new movie about them emo.

its february 29. what a weird day.

when it was the year 2001, the chinese believd it was year 4699. the hebrews believed it was 5762 and muslims thought it was 1422. what weirdness. calendars are so different. and then the gregorian calendar that people use most now have to add a february 29 every 4 years. but that feb 29 doesn't always work, so every 100 years, they dont have it. unless the year can be divided by 400 and they keep it. but that doesn't work either. so every 4000 years they do feb 29 also.

heres how it became so. julian calendar was introduced in 46 BC year 709 to romans. julian calendar was off by 11 minutes a year, so in 1582 there was a 10 day error. so pope gregory xiii said the day following oct 4 would be oct 15. they skipped 10 days. and so officially no one was born in france, italy, spain, or portugal between oct 5 - oct 14. britain adopted the gregorian calendar in 1752, so they dropped 11 days out of september. sept 3 - sept 13, 1752. and the new years for 1751 was held in march. it went like this. march 24, 1750 and the next day was march 25, 1751. wonderful.

its not february 29. its march 1!!!!

new layout if u haven't noticed.

i dont like complainers. but i am complaining about complainers. so that makes me a complainer. so therefore im a hypocrite. but that means everyone that thinks a complainer is annoying is a hypocrite. and i think everyone in this world will have that experience once. so therefore. this world is full of hypocrites. cool.

just so you know... that annoying girl quotes have been updated and filled completely. and so. have fun. i might make even more. 1 per frame. right now its 1 every 4 or 5 frames. just need to record some more quotes.

"All truths are easy to understand once they are discovered; the point is to discover them."
- Galileo Galilei

i learned a lot of boys and girls today. that guy is really horny. but then he says all guys are horny. hm. sex thoughts 20 times an hour. quite a lot.

lets go on a date. i shall greet you by punching you. then you ill take you fishing. and fish out twelve roses. and hand them to you along with some weeds.

i got a bookmark. i can call his home phone number. the bookmark smells bad.

LETS SUPPORT ILL MITCH! A Russian Rapper that come from russia to us. he punch while rap. and his board is fast and danger. he has 2 side. one happy, one anger. hes cool

ILLMITCH.com

Young Germans Embrace Ants in Latest Pet Craze
Wed Feb 25,11:15 AM ET

BERLIN (Reuters) - German children are marching to pet shops to follow a pricey new trend for ant-breeding, German insect dealer Martin Sebesta said on Tuesday.

After the creatures were showcased as pets at a German agricultural fair last month, the self-proclaimed "ant fanatic" has had so much interest from children and students at his Berlin store that he plans to open two new shops.

"Children love them because they can observe a mini-world. Every member of the colony has a different job to do, some collect food, others defend the queen," said Sebesta, who sells at least two colonies per day at around $126 each.

"They are easy to look after, eat household scraps and can live up to 30 years," said Sebesta, whose most expensive ants cost $1,764 per colony of up to 20 ants.

The biggest species he offers is from Southeast Asia and grows up to around two inches while others are barely visible, said the 28-year-old, who has been selling ants on the Internet since February 2000. He said most people preferred to come to his shop to handle the ants before buying them online.

"It could just be a phase but I hope not," he said.




my only comment is that rammstein started it all! its in germany and rammstein had the ants video!
original site



I am regular old boring Calvin!
You don't get to travel much outside your neighborhood, but you still manage to get in plenty of trouble. When you're not acting up, you like to wax philosophical.

Which Calvin are YOU?

with a frappuccino in front of me, energy surges through me as i get ready to write my 25 page roske essay. i get ready. my fingers over the keyboard. then i realize, i have no information to write about... and i collapse and die.

there is an assembly tomorrow for 1st and 2nd period. what do i do? i have no first period. do i go 2nd period? and miss the first half of this assembly? or do i go 1st period and watch the whole thing. if i go 2nd period. will they even let me in.. what shall i do.

'whatever is too stupid to be said is sung' - voltaire

what a wonderful quote. i learned this in bergantz's class. its very inspiring. im never joining a band. apparently, there was emo music back in the days of voltaire.

oh ms. bergantz... not going to read a quote but having to tell us "oh im not reading this one!". oh ms bergantz... i love your vocabulary. too bad your usage is incorrect and you emphasize your words wrong. silly woman. i cant wait until swim meets, so i think i can get out of that class earlier.

