy pulling a huge sword out of his chest and blood everywhere. and so when i got to fighting the aeons part. summoning aeons and stuff. yuna always looks up to summon aeon. and the little kids are like. "why does she always point her boobs at the sky?". what an interesting question. so they go on making theories of magical boobs. what weird kids. good thing i didn't summon shiva.

Mandell 4 HWGD: wow you supervise very observant kids
Mandell 4 HWGD: man, i wish i were as observant
Mandell 4 HWGD: i'd enjoy FFX more

01.
ME
.given name. abraham chang. is it not known yet?
.name(s) your bestest friends call you. abe, abby
.worst nickname *you've been called* ever. ham. bra.
.siblings. grace, esther
.nicknames you've given them. none
.nicknames they've given you. none
.pet names *your lover or past lovers have called you*. sorry, no lovers.
.pet names *you've called them*. sorry, ask me later.
.what you call your parents. mom, dad
.born in a (hospital, log cabin, box, etc). hospital
.born in (city/state). san jose, ca
.first word. uh. i dont know
.hair color when little. black
.hair color now. black
.colors your hair has been. do they change?
.eye color. brown
.distinguishing marks. uh. i dont know. however people remember who i am.
.piercings. none
.tatoos. none
.6 toes(and other mutant body things). i have 2975 fingers
.my nails are. cut
.favorite feature *on me*. wow. what a dumb question.
.least favorite feature *are you saying i'm not perfect*. dont know

.02.
MY FAVORITE TOPIC
.gender. let me check
.virgin. yes
.date. none
.age of first kiss. i dont know
.name of first kiss. you name a kiss?
.age of first real s.o. what is a so.
.current *or last* so. eh
.how long has *had* this been going on. wtf
.age of first love. love as in sex love or happy love?
.name of first love. still confused
.still love them. im thinking happy love
.did they love you. why is it they? why is it plural? i demand an answer. its he/she not they. silly fool.
.do they still. they. they. all this they.
.age of last love. last love? as in recent love or the last love before i die? things to think.
.name of last *or current* love. i dont know
.still love them. if its current, wont one still love this "them"
.did/do they love you. how am one supposed to know
.best gift you ever got from an so. whats a so.
best gift you ever gave an so. whats a so
.silliest place you've ever been kissed. no where
.if you kiss this spot i melt. anywhere?
.person you regret letting go of. ha. i let go of no one
.best sex song ever. uh. korn - adidas?
.worst sex song ever. that.. milkshake song.
.last song you can remember having intercourse to. sorry. cant answer that

.03.
TASTE
.meat. anything
.where i like to eat. in my room
.best place to eat out. mcdonalds!
.tastiest food i can make. anything with directions on the box
.favorite dessert. ice cream
.diet much. no
.favorite fruit. strawberry
.favorite vegetable. tomato
.favorite candy. chewy chocolate
.favorite food as a child. french fries
.non alcoholic drink. i cant drink alchoholic anyways. dr pepper.
.alcoholic drink. hm. those weird wines.
.soda. dr pepper
.juice. orange
.milk. soy milk tastes good. normal milk does also.
.tea. jasmine
.type of chocolate. hersheys?

.04.
MY FAVORITE
.sock. white socks
.underwear. whatever fits
.pants. not jeans. not dickeys.
.shirt. tshirts
.shoes. the only shoes i have
.store. macys?
.book. none
.children's book. none
.tv show. none
.children's tv show. none
.movie. none
.children's movie. none
.celebrity. hm.... none
.actor. none.
.color. black and white
.musician. christian "flake" lorenz.
.band. rammstein
.album. rammstein - mutter
.eric clapton band/album. wtf.
.artist *as in art people*. the people that draw concept art for final fantasies
.bad teenage prime time series. none
.music video. rammstein - sonne. evil snow white!
.video game. final fantasy x
.board game. monopoly
.bar game (pool, darts, drinking game). pool..?
.party game. warcraft 3.
.nailpolish color. sorry. i dont do that stuff
.drug. tylenol
.star trek series. never watch
.radio show. none.

.05.
THIS OR THAT
.ella fitzgerald * billie holiday. er. dont know
.cartoon * claymation. claymation
.puppy * kitty. puppy
.tv * radio. tv
.museum * gallery. gallery
.cold * hot. cold
.coffee * tea. tea
.the fonz * jessie from full house. huh.
.elvis * the beatles. neither
.jimi hendrix * led zeppelin. led zeppelin
.jazz * blues. jazz
.sex * fucking. aren't they the same? just different terms?
.light bulb * candle light. light bulb.
.airplane * train. airplane
.pbs * fox. fox
.william shatner * patrick stewart. i dont know
.white rose * red rose. red
.fingers * toes. fingers
.nose piercing * eyebrow piercing. piercings are dumb
.inferno * paradise lost. huh.
.blind date * singles "event". er
.roller skate * ice skate. roller skating
.swingset * see saw. swingset
.water * fire. water
.woods * farm. woods
.mountains * ocean. ocean

2 quizzes in 2 days. im on a roll.

Apathy, well I can say your lucky, in some ways.
You see Apathy is no emotion, basically you
don't care. But that does not make you a bad
person. Some of my friends are apathetic and I
love them, but it wouldn't hurt to care a
little more. Trust me life hurts, most people
who are apathetic do it cause they were hurt.
But don't worry, life is pain, its also
pleasure. Good luck. (please vote)


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interesting. it has "korn - right now" as one of the choices.

[your full name] Abraham Chang
[your birthday] 10/12/
[your favorite color] black and white
[your height] 5'8 or 9 or somewhere near
[your weight] 120? something
[your eye color] brown
[your hair color] black
[your favorite book] na
[your favorite drink of all time] dr pepper
[favorite food] i dont know
[favorite song] rammstein - stripped
[Pillow Cover]: i dont know
[Shoes]: white and blue reeboks
[Perfume/Cologn]: na
[CD in stereo right now]: dont have a stereo
[Hair]: black
[What you are wearing now]: clothes
[In my mouth]: spit
[In my head]: thoughts
[Wishing]: to get lichtspielhaus
[After this]: sleep
[Talking to]: no one. im a loner
[Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months]: feb break
[The last thing you ate?]: chips
[Some of your favorite movies]: none
[Something that you are deathly afraid of]: life
[Do you believe in love]: sure
[Do you believe in love at first sight]: sure
[Do you believe in forgiveness]: why not?
[If you could have any animal for a pet]: fish
[What are some of your favorite pig out foods?]: tasty food
[What's something you wish you could understand better?]: people