BeatingIt2Hard: Come to wghs.
BeatingIt2Hard: It will give you more free time.
BeatingIt2Hard: Plus
BeatingIt2Hard: You will be the smartest person at the school.

wghs im assuming is willow glen high school.

1) Starting time: 6:27 PM
2) Full name: Abraham Chang
3) Nicknames: abe, ham, bra, aha
4) School: Leland High School

5) email: abraham4000@sbcglobal.net
6) Eyes: brown
7) Height: 5’ 8, 9? i dont care much about height
8) Siblings: 2 sister
9) Been drunk before?: yes
10) Ever cheated or been cheated on?: nein
11) Ever missed school because it was raining?: no
12) Set any body part on fire for amusement?: my fingers
13) Kept a secret from everyone?: doesn't everone
14) Had an imaginary friend?: myself
15) Wanted to hook up with a friend?: okay, whatever you say
16) Cried during a Flick?: never.
17) Had a crush on a teacher?: oh man. bergantz is... no
18) Ever thought of animated characters as hot?: ha. no
19) Ever at anytime owned a 'New Kids on the block cd: what is that?
20)Ever prank called someone: yea.
21) Been on stage: but not doing anything



-----------------FAVORITES----------

22) Shampoo: whatever i can see
23) Color: black and white. contrasting colors
24) Summer/Winter: winter
25) Online?: aim, site. blog. hw.
26) Lace, silk or satin?: fabrics are so cool. like herringbone and all those other junk we learned
27) friend: no favorite friend
28) Who hab you known the longest of your friends: someone from another school. but from school, its danny i think. or someone else
29) Who's the loudest: uh. theres a lot
30) Who's the shyest: myself
31) Who do you go to for advice: my imaginary friend. hes very helpful
32) Who do you get along with: everyone. ha.


---------IN THE LAST 2 WEEKS HAVE YOU------------


33) Cried: nein
34) Been mean: ja
36) Been sarcastic: hai
37) Met someone new: dont know
38) Talked to someone you have a crush on?: nein
39) Missed someone: nein
40) Hugged someone: nein
41) Fought with your parent(s): nein
42) Wished upon a star: nein
43) Laughed until you've cried: never in my life
44) Played Truth or Dare: nein
45) Watched a sunrise/sunset: yes
46) Went to the beach at night: no
47) Read a book for fun?: the good earth. ha
48) Ate a meal: no. i just started for a few weeks
49) Are you lonely?: quite
50) Are you happy?: quite
51) Are you talking to someone online?:no. im 'invisible'. i like this option on new aim


---DO YOU BELIEVE IN-------

52)God/Devil: yes
53) Love: ja
54) The Closet Monster: whats that
55) The Big Bang Theory: sure
56)Heaven/hell: ja
57) Superstitions?: nein
58) Full Name: i believe in full name.
59) Who named you?: mein vater (father)
60)Backstreet Boys or N Sync?: oh man. what a tough decision.

61) When was the last time you showered?: a few minutes ago. because after swimming
62) What was the last thing that you said when u were online last?: 'g2g'
63) What is right next to you?: my computer and papers and books

64) What is your computer desk made of? wood
65) What was the last thing that you did: started this
67) Where would you want to go on your honeymoon?: germany!!!!! no one is going to marry me now.
68) Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with?: someone that is loved.
69) How's the weather?: dark
70) What did you do last night?: honors project
71) Thing that you find attractive about the opposite sex?: personality.
72) How do YOU eat an Oreo?: just bite it to death
73) All time favorite TV show: none
74)Dream car?: something that works
75)What do you want to be when you grow up: computer something
77) Favorite music?: rock.
79) Favorite food?: tv dinners
80) Favorite days of the week?: wednesday
83) If you could change your name, what would it be? im used to my name

84) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: sorry. no. unless someone buys me an emo bear
85) the most stupid thing u ever done?: burn my fingers
86) First Son's name?: flake, after rammstein's keyboarder
87) First daughter?: nina, after nina hagen who sang rammstein
88) Husband/ wife?: im not sure
89)Fave drink: dr pepper
90) You like scary or funny movies better?: funny
91) On the phone or in person?: person
92.) Lust or Love: love
93) If you could change something about yourself, what would it be? my mind
94) Do you consider cheerleading a sport?: no. its just a bunch of screaming girls running around in miniskirts
95) Do u have pets?: fish
96) Who sent this survey to you?: danny
97) What do you think about this person?: hes psychotic and he is good at music
98) What are a few of your favorite songs?: rammstein - sonne
100) Do you want your friends to do this survey?: no. i dont care about my friends lives
101)What is your favorite smell?: my nasal smells
102)Time Finished ?: 6:43

swimming is tiring and i am slow. i hate kicking. and i hate backstroke. also dislike the butterfly. i dont like diving because i dont know how. and diving only makes me go down faster and not farther. so i wish i could just push off the wall. it would be much better. did i mention i am slow? today we timed 100 freestyle. and i got a slowtime. i stopped in the middle. because everyone is so far ahead, i only saw water, so i thought i was doing an extra lap. i stop and. oops. i wasn't going extra. so i got 74 seconds. and thats slow. my breaststroke is faster than my freestyle i think. pathetic me. someone said "i have so many girl scout cookies. damn those cute little girls" when we were swimming. pedophile. however it is spelled. but he wouldn't be that. because we are all considered minors still. hm. whatever.

"You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the US of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named 'Bush', 'Dick", and 'Colon", Need I say more?"

so, this person i once knew in 8th grade IMed me. its very interesting. hes changed a lot. hes gotten more weird.

Initial Reality... the next nihongo brothers production.

trailer...

apologies to squaresoft...

hm. does this blog really show my inner self? or does it just create another facade for the world to see? supposedly, its a blog. a blog supposedly makes people write whatever they think of. but does this blog show the real me? the knowledge of people reading this blog could change my writing. so it doesn't offend people as much... maybe? so it maybe isn't my real self in this. and just another false me. or it could be me unknowingly. because no one will ever know its me. and not even i know the true inner me. so believe what you want.

christine nguyen has a flash now. uh. thats all.

today while on the car home, my sister wouldn't turn off the radio. so i was stuck listening to that christina aguilera song. from that song i learned one thing: i am beautiful. dont laugh at me. words cant change me. so ha. im beautiful. christina aguilera is so inspirational. barf.

achtung. life is dull and boring. its plain and nothing special happens. break is almost over. but people already know that. i should not state the obvious. hello people, im antisocial. i hate people. people annoy me. i scream without a sound. the silence deafens me. i read my blog. nothing special ever happens. i think i want to make this blog hidden. away from everyone. then i can write all those psychotic thoughts of mine in here without fear of anyone knowing. and ill be happy. muahahaha. but im too lazy. and i will procrastinate it. and then ill never get it done. so people will just have to read these short meaningless entries that mean nothing. depression is bad. so is happiness. oxygen is a drug. life is a disease. what does all that mean? i dont know. you tell me. but you cant respond back. because i dont have a comment system on here. besides, no one would comment back anyways. cuz im not cool enough for you people. not cool enough to get a comment. oh well. this meaningless swarming of words from my hands are becoming overwhelmingly stupid. but read on if you want. or you can just skip to the last line. so. my fingers are feeling extra happy and i cannot control them. and i am feeling really sad. and happy. sad i have all this honors report crap. i dont know if roske really means 20 pages or hes just being sarcastic. no one can tell seriousness from roske. so far i have about 1/3 of a page written out. and i dont want to write. so thats why im happy. im happy im not writing the honors report. and happy i am. achtung. life is weird. it can be happy one day. and i can be sad one day. but it always balances out. i guess. because if everything was happy, then life would not be happy anymore. and it would be super dull. and if everything was sad, then there would be no more sad. wonderful equilibrium. equilibrium is a weird movie too. its about some psycho people that take over the world by controlling people and making them feeling-less. and then feeling-less people are easy to control. so this guy refuses and does his matrix rip off moves and kills everyone. with kill bill like effects. but it was made before kill bill. and its very dumb movie. dont watch it. achtung. this is a huge paragraph thing. all this continual writing and junk. its so weird. i dont think ive ever written all this before. stuff just suddenly comes to my mind now. and my mind is running out of power. and its going to need a backup battery soon. because i am going to crash like my computer crashes randomly. and if my computer crashes before i post this item, then im going to go cry. and become emo. and best buy is selling pc4000 ram. 512 mb. its so cheap! for 99$!!!! 100$ rebate. wonderful. i must get. but i already have enough ram. ram is useful tho. not really. but i dont know if pc3500 ram could work with pc4000. theres a 500 difference. what a big difference. oh well. achtung. achtung is a cool word. its german for attention. its on my garage door. it has "attention, achtung" and attention is spanish or some random language. lichtspielhaus is a cool dvd. i love it very much. ive watched it many times. and ants are cool. i think i shall stop here. because this is the longest entry ive ever written and if i write longer, my computer is going to crash or im going to feel sad later on because i cant beat the length of this entry. or something like that.