In the last 24 hours, have you..
[Cried] no
[Bought something] dr pepper
[Gotten sick] no
[Sang] no
[Eaten] yes
[Felt stupid] yes
[Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't] whatever you say
[Met someone new] no
[Talked to an ex] no ex
[Missed an ex] read above
[Talked to someone you have a crush on] think what you want
[Had a serious talk] no
[Missed someone] dont know.

by abraham chang

heirate mich.
küss mich.
ich will du.
du riechst so gut.
ich haben sehnsucht.
das eifersucht.
du herz aus stein.
mein herz brennt.
ich das herzeleid.
du hasst mich.
du ficken liebestöter.
adios.
bäng bäng
feuer frei.
kofpschuss.
das alte leid ist engel asche.

a poem written out of my boredom and limited german. a sad depressing poem of a person that was rejected, so he/she shoots the rejecter.

thats all the german i could use into a poem. its not really a poem.

i had a dream about me wearing converses. all that happened was i looked down and there were converses on my feet. then i said something random like "im conforming with society". then i woke up with a fright. not really. but i woke up. it was a short dream.

i got put in drivers ed. but i have swimming. so i cant take it. must drop it.

theres an 8th grader in Math78. (thats the class after calcBC for those stalkers that dont know.) thats freaken crazy. wtf. apparently hes.. 6 or 7 years ahead of his level. 6 if he takes ma and takes calcAB. or 7 if he takes mah and takes calcBC. whatever. but that kid is insanely smart to do that. hes probably going to go insane in the middle of his life. realize theres no more math that is offered. and goes off to prove some unprovable theory and then think math as a easy subject. or hes just going to realize hes a nerd and shoot himself. either way. whoever this kid is, hes weird.

in the library today, these 2 chinese fobs. a boy and girl were talking a lot. they were talking in their little chinese language about cdrom drives. and how fast they get. and stuff. then they studdenly digressed into ayumi hamasaki. they were talking about that 'rainbow' song. and how all her songs all sound the same and stuff. then they were discussing her looks. and they were discussing the looks of japanese girls. from them i learned that japanese girls aren't cute, they are pretty. eh. they are all the same. chinese people analyze too much.

for those who wonder why i dont talk about my life much, its because this is a public blog for the world to see. and i dont like people getting all into my life. so this blog is mainly used for ranting junk. thats all.

yi san san qi: Gay I didn't go to Fresh Choice
yi san san qi: I wanted to eat a baked potato
azN xrE taRD BOI: i didn't either
yi san san qi: And be like
yi san san qi: Bergantz taught me alot
yi san san qi: Thank you Ancient Incas!

in that webdesign class, there was this one person that asked what html was. then another person asked the person next to her if html had something to do with xanga. weirdos.

freshmen are annoying. they are all queer and emo fools. a few come up to me and always say "korn freak" and make it seem like a bad thing. maybe it is. but i dont know. i dont like korn anymore. then theres this dumb one that always goes up to talk to me and likes to insult me. saying my sister is cooler than me. and such stupid stuff trying to put me down. saying im not cool enough to talk to him. so why doesn't he go talk to some other people? loser. all the freshmen should just blow their heads off. they worry so much about all those dances. its freaken almost february and freshmen still ask me about homecoming. it was 3 months ago!!! stfu freshmen. you people pollute the world. you should all die. they should make highschool 3 years long. then next year, 2 years long, then year after 1 year. and after that i could care less. at least i dont like the class of 2007.

AHH!! i sit near annoying english girl.

another penguin game

this one is larger and its higher numbers.
i got 587.1

i am currently in this "graphics" class. apparently its web design. so its boring. 3 hours long..

penguin game

i got 321.1.
im so cool

ahh!! im going insane. singing that britney spears song. im so cool.

thats cool. apparently, i was absent from 1st period today. but i dont have a first period! wtf. my schedule doesn't have a first period. now its all stupid. fucking school.

another person trying to get popular through my movies. marc abi-samra. lets applaud him. watch the movie.

im pretty sure o-lan is not a chinese name. theres no "o" vowel in chinese. only i, u and... ü. lies. its a stupid book really.

wow. my mom knows about this book. is it that famous?

i had some crazy dream about pe and swimming. it kept on alternating between the two. i suddenly was in pe, then i was in swimming. then i went back to pe. and repeats. i think its telling me something. but i really dont know what. sucks to my ass-mar. which makes me think. do i have asthma? because sometimes i can get some shortness of breath and coughing thing. but i never had asthma when i was younger. is it possible to develop asthma? but what would cause me to get it? if i had it. which confuses me.

"the good earth" is a dumb book. or the author is stupid at least. some white woman that lives in china. so she thinks shes chinese enough to write a book about the chinese. and then she has like 3 husbands. except one isn't really a husband. she was just 70 years old, and lived with him. and the first day she got a divorce with her first husband, she marries a new guy. stupid woman. i dont like her. and this wang lung person. its not even chinese! it makes no sense. its not hanyupinying! or at least it doesn't seem like it.

we switched seats in bergantz. it took only 30 minutes. i eventually went to 1 seat in front of where i was sitting. and she moved everyone around. and said she wanted new enviroments for each of us. bah. changes my arse. eric hwang went from in front of me to in back. vivian went from my left to my right. and andy micko went from my right to my left. what changes? oh. i have to turn different directions to talk now.

and i ponder a lot right now. is that good? i dont think so. pondering is bad. bad for minds. i need to go back to do homework. because that is more important. grades are important. it can determine my future. but i have no future. oh well.

swimming starts in less than 2 weeks. im scared. im going to drown. bergantz made us do all this hw about potatoes yesterday. then she changed the layout of it today. annoying.

what queerness. apparently, online my schedule has changed. but they haven't sent me my schedule. so which to i go to tomorrow?

i am happy that i am out of japanese. 1st period really sucks. since i sit behind annoying english class girl. ugh.

apparently, theres a class called "graphics" and "graphics introduction for internet" i wanted to take the 2nd one. but i didn't know what the real name was so i wrote graphics. and they didn't drop my japanese. oh well. ill try again today.

today i learned so much about potatoes in bergantz's class. they are nutritious. i think ill drop out of school and become a farmer and grow potatoes and feed myself. i would live happily.

new semester tomorrow. goodbye to all the old 1st 2nd and 6th period people.

after watching vivian chen's everytime video thing a few thousand times, i have decided to make one similar. i guess this will teach me patience. and test my flash abilities. the selected song is... "ayumi hamasaki - teddy bear" because no other song i think of can fit. so if it turns out like crap, u'll never see it. and if it doesn't turn out as crappy as i think it will, vivian chen's will still be better. because i follow.

i like danny's cell phone. i like the composer. i made rammstein ring tones. im so cool.

so. i bet you thought nihongo brothers were dead. well. they are. and to commemorate this, a deluxe version of the box has been rereleased. a special version with effects you have never seen. with text you can read. and special stuff. so hop over to the movies and watch it now!

cool. valentines is soon. i think ill be my own valentine. ill get myself one of those valentine grams and write myself a note and not sign it. and then during mah, they'll deliver them and i'll be like 'whoa! what person would send me a valentine gram?'. then ill go home and cry. ha. what patheticness.

i had some crazy dream about going to a korn concert. and then i was posessed.

eh.

1st semester is over.
only 5 more before high school ends.
or 2 1/2 more years.
or 1/4 decades.
or 1/40 centuries.
or 1/400 millenias.
or 64 2/7 weeks.
or 450 days.
or 10800 hours.
or 648000 minutes.
or 38880000 seconds.

depends on which view you like. whether you like larger numbers or smaller.

since all people are complete and all people are imperfect. then is being not complete perfect? hm.

the statement below is false.
the statement above is true.

which is false?

the bottom of course. because then it would be.

the statement below is false.
the statement above is false.

and its true. because then the statement below would be false. and the statement above is true. and it fits perfectly. a circle of infinity. and that makes it completely true. im insane. bye.

i haven't had a dream in the last 3 days. that pretty cool. or at least i dont remember them.

aim is dead and i have found out how to make a preloader in flash.

happy lunar new years. finals are completely over. and rammstein entertained me in roske's class. i went swimming. it brings happiness. i also went to steve's house and played ghost master. its fun.

that was a nice chinese new year dinner thing. i sat and ate my food while my grandparents interogatted me about my grades and whether im in sat prep classes. asking me about whether im the top of my class which i am of course not. and then my mom found out i have a A- *gasp* in MAH and my mom went super crazy. and started telling me to work harder and blah blah. quite annoying. and saying that im stupid and dont get good grades and stuff about college and junk. oh well. i got my red bag things with money and im happy. so i hate asian parents and i like chinese new years.

more movies? insanity.
sarah lee and vivian lim's personal movies.
because they annoy.
and i have to make them one or they wont go away.

a new short movie about ms bergantz. watch. only bergantz'ers might get it.

MnMs or Skittles: ponder more. so i can probe into ur mind.
azN xrE taRD BOI: okay
azN xrE taRD BOI: hm
azN xrE taRD BOI: i cant ponder
MnMs or Skittles: -_- write about how i'm annoying

so. sarah is annoying. how? because she is. after i joined swimming she went super annoying and started to annoy me about not swimming. weird person. okay. thats all. because thats pretty much all i know her from. the end.

MnMs or Skittles: u only know me from being annoying!
MnMs or Skittles: AHH

fine i edit. i know her from chem. and pe. and english. but mostly from chem. the end. now.

in honor of chinese new year (or viet, or korean, or japanese or any other country that uses lunar calendar), i have cut my hair. its shorter now. thats all. good day.

well. good for me. i finished finals today.

im foolish. i eat cow. and theres mad cow disease. today for lunch, i had one of those pw roast beef sandwich things. then after that i had a little bag of beef jerky. im going to get mad cows. i wonder if mad cow can go through milk also.

today was finals. i had another weird dream. a dream about chem class. and our project was to make an element model out of wood. or something weird.

pe was tough. i had to endure 100 minutes of 2 fast 2 furious. its a funny movie. really. that asian girl's face shines. its like the tin man. so much makeup. disgusting. i see a light in a lot of darkness and i know its her! and the races were really funny. wouldn't racing in a convertable cause more air resistance? and the main character wears converses!!! funny man. that asian mechanic is funny. he was cool. until i found out he is that asian rapper named jin or something. good thing 100 minutes isn't the whole movie. it was too stupid.

bash.org is funny

so. i was thinking. maybe the box should be remade. so watch out.

the box. remastered.

better battle scenes!
more story!
text you can actually read!
less stupid music!
woo!

its going to be cool.

i have problems. i seem to regret things i do. and regret things i dont do. so i contradict myself. what a problem. so annoying.



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HAHAHAHA.

EnglishPig25: studied much?
azN xrE taRD BOI: nope
EnglishPig25: good boy
EnglishPig25: thats the spirit
EnglishPig25: im considering starting...

my weird dream of the day consisted of something about community service. i was doing community service. and i dont remember the rest. still stupid.

and. i went swimming. it was fun i guess. it was an indoor pool. and since its indoor all the smells are contained in this box. so i walked in and became very weird. i swam for 45 minutes. and left. it was a nauseas place. dont like. and i am slow. oh well. i'll be the first person to get cut from boys swimming!! buahahaha.

nooo!!! the bandwidth overshot 1337 megs. i was going to see if i can take a screenshot of 1337 meg usage. oh well.

The cold moon, in full magnificence
it hears the cries in the night
and no angel climbs down
only the rain cries on the grave

Between hard oak boards
it will play with the music box
a melody in the wind
and the child sings from the ground

new movie. just to let you know. its in the movies section. its a lesson that everyone should learn about which clique they choose to become part of.


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yi san san qi: Some random soldier who's stationed in Korea loves the Rise of Emo flash
yi san san qi: He sent it to all his friends

cool.

i want to watch "Amundsen, der Pinguin". its a german childs movie about a penguin that knows the location of secret treasure. so bad guys kidnap the penguin. its so cool. the rammstein lead singer is one of the bad guys.

stop these weird dreams! i demand you to stop coming to me at night!.
so weird. why does it happen? is it because the finals are coming?
i dont think so.
weird dreams.

i had a weird dream about me going fishing. then i got lost. and had to go home by scuba diving through sewage pipes. and i got lost many times. i saw many fish and they glowed. it was weird.

and i had a second dream. but i dont remember it.

i feel lonely. oh well.