dont mind anything i say. ignore it. i have mental problems.

if you read it all... good job. you waste much time.

i got quite bored and didn't want to write my essay so...

unpurposed.com merchandise!!!

yea!
go buy a danny thong, reinaldo houseware, a emo shirt, a emo journal, or a poster!
or nothing at all.

finally, last day of swimming. i like it. no more waking up at 7 to go swim in a pools infested with leaves. i can have more sleeping time now. less ache. wonderful.

albert yu. rammstein. flash. wonderful stuff. watch now.

its halfway through this break. 4 days past, 4 days left. and ive achieved nothing. still need to do aguilera essay. and roske honors project. and roske lab report. and find an article for roske's normal chem project. and i dont like euthanasia. i dont care for it. if im ever in a vegetable state. i wouldn't care if i live or not. if i live, good for me. if they kill me, i dont care. im dead. why do you bother arguing about a bunch of unconsious people. just kill them all! then dont bother thinking about them, cuz they are dead. dead dead!. or you could keep them alive. and just leave them there. just stick them all to a central machine that controls itself and get on with your life. stupid topics.

ugh. so stupid. i spent the day reformatting my computer and it still doesn't work. and all the icons are jacked up and everything. ahh. i hate my computer. destroy.

wind everywhere. blowing trash around. its so strong. i bet if i were standing there, it would pick me up and i would fly away. on my zephyr. it would feel like forever. fly.... also, my house seems to be flirting with the line of collapsing. the windows flex. and it annoys me. sucks.

the silence is deafening.

HAHA! I MADE IT. DANNY'S VIDEO IN ACTUALLY less than 10 minutes.

coming back for seconds... sarah lee part two. zwei. er. ni. dos. omg.

i wonder if there could be a group of heretics within a group of heretics. say, a cult suddenly has a person disagree, is that the heretic of heretics? doesn't that make him what the cult was originally against? and, do cults consider themselves a cult? or consider everything else a cult? because they believe they are correct and everyone else isn't. im going to start a cult. anyone want to join?

what a silly vacation. its freezing cold near the ocean. and so i got sick and had a headache and went to sleep. and woke up now. now how am i going to go to sleep and wake up so early tomorrow? bah.

swimming in the morning is annoying. its tiring and its cold and wet. its always wet. oh well. my family wants to go to the beach. in this freezing raining weather! it makes no sense. but i guess i will go.

cool music videos.

the soccer one has real ants.

usually after creating a personal flash, i usually ask the person to approve of it. but in danny's case, i was too lazy. so yea. it doesn't matter. you wont understand it. i dont either. so muahahaha. an enigmatic movie of danny.

my sister has falling into the clutches of those sick emo people. she is super emo now. with her yellowcard and ataris and junk stuff music. and then she likes rap and weird stuff. complete opposites of me. fool.

that forgetting stuff in 50firstdates is confusing. is it even possible to forget that fast? like that tensecond tom guy. wouldn't one eventually realize they forgot? or if they all got sent to the mental institute, wouldn't they wonder why they are there? because they forgot. its all very confusing.

i have lichtspielhaus. and i have herzeleid. my rammstein collection is complete. yay. and 50 first dates is funny. but sad. how she cant remember anything. and the clerk at borders that i bought lichtspielhaus from liked rammstein. he was talking all about them and saying that he was going to get it, but i beat him to it. it was last copy. no wonder it was so hidden. muahahaha.

im at max's house. it is fun. reinaldo is weird. he plays mario tennis. max is cool. he likes dj sammy and pokemon. danny is also here. he is just weird. i love my lichtspielhaus. it is lovely. i am in love. i wish it were human. but it isn't. danny is humping me. just like what i want to do with lichtspielhaus. that sicko. now time for starfox. i love lichtspielhaus. its valentines and it is my valentines date. pokemon are cool.

how are we all doing this wonderful singles awareness day?
its great isn't it.