"a small human only pretends to die
it wanted to be completely alone"

what does this mean? is it about insignificant people? probably. its very deep. insignificant people are cool. i am insignificant. and i want to be alone. so i will pretend to die. bye.

i had another really strange dream. this time i went to go buy my swimming stuff. when i came home i looked at the microwave and it was counting down. it was really a bomb, so i sat with my family in the kitchen. instead of running away. we waited until the bomb blew up. and my house fell down. so i moved to my grandparents house. interesting. i dont like these dreams.

to my wonderful blogger. you have brought me so much joy. you were the best thing to happen to me since rammstein. how could i ever repay you for all your deeds you have done? besides writing in you. through you i have discovered so much about myself. my stupidity. my foolishness. and how pathetic my life is. all my thoughts are stored within you and this recollection could help me find myself. you are so useful to me blogger. the joy of writing some words in you. even a few words with no meaning. it all brings joy. because i know you care. and are happy to help me. you dont talk back at me. you dont discourage me. hell, you dont even reply to me. but thats what makes you so wonderful. thank you blogger. i will never forget you.

love. always.
abraham

.... wtf. must be my mind at night.

i fell asleep and had the weirdest dream ever. it was in math class and jiang asked a question. so ms yamamoto came over to help. and while ms. yamamoto was thinking of how to solve the problem, she was humming "rammstein - rein raus" and singing it. and in my dream i asked her if she liked rammstein and she said yes. then i woke up. it was amazingly scary. perturbing.

i want that new rammstein dvd!!! lichtspielhaus! 210 minutes of goodness. i want it!!! too bad i wont get it.


azN xrE taRD BOI: cool
Auto response from xxviv ian limxx: Hello my name is Abraham Chang and I like to listen to Rammstein.. Hard rock is cool.. but Mr. Roske thinks I listen to boy bands.. Goodbye *fAllz*trips*faiNt*dies* [Shut up I'm right your wrong]
azN xrE taRD BOI: im in ur away message

people with a bunch of piercings confuse me. why would anyone want all that metal stuck in their face? and wont their ears eventually sag from all that weight? and then it would be all weird. and why would anyone want to pierce their nose and lip and tongue. the nose just looks weird. the lip makes it impossible to close the mouth and the tongue makes talking hard. weirdos.

[x] name: abraham
[x] birthday: 10/12/88
[x] height: 5'8"?
[x] shoe size: 11
[x] hair color: black
[x] Three worst qualities: bad memory, procrastinate, not hard working
[x] Three things you are often complimented for: not much

Current...
[x] current mood: bored
[x] current taste: some nasal taste that is weird
[x] current annoyance: bergantz final tomorrow
[x] current smell: the oxygen and nitrogen and co2 around me
[x] current thing you ought to be doing: hw
[x] current desktop picture: a spiral thing
[x] current favorite band(s): rammstein, mudvayne, korn, coldplay. ha
[x] current book(s}: a separate peace! ha.
[x] current refreshment: this computer
[x] current worry: school
[x] current crush: id rather not say
[x] current favorite celebrity: i hate celebrities


Random Questions...
[x] who likes you: how the hell am i supposed to know?
[x] what annoys you: myself
[x] what do you want to do: get good at swimming
[x] who is one person you never get sick of: no one. i get sick of everyone at least once.
[x] who is one person you would marry tomorrow: er. no one.
[x] do you sleep on your back, stomach or side?: side
[x] what would you take if you were stuck on a deserted island?: a boat
[x] who would you take to that island if you had to take anyone: a friend
[x] if your house was on fire and you could only save one thing what would you save?: my hw!!! ha. my wallet
[x] have you ever said i love you and never meant it: never said those words before.
[x] who would you trade places with for a day?: anyone.

[x] have you ever been told you look like a celebrity?: some japanese/chinese star guy. and at times, bruce lee. weirdos.
[x] finish this sentence. "i would be caught dead. ": with a gun?
[x] do you regret any of your past relationships?: relationships? ha.
[x] shampoo do you use: whatever is in the shower.
[x] perfume/cologne do you use: evil objects.
[x] you are scared of: people

Whens the last time you..
[x] bought something: today.. lunch
[x] eaten: 5 hrs ago.
[x] been kissed: never.
[x] wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: i dont know
[x] talked to an ex: no ex.
[x] talked to someone you have a crush on: i dont know
[x] missed someone: i dont know
[x] hugged someone: long time.


Social Life...
[x] boyfriend/girlfriend: no
[x] pager/cell phone: no
[x] would you rather be with friends or on a date: friend
[x] do you have a job: student.
[x] do you like being around people: but i like to stay silent
[x] have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: sure
[x] have you ever cried over the opposite sex: no
[x] do you have a "type" of person you always go after: no
[x] ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: no
[x] ever liked your best guy/girl friend: uh. no
[x] do you want to get married: sure
[x] do you want kids: sure
[x] what is your favorite part of your physical appearance: i dont know
[x] are you happy with you and your life: sure
[x] if you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: my grades?
[x] you get upset when: people piss me off
[x] you think about suicide: when depression strikes
[x] others find you attractive: do they?
[x] you want more piercings: no
[x] you want more tattoos: no

For or against...
[x] long distance relationships: no
[x] using someone: use smart people
[x] suicide: its stupidity
[x] killing people: i wonder
[x] teenage smoking: against
[x] doing drugs: unless its medicinal drugs
[x] driving drunk: friends dont let friends drive drunk
[x] gay/lesbian relationships: as long as they dont get in my pants

yes or no:
[x] You like to cook: no
[x] You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yea
[x] You talk in your sleep: i dont think so
[x] You believe in love: ha. reminds me of that song "darkness - i believe in a thing called love". and i believe it exists.
[x] number of times I have had my heart broken?: er. dont know
[x] of hearts I have broken?: i doubt it will be many
[x] of times I have been in love: i don tknow
[x] of countries I have stayed in?: 2
[x] of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends?: not many
[x] of people I consider my enemies?: no one

[x] of cd's that I own?: 20 or so
[x] of things in my past that I regret?: many

Who do you want to...
[x] kill: bergantz.
[x] slap: no one
[x] look like: myself
[x] be like: myself
[x] talk to offline: oh.. people.

english is an annoying class. especially this one girl. annoying girl she is. talking a lot. stupid stuck up student. stupid asian girl that acts so blonde. seriously... "oh! ASP stands for A Separate Peace."... and that annoying voice. and saying stuff like "i love your clothes ms aguilera". disgusting. i wish she would shutup.

and now i finally got ms. hansen to sign my thing. with the help of sarah lee. thank you very much.

bergantz is a stupid class.

i need to bring a book tomorrow.

if you are what you eat.

and im a human. does that mean i eat human? and i am a cannibal? weird stupid quotes.

that entry before was written with pure sarcasm.

linkin park sucks.
enough said.

i'm at reinaldo's house. i love linkin park. currently im playing "a place for my head". before it was "somewhere i belong". wonderful stuff really. it really improves my mood. i recommend this linkin park treatment for anyone in depression. the stupidity has great frivolity in it. causes laughing. and thats why im very unproductive at this millenium project work thing which is due tomorrow.