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails."

brian luu. "flash"-ed me. enough said. it has double meaning.

Your element is Fire: Strong, hot tempered,
powerful, and passionate. Well now lets see,
being fire you are quite strong and powerful,
people look up to you greatly and often seek
your protection. You have the ability to gain
many friends and you are always one people can
count on to do what you say you will do. You
are extremely loyal be it friends or family
you'll stick up for them and you are never
willing to put them in a position that could
hurt them. You know what roll you play in life,
leader, and you intend to let people know it.
Not everyone is capable of leadership but you
certainly have the willpower and flare to do
it. You have quite a temper if it shows itself,
one that can often lead you into trouble. Once
your mind is made up there is no changing it
but no one said that was a bad thing.


.:-|What is your true element?|-:. {-With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-} ^_^
brought to you by Quizilla

ha. seek my protection.

cool anime girl tho.

JermRiddled: I feel like I need to im you about something
JermRiddled: but I don't know what it is

swimming is very wet. it would be fun to swim without water. blood everywhere. grinding on the bottom of the pool's cement. then it would be swimming in blood. which is much like swimming in water.

a new fact about me: i can see my heart beat through my chest.

we all know an annoying person. and annoying they are. and so annoying they drove me to make a movie. watch if you will.

everytime i walk into webdesign class, i feel emo. seriously. i just wish i could be dead. life isn't worth living in webdesign class. takes too long to learn little things.

sports meeting is stupid. i dislike.

Abe Chang
was hanged.
poor abe.

this class is quite boring.

here is the content on my "website"

Kevin Luu
Had a flu
But had no clue
Listened to the blues
Went to the zoo
Saw cows that went moo
And... exploded

i just realized i have 1337 songs on my playlist. how cool. 3.9 days. 5.16 GBs.

D0nk 3X: we should study rammstein in aguilera!
D0nk 3X: fuck good earth!
D0nk 3X: and bless me ultima
D0nk 3X: bless me mutter!
D0nk 3X: the good zwitter
D0nk 3X: and the teacher is called
D0nk 3X: um
D0nk 3X: Flake
D0nk 3X: Mr. Sandmancheen

Declamation, riverside -

I have referal anxiety,
a very small penis,
I am overweight, [and]
Don't have a college degree.

[but]

I have gasoline, right now, [and]
A Really Cool Blanket.
Age Reversal, [and]
A ten dollar coupon for you.

Check out this girl
I think she's in love with you.

here

swimming is fun. sorta. justin booth is an annoying person. he clawed at my arse. accidentally i hope. he was fighting another person. so i hope it was accidental. if not, then im running away from him. or swimming away from him.

bergantz still doesn't know my name. she called me simon once. monsees knows my name. he learns names faster. monsees has a slow lazy walk. its really interesting. it reminds me of a sloth.

i dont like the delayed math test today. it was moved to tomorrow lunch of after school. i cant do lunch because of peer tutoring meeting. but i cant do after school because i have web class. the class that tires me. id rather go swim. but i cant. for this month at least.

life is pretty.
i drift faraway.

cello is a cool instrument. i want to learn it. its the best instrument in the world.

eisbrecher is a funny band.

they are selling their new album with two cd-r's. the cd-r's have the same label as the normal cds. they want cd consumers to burn more apparently. they want to allow the people to make 2 more copies for personal uses. they want to make it legal.

silly germans.

f a t s h e e p1: my computer's broken
f a t s h e e p1 signed off at 9:41:05 PM.
f a t s h e e p1 signed on at 9:41:06 PM.
f a t s h e e p1 signed off at 9:41:08 PM.
f a t s h e e p1 signed on at 9:41:09 PM.
f a t s h e e p1 signed off at 9:41:11 PM.
f a t s h e e p1 signed on at 9:41:12 PM.
f a t s h e e p1 signed off at 9:41:14 PM.
f a t s h e e p1 signed on at 9:41:15 PM.
f a t s h e e p1 signed off at 9:41:17 PM.
f a t s h e e p1 signed on at 9:41:18 PM.
f a t s h e e p1 signed off at 9:41:20 PM.
f a t s h e e p1 signed on at 9:41:23 PM.
f a t s h e e p1 signed off at 9:41:26 PM.
f a t s h e e p1 signed on at 9:41:27 PM.