Free report for: Abraham Chang



Guardians, are the cornerstone of society, for they are the temperament given to serving and preserving our most important social institutions. Guardians have natural talent in managing goods and services--from supervision to maintenance and supply--and they use all their skills to keep things running smoothly in their families, communities, schools, churches, hospitals, and businesses.

Guardians can have a lot of fun with their friends, but they are quite serious about their duties and responsibilities. Guardians take pride in being dependable and trustworthy; if there's a job to be done, they can be counted on to put their shoulder to the wheel. Guardians also believe in law and order, and sometimes worry that respect for authority, even a fundamental sense of right and wrong, is being lost. Perhaps this is why Guardians honor customs and traditions so strongly--they are familiar patterns that help bring stability to our modern, fast-paced world.

Practical and down-to-earth, Guardians believe in following the rules and cooperating with others. They are not very comfortable winging it or blazing new trails; working steadily within the system is the Guardian way, for in the long run loyalty, discipline, and teamwork get the job done right. Guardians are meticulous about schedules and have a sharp eye for proper procedures. They are cautious about change, even though they know that change can be healthy for an institution. Better to go slowly, they say, and look before you leap.

Guardians make up as much as 40 to 45 percent of the population.

The Four types of Guardians are:

Supervisors (ESTJ) | Protectors (ISFJ) | Inspectors (ISTJ) | Providers (ESFJ)


at here

wtf. stupid school. i was going to get my schedule change thing signed for swimming. and then ms hansen goes on interogating me. annoying me. asking me why i didn't join last year. and junk. and in the end. she didn't sign it. so i have to get a note from monsees and give it to her and she will sign. which is really hard, because all she does is sit in the girls locker room and since i believe i am a male, i cannot enter. so i have to go hire a girl to go hunt her down in the girls locker room and get her to come out and have her sign. and interogate me more. and i hope she will sign tomorrow.

15 years ago I:
1.was 3 months old and 1 day
2.i crawled around
3.was ignorant
4.apathetic
5.and stupid

10 years ago I:
1.was 5 years 3 months old and 1 day
2.was in first grade
3.met my first friends
4.still apathetic
5.ignorant and stupid

5 years ago I:
1.was in 5th grade
2.had friends
3.was scared of middle school
4.knew most people in my grade since it was elementary
5.had some really queer graduation thing for elementary school

3 years ago I:
1.was in 7th grade
2.listened to papa roach
3.hated my teachers
4.met many different people
5.had a crappy school year

1 year ago I:
1.was freshman
2.became afraid of mushrooms forever
3.had a new experience at school
4.met new friends
5.i was a korn freak and listened to rammstein

6 months ago I:
1.had summer
2.did MAH summer hw
3.had summer school
4.saw no friends the whole summer and got bored
5.built my computer

***UPDATE***

!!!

yi san san qi: 6 months ago I:
3.had summer school
4.saw no friends the whole summer and got bored
yi san san qi: Bitch!
yi san san qi: YOU SAW ME

so i change it to people not from summer school.

1 month ago I:
1.was anticipating winter break
2.going insane
3.hating japanese
4.hating roske
5.despising bergantz

Yesterday (Jan 12th)I:
1.did horribly on aguilera vocab test.
2.listened to mudvaye
3.drank dr pepper
4.got a physical form for swimming
5.was trying to fix my computer

Today (Jan 13th) I:
1.had a mah test
2.drank dr pepper
3.had a nap
4.had little hw
5.am sad.. not really. just to have 5 things

Tomorrow (Jan 14th) I:
1.have a bergantz test
2.have a roske quiz
3.have no other plans
4.besides drink dr pepper
5.be happy

NO WINDOWS XP! NO! I DO NOT WANT TO ACTIVATE YOU RIGHT NOW!! I AM AWARE THAT I STILL HAVE 28 DAYS UNTIL I AM REQUIRED TO ACTIVATE. SO SHUTUP. ANNOYING.

MnMs or Skittles: *u should feeel special~ ur box is maximized~*
azN xrE taRD BOI: oooo
azN xrE taRD BOI: i feel so special
MnMs or Skittles: haHa
MnMs or Skittles: u retard.. ^_^
azN xrE taRD BOI: why?
MnMs or Skittles: that sounds sexy somehow
MnMs or Skittles: "u reTARd~"

what an interesting blog..
emo kiddo
funny.

i think i have panic disorder. whenever something is not really certain, i go insane and panic. i like run around in circles. and i also get nervous very easily. like when theres a test, i will be very scared before and the first 10 minutes during the test. im weird. and so are people.

im done with physical thing. doctor didn't even check me, he just wrote it all down. heck, i didn't even go. my mom brought the paper over and came back with it filled out. apparently, he already did a physical check on me in the recent year so he just wrote that down. now to get schedule change. and stuff.

destroy! burn. kill. murder. all you viruses will suffer under my virus scanner! and my quarantine. muahahahaha!

wtf. i reformat my computer and 12 viruses appear again. how gay.
oh well.

presentations in roske's class for semester project are tiresome. and stupid. somehow the random selection chose me to go first. so i had no standard. after i said "my project was periodic table of hard rock". roske asks "you really listen to that stuff?". i answer "yes". and he says that i look like a boy band person. the whole class laughs. i smile. it is my presentation time they are taking up. muahahaha. and so i say my crap. and im done. then i watch others projects. i cant believe how many people chose element! element is so boring. no creativity. annoying. i hate it. its like listening an encyclopedia talk. so boring. i almost fell asleep. i cant wait until that guy that did the periodic table of ways to commit suicide goes. then something interesting will begin.

i write all these stupid things. my old blog had stupider things because i knew no one would read them. now according to my counter.. at least 5 people visit a day. which is a lot. so many people know my life now. oh well. i still blog because without it, my site would be on a forever pause with nothing. updates would come once a month. it would be pathetic. and then it would be all stupid. like unupdated xangas.

justin badal brought up a wonderful problem i will have..
hack my hair off or wear a cap.
not my hair!!!
not a cap!!!
er. oh well.

the rain
is strange.
it pains
to feint
the rain.
i gain
nothing
when i dodge rain.

my new poem. ha.

why!? why did i become so foolish and go with brian luu to see mr monsees. now im on the swim roster. so i am obligated to change my schedule and then get a physical. but i dont want to do that. bah.

things i need:
speedos.
goggles.
towel.
a bag.
a physical.
schedule change.
learn how to swim again.

pretty much everything.

Everyone feels despondent at times and you are no exception. You are feeling so depressed because it seems that everything that could go wrong has gone wrong and you don't quite know which way to turn. So like the proverbial ostrich you are trying to bury your head in the sand. But that won't work - you have to face reality.

You are lazy - you dream of a peaceful, calm, uncluttered and uncomplicated life. Your ideal would be to share a permanent base with some person or persons who would be able to demonstrate on-going love, peace and security.

Your confidence has been shattered. There are so many things that you would like to do with your life, so many dreams to be fulfilled - and you know that your hopes and dreams are not just figments of your imagination, they are real and you are looking for reassurance from someone. Basically your fears are such that you may be prevented in attaining your hopes and dreams. Even now you would like to broaden your fields of endeavor but in order to develop your 'inner- self' you need peace and solace. You are distressed by the fear that you may be prevented from attaining your goals. What you really need at this particular moment in time is quiet reassurance from someone close to you to restore your confidence.

You are experiencing considerable stress which is essentially the result of on going rejection and hostility. You are in the unpleasant position where offers of trust, affection and understanding are being withheld and you are being treaded with a degrading lack of consideration. You feel that you are being denied the appreciation that you deserve, which is essential to your well-being and self-esteem, but you have to face up to the situation because as matters stand at this time there is little that you can do about it - you feel that you are getting nowhere and the continuous struggle is a lonely one: all difficulties and no encouragement. Whatever you try to say or do is met with continuous hostility and no matter how much you protest you are consistently misunderstood. You need to escape from the situation but you are so perplexed that you cannot find the strength of mind to make the necessary decision.

Perhaps in the distant past your trust and belief in your fellow man was misplaced and you can now no longer accept anything as it appears to be. You are untrusting and you insist that before you commit yourself to anything, you examine the pro's and con's with critical discrimination. The situation has now progressed to one where you are apt to disagree yet not make any form of constructive criticism to every suggestion that may be put to you. As a result you are in limbo. There is a saying that goes 'The past does not equal tomorrow'. Think about it - and let go.


from... http://www.selfnetwork.com/flash/color.asp?testnum=37&pc=1095


interesting.

scary movie 2 is the dumbest movie ever. such stupidity. and weird sex jokes. like that huge ejaculation. shooting that girl into the door. weird. it was stupid. good thing it was only 80 something minutes. i couldn't sit through a movie like that if it were longer.

my old hard drive that died.. apparently the warranty was still alive so i got a replacement. so i reformmated my computer. its very clean now. no more trash. no more junk like that. soy milk tastes good. especially if its vanilla flavoured.

it would be cool being schizophrenic. i would have friends. and then i would be cool and ignorant. people would think im strange but i wouldn't be. because i am what i believe i am. and i dont believe i am schizophrenic. so i might really by schizophrenic and everyone i know is fake. and everyone that is real thinks im weird, but i'll never know. until one day the doctor tells me i need to take pills to prevent schizophrenic ism. but what if i imagine the doctor? then the pills would be fake. and i would be seeing myself heal myself of a disease i have but nothing is happening. ill think im healed, but im not. and then my mind will trick myself into believing that i am no longer an ignorant fool. but i still will be. this is beginning to make no sense. the world is what i want it to be. cool.

today is a sad day. i cant believe it. after watching my gloomy sunday sheet music thing. i lost it. at the last second. 25 cents above my bid. in the last 5 seconds. so sad. what a sad day. im going to go commit suicide now.

today is a gloomy saturday.

necessities of a hardcore rammstein freak

the darkness is a queerish band. they look like a bunch of hippies. and their single song is something like "i believe in a thing called love". hippies. then their other songs have a bunch of swearing. weird. so contradictory ish.

wtf. how did ashley know my email? how come i got an email from her about her new email? hm.. weird. stalker.

oh well. i dont use email much. dont bother. its meaningless.

coldplay - yellow is a cool song!

jealousy. envy. evil things. i envy a lot of things. i envy people with musical skills. people that are smart. people that are popular. people with liberal parents. such envy. i wish i could be like them. but i cant. sucks. this world sucks. i have to be unique. i cant be someone else. sometimes i wish it would be fun to be someone else. sometimes i dont. am i happy with myself? i dont know. confusing.

very amusing thing.
not mine.
i found.
dont blame me if you are psychologically damaged from this.

life is full of contradictions. especially english. the books i hate. i do better on tests. like antigone and julius caesar. i liked lord of the flies better than antigone and my grade got lower. i liked a separate peace the best, and i failed. hm. this doesn't mean that i like the books. just they were more intriguing

the people in pe are weird. at least during roll call thing. the peopld sitting on my right.. weird people. few people with last name before chang but they are all weird. theres this one gothic guy. and these 2 girls. before roll is called, 2 boys from left will come over to join the girls. then one girls one of the guy's girlfriend so they do their kissy thing. over and over again. really disgusting biting each other and stuff. the other guy comes over to flirt with the other girl. and suddenly the guy is all over the girl. literally. bouncing up and down. like a pogo stick. except worse. the guy is touching the girls arse over and over again. and the girl gives the guy a arse massage. disgusting. more reasons to transfer out of pe.

my mom wants me tryout for swimming. which means i might get it. which means ill spend the rest of the year around scantily clad men.

this year is going to be different.


What Nervous Habit are You? Find out!

cool.

lord of the flies is the stupidest movie ever. i cant believe we are forced to watch it. the annoying background music. that annoying flute and repetitive drum beat. the retarded talk from piggy. his strained lengthened talk. weirdo. and the retarded glasses. and jack is skinny as hell. yet he still runs around topless. disgusting. and how can one tell between a bigun and littlun? they all the same size! i cant wait for piggy to die and for them to stab simon to death. that would make it fun.

when i see her eyes
look into my eyes
then i realize that
she could see inside my head
so i close my eyes
thinking that i could hide
disassociate so i don't have to lose my head
this situation leads to agitation
will she cut me off?
will this be amputation?
i don't know if i care
i'm the jerk
life's not fair
fighting all the time
this is out of line
she loves me not
do you realize i won't compromise
she loves me not

Revive Papa Roach!!!
Why did they have to suck out. and die?!
A great band. too bad everyone hates them.