swimming is so hard. its easier now. but its really hard. 200's the whole day. and annoying people nearby. in the lane next to us, there are a bunch of guys that like to talk about girls and thats about it. "oh my god. did you see this girl that girl, blah blah" "she has nice [insert body part here]" but then they grab each other and do some crazy stuff like ass touching. the people are weird. a conversation between them goes something like this: "hey, tell [insert girl name here] to talk to me, i want to go to sadies" "sadies is over.." "oh." foolish. the endless swimming back and forth. its tiring. the kickboards i hate. kicking is stupid. i hate kicking. most of the time i kick rarely. i think its useless. but i need to learn to kick now. since im slow and need to speed up.

the library was really weird. i was sitting near a bunch of gothic people and they are all gay and stupid. gay literally. including that artisuseless kid. and his gay friends. this world is gay infested. and they said weird things like "thats not satanic, its gothic" isn't it about the same thing? then they discussed satanic rituals. it was enlightening.

to add even more pain. tomorrow morning is AMC. then aguilera test. then swimming again. then next morning is Atlantic Pacific then MAH test. then more swimming. then thursday another morning test.

AHHH!!!

I am sorry to inform you that as of Feb. 9, 2004, Abraham Chang has deceased. Due to swimming, he has died.

Here is his epitaph:

The poor pathetic person from PE
Jumps into the water without glee
He falls down and water overtakes
He realizes his big mistake

Suddenly, the warm up starts
He swims with much problems of the heart
It is all Brian Luu's fault
He should not waltz

The waves push poor pathetic PE person around
The chlorine was poisoning abound
The PE class did not prepare him for this
The water's evaporation had great mist

The PE caused body atrophy
The great pains in the knees
The water overtook poor pathetic PE person
And his pain worsened

Slowly poor pathetic PE person sank
It was like walking the plank
No one knew CPR
Everyone laughed "Har Har"

i wonder how ms bergantz lives if she hates the color red. when shes driving. everyone in front of her will have red lights. what an eye distraction. so how does she solve this problem? she can either get ahead of everyone. or... drive against traffic? red is everywhere. its a primary color. dont hate it because it distracts the eyes. oh. shes going to hate valentines day.

oh no! swimming starts tomorrow. im going to drown.

a new movie about the german love for goldfish.

ich lieben fisch!

i seem to be on a streak. ive ripped 2 groupworks while erasing. sucks. tape is useful. it holds this world together.

so apocalyptica is the best band in the world. four (or three, the pictures have 4 but their bio only has 3.) headbanging cellists. cellos with distortion! doing guitar solos in a cello. its very interesting. i never knew power chords could be played on a cello. and the best part is... no singing! just cello sounds! playing rammstein, metallica and iron maiden! i want their cd.

wow. i thought rammstein was gutteral. then suddenly i heard Apocalyptica & Nina Hagen sing rammstein's seemann song. and my god. its a woman. but. so gutteral. more than rammstein. gutteral sounding women. its quite disturbing. but the song is still good.

hm. i found out nina hagen sings it and apocalyptica is the band playing the rammstein song. and apocalyptica is a cello rock band. interesting.



what a funny mix. cello and rock.

i was practicing piano and i was very tired. one of the songs i play is moonlight sonata first movement. i almost played myself to sleep.

webdesign class is stupid. its the worst class anyone can take. it took 2 hours to learn how to make the screen say "hello world". thank god there was photoshop installed in all the computers. it brought me great joy.

the people in the library during lunch are weird. the person on right blasted his loud hard rock and was head banging. it was okay music except that the singing was all incoherent and made it horrible. kinda like... dying element. while he was head banging to those cheap computer speakers, he was... playing mini golf on the computer. interesting mix. then 2 people on my left plugged in their pocket pcs into the computer and were comparing them. arguing which was better. the conversation was something like this: "this ipaq's screen guard is really useful" "_something_" "i like the ipaq screen better. when i stare it at it for a while, it seems like it has better quality and colors" *compares screens by holding them next to each other* "hm. they have the same screen size" ... and some other weird stuff.

i had a weird daydream while studying for aguilera. i was staring at my book when suddenly i was stabbing daniel chang to death with a pencil. it was a very morbid dream. it was a wonderful dream. just too bloody.