my sister is weird. she talked on the phone for like 3/2 hours. i use improper fraction because a mixed number would be hard to read. anyways. she was talking really loudly and lengthily. something about "just end it", "hes not for you". inspirational crap to tell a person that just broke up. and then she says some weird crap like "theres always next year". weirdo. shes like a counselor for relationships or something. then my mom got pissed off and told her to get off the phone. and then my sister started to cry. which pissed off my mom even more and yea. asians. weirdos. all this happened while i was in the room next door doing my math hw. what great fun.

also at lunch a person that i knew came up to me and asked "if you dont like emo, what do you like?" i reply "rock..?". he says "like heavy metal?" i stay silent. "like metallica?". i say "sure". and he says "thats pretty pathetic. no offense". dumb. is emo the only music now? bah.

cool. i killed off so many people off my buddy list. from 130 something to 42. theres much less "azn"s now. only 3. instead of the original 11 or so.

my list is so short now.
oh well.
less is better.

one of the shrimp in my migicube molted. it was cool.

did you know that the 100 years war started on year 1337. thats pretty cool.

lithe is a cool word.
i dont know why.

aerial ballet
what a cool album name

One is the loneliest number
that you'll ever do
Two can be as bad as one
It's the loneliest number
since the number one

No is the saddest experience
you'll ever know
Yes it's the saddest experience
you'll ever know

Because one is the loneliest number
that you'll ever do
One is the loneliest number
that you'll ever know

It's just no good any more
since you went away
Now I spend my time
just making rhymes of yesterday

Because one is the loneliest number
that you'll ever do
One is the loneliest number
that you'll ever know

One is the loneliest number
One is the loneliest number
One is the loneliest number
that you'll ever do

One is the loneliest number
much, much worse than two
One is a number divided by two

One is the loneliest number

funny song.
harry nilson is funny.

And I fly, and I fly, and I fly
Every night, I lift off
And I fly, and I fly, and I fly
Tonight, I lift off
I fly free

megaherz is cool. that was a translation of course.

i have more self-conflict. i wonder. if i should join swimming. brian luu told me that its almost time. and he wants me to join. but i dont know. should i? i haven't swam in a while. at least 2 years. i suck at it. i dont really remember how to dive. and i dont have any speedos that fit. nor do i have workable goggles. but i would be able to get out of pe. and that would be nice. but i dont like walking around almost naked. and i dont have a parka thing to keep me from the cold. swimming is hard now. i dont remember. erg. evil mind. i wish i was very apathetic and didn't care.

why? a one word question i seem to ask a lot. i really dont know why. dont ask why. because i say so. because i dont want to get annoyed. because annoying me pisses me off. it just does. shutup. because im asking myself why too much. idontknowshutupgoawayimleaving.

i now have no aim alerts. wonderful.

i was confused for a while. i went to blogger.com and i got this..



its kinda weird.
bloggers going to have maintainance in november.
they warn us by removing the ability to update.
meanwhile, its january.
aren't they warning us a little early?
it could just be me

afi videos are really funny. they involve nothing. just the band playing. i hate bands that make videos that are nothing but that. and they jump around a lot. the lead singer can do the splits while jumping 5 feet in the air. i wonder why. he's a eunuch! they just jump around. somehow it makes it really funny. they can jump really high. and the lead singer also looks like a girl. and has a man voice. so he scares me. how weird. the "girls not grey" video had this funny rabbit. he didn't do anything. it made no sense. i wonder why they are so popular. their music sucks. and their music videos suck even more. and they dont look like the gender they are supposed to be. weirdos.

stupid bands should make more interesting videos.

english vocab is going to be so useful in life.
take eunuch for example.
it means a castrated human male.
dont we all use that in an ordinary day?
or.. herringbone, garbardine, and seersucker.
wonderful fabrics for future professions such as tailoring.
so useful. dont you agree?

what stupidity.

today i got the wonderful sheet to drop a class. japanese. i wonder if i want to drop it. i really want to. but then i think i will regret dropping the class. i dont want to work as hard anymore. releasing japanese would be more helpful to my life and help me increase my gpa. but then. if i drop. i wont have enough credit for college and ill have to take a language in college. i dont want to do that. and it will look bad that i only took 1/2 a year of japanese. hm. but i have enough credits for high school. erg. so stupid. eh. screw the future. ill drop the class. but i dont know what to put for reason to drop. bah.

i hate shopping. why did i have to go!? why did i have to go with my sister to go buy her a birthday present. why. stupid girl. why does she walk into every clothes store and try on every single piece of clothing and decide not to get it. why does she get the most expensive junks ever. so stupid. augh. i hate shopping. i needed pants. but stores dont sell the pants i want. if they do, its like 50$. and i think thats too much. pac sun used to have the pants i want. but now all they have are those stupid dickies crap. ugly pants that should never touch human skin. so ugly. how could they be so popular. and why do guys wear them!? the shape of the pants! its like... girly stuff. disgusting. i hate jeans. i hate dickies. so basically there are no pants that i can wear. so i wasted my time. shopping is stupid. dont ask me to go shopping.

such a gloomy sunday. tomorrow school starts.

gloomy sunday is a cool song. its better than emo!

which reminds me. at hot topic i saw these cds. "emo rocks". what an oxymoron.. and they had korn shirts. but they were all scary looking. i wanted them though. oh well.

went to dannys house to work on this millenium project. we ended up doing nothing. sat around and insulted each other. and watched as my bandwidth slowly dies from his rave video. and we watched parts of my sassy girl. again. it took about an hour and 1/2 and nothing happened. then i left. and its my sisters birthday party today. and i was happy i was gone. but now im back. and they are watching a movie. so i dont have to deal with these psycho girls running around. now i have another project to do. find information about my part of the millenium project. augh. augh.

"If you're killed, you've lost a very important part of your life."
-Brooke Shields

steeny isA devil: something on the tv that reminded me of you
azN xrE taRD BOI: what?
steeny isA devil: it was like, "welbutrin XL causes seizures. ask your doctor if this is right for you."

thats almost as strange as arnold for governor

except theres 2 people. and they are... weird. strange stuff.

The Planner

Since work and success are your top priorities, you
can pretty much hold any job you want if you
have the drive for it. You would really like
jobs where you can plan things, like business
executive, teacher, journalist, or lawyer. You
may stay away from jobs that focus on seeing
success in other people (Counselor,
psychologist) because you want a job where YOU
decide the success, not someone else.
You generally do well with authority, which is why
you would like someone who would dominate you.
You dont mind taking orders to please other
people, as long as your soulmate doesnt get in
the way of your goals you will be fine. You
can be very stubborn, and you dont want to deal
with putting time or effort into relationships
you know wont last, so you usually have long
term relationships with possessive and
loyal people. Your dream men would be Ares from
Xena, Indiana Jones, Maximus from Gladiator,
and Jeff Corwin. You dream ladies would be
Faith from Buffy, Buffy, and Xena. You most
likely are an Ares, Capricorn, or Virgo. You
most likely
eat really bland food and like things to be plain
and simple and practical. You would love to
get something like a new computer or
organization file for Christmas. You are
probably considered greedy or miserly and you
can relate to Ebeneezer Scrooge in more ways
then one. You probably are in college or plan
to attend college, have very good grades, and
have received some sort of award of excellency
over the years.
Your best friends would be Dreamers and Creators.
You would do well dating a Villian, Leader, or
King. You would have trouble making
conversation with other Planners, and Social
Butterflies would annoy you!


COMPLETE~~With Text Images~~The Super Ultimate Personality Quiz: Who are you? (With long answers!) All answers available, including your ideal job, ideal love interest, and more all in one answer!
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interesting. i dont like social people. and it says im most likely ares, capricorn or virgo... im neither! hm. the relationship part is somewhat true.

ROWAN TREE (the Sensitivity): full of charm, cheerful, gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

is that really me? it contradicts already. it says 'loves life' and 'emotional'. i feel like they never go together. and im independent and dependent. good. im a contradictory person.


Personality: You are not bound by the limits of society's expectations. You are willing to leap off cliffs for thrills, no matter what danger lies ahead. You like roller coasters, and have probably come home plastered many times, not caring what your parents/significant other/spouse thinks.

Sanity level: Just above normal. You are capable of making accurate decisions, and being in control. You handle situations well, although you're very agressive in the sack.

eh. i found that in my old blurty.

awake with nothing to do. what fun it is to think at night. nothing but the silence to talk to me. nothing but the darkness to light my room. what fun. i think i have sleeping disorders or something. maybe that or i think a lot. i think i am more intellectual in the late hours. am i? if i were, i wish i could become nocturnal. i would be a pale person and no one would know me. it would be cool. i would be an unknown philosopher guy in the darkness writing all my intellectual thoughts some place. that is, of course, if i am really more intellectual at night. or it could be the darkness that haunts me. but theres nothing in the darkness. i guess thats what makes it frightening. or the moonlight shining in my room. and the street light. sometimes they cast a scary figure. hm. i like the more intellectual explanation better.

ive decided to create a punk band. ill get rich that way. all punk bands are rich. it will be named something like "fifty-seven seconds with some random girl". the hit song will be something like "damnit, i lost my girlfriend, oh well. time to get rich". the lyrics will be like "oh, how sad/ my life is over/ she freaken hates me/ i loved her/ eh. too bad for me/ i hate her now/ but she doesn't care/ but i do care/ not really/ oh well/ OH NO! i lost my girlfriend. how sad for me! pity me! i cry. when she leaves me!/ i have a new girlfriend now/ life is happy/ oh darn/ she left me/ she stole my money!/ stupid bitch/ she stole all my money!/ i hate her/ i loved her/ now i hate her./ OH NO! i lost my girlfriend. how sad for me! pity me! i cry. when she leaves me!" end of song. wouldn't it be great? i could be on MTV awards and junk and play with my horrible voice and ill computerize my voice so no one will know. and on the guitar ill drop-d it so i dont have to play a real powerchord. instead it will just be a straight line down. makes it easier for me. and add a bunch of distortion. it will sound good even though i suck. find a street performer to play drums. get another street performer to play bass. and theres a 3 person punk band. how intellectual. my plans to get rich.

sorry for being stereotypical. but most of it is true.

even my ear is numb. wtf.

stupid dentist! i had 3 cavities! for some strange reason. even though i dont eat sweet stuff. so gay. and he had to numb my whole mouth. my whole mouth is dead. i hate it. its very hard to talk. i talk in a weird way now. and i cant eat! i always bite myself. but i cant feel it. ahhh. i bet my whole mouth is bleeding and i dont know it. freaken anesthetics.

i like how my periodic table of hard rock only has about 2 trends. oh well.

female japanese rockers are pretty scary. i thought that those male japanese rockers were scary with their female stuff. but i was wrong. just like kittie is scarier than slipknot. ahh. shena ringo is a scary japanese girl. shes not a screamer. she just has this creepy eerie music style. its interesting. and she does some crazy make up stuff to turn into some uber goth. insanity. i want the cd. too bad amazon sells them for like 50$ each. noo!!!



scary.

how could they call this stuff jpop?
its just scary stuff.
pop isn't scary.

its rock! japanese rock!

ooo

ooo again

today i woke up really early for some reason. it was around 6 or 7. whatever time the sun comes up as. so i watched the sun rise for a while. its really boring. i went back to sleep. and then at 10, a group member for a project called me. so i woke up. after i went back to sleep. now i woke up. and i need to do all my projects.


congratulations. you are the "you smell like
butt" bunny. your brutally honest and
always say whats on your mind.


which happy bunny are you?
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eh. still the same bunny. oh well.


You are Fresh Mint.
You are caring and friendly. You have a nurturing
personality and always help out a friend in
need. You are fairly outgoing, and always show
a friendly face. You truly care for other
people, and you show it. However, you may
neglect your own responsibilites or become over
involved in your friends' personal affairs.
Most Compatible With: Orange


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My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.


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god you dumbass.


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You're taffy!! You're a clever and kind person,
but you tend to hold grudges. You are not big
on dishing out forgiveness.


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cool.

when i was typing my chem essay thing. i realized that this could be rearranged to form shit. how cool.

i returned from this wonderful movie thing that stan had. it was fun. we watched "my sassy girl" its a cool movie really. its kinda like that 100% thing.. where they were all destined and stuff. pretty funny. we played gamecube. i am so wonderful at super monkey ball. and super smash bros. melee is a cool game. the ice climbers and mr game and watch are the best. the end. im going to sleep.

eh. i had a weird dream. i had some dream where i was at some place fishing for alligators. with some unknown people i did not know. we used fishing rods and for bait we used big wood chunks. it was a weird dream. and since it was new years. we shot all the alligators with rockets and fireworks or something. weird dreams.

i also had this horrible dream about going back to 7th grade. all the terribleness. mr carney. ahhhh! stop these queer dreams!

megaherz's "herz aus stein" is a cool song.

its only 4:30 and its so dark outside.
stupid weather.
but rain is cool.

Happy New Year!
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