yi san san qi: Daniel Chang's death is a premonition!

im bored and i dont want to work. i am unmotivated and uninspired. i am just sitting here and putting my tracklist on shuffle. im learning of new music i have on my computer that i dont know i have. life is lovely. it could be. it depends on how one looks at it. but oh well. im confusing myself. too bad.

i think that 3 hours 20 minutes of rammstein during the exit exam has made me go insane.

at least more insane than usual.

bergantz is stupid. people told me that the agony and ecstasy essay was due today. but i thought it was due friday. so at lunch i typed it all up. then bergantz changes it to tomorrow. how stupid.

oh no! i cant do arithmetic, i cant read graphs and i cant count. i dont think im going to graduate high school. hell. i dont even know how i got into high school in the first place. on that survey, they have the test questions are harder than school work, equal to school work, and not similar. they dont have test is easier than school work.

the pain in my head. its weird. i played badminton for 1st period today. i joined pe for today. its horrible. why is it badminton? why cant it just be badmitten because they never pronounce the "n" anyways. and then that stupid exit exam. they forced me to come to school at normal time! not fair.

Look at the stars; look how they shine for you
And everything you do
Yeah, they were all yellow

I came along; I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh what a thing to have done
And it was all yellow

Your skin, oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know?
You know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across; I jumped across for you
Oh what a thing to do
'Cos you were all yellow

I drew a line; I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

And your skin, oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know?
For you I bleed myself dry
For you I bleed myself dry

It's true
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for…
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine

Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And all the things that you do

D0nk 3X: if reinaldo wants to beat every game to the fullest
D0nk 3X: tell him to play cs
D0nk 3X: because its online
D0nk 3X: there is no end
D0nk 3X: and thus he explodes


You are a LONER. Tho u like being with other
people, it's nice to have some time for
yourself too. And sometimes people are
annoying...so it's better to be alone and do
whatever you like. So yeah...go away!


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im a loner. how sad.

a new movie about the touching life of reinaldo halim. want to watch it? too bad. its not here. its in the movies section.

109$ worth of ayumi hamasaki cds and vcds

45$ for shipping. wtf.

"it begins."
"what?"
"dont cry."

guess what.

nothing. sorry.

when people have nothing to post, they post lyrics. and since i have nothing to post. i shall post lyrics.

rammstein - stripped

come with me into the trees. we'll lay on the grass and let the hours pass
take my hand come back to the land. let's get away just for one day
let me see you stripped
metropolis has nothing on this. you're breathing in fumes. i taste when we kiss
take my hand. come back to the land. where everything's ours for a few hours
let me see you stripped. let me hear you make decisions without your television
let me hear you speaking just for me
let me see you stripped. let me hear you make decisions without your television
let me hear you speaking just for me
let me see you stripped.

ayumi hamasaki - dearest

it would be nice if we could throw away everything but what is most important; Reality is just cruel
whenever I close my eyes you're there, smiling
i hope your smiling face is with me until the day i fall into eternal sleep
are all people sad? they are forgetful creatures...
for that which you should love, for that which gives love: give it your all
when we met we were so awkward. we've taken the long road; we've hurt each other along the way
i hope your smiling face is with me until the day i fall into eternal sleep
when we met we were so awkward. we've taken the long road, but we've finally arrived

korn - lets get this party started

a man is crying, takes me to a certain place. which I don't often mind. you see a family walking.
always thinking of being somewhere else in time. so I fall face down in a rut. i can't seem to get out of.
please wake me. please give me some of me back. the feelings I had.
sometimes I wish I could be strong like you. it doesn't matter. each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth.
i can't handle.
let's get this party started. i'm sick of being you. you make me feel insane. we don't give to you.
let's get this party started. you make me feel insane. i want to be the one. to make myself sane.
time is ticking, it makes me feel content. with what I have inside. constant paranoia surrounds me.
everyone I see is out to get me. so I fall face down in a rut. i can't seem to get out of.
please wake me. please give me some of me back. the feelings I had.
sometimes I wish I could be strong like you. it doesn't matter. each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth.
i can't handle.
let's get this party started. i'm sick of being you. you make me feel insane. we don't give to you.
let's get this party started. you make me feel insane. i want to be the one. to make myself sane.
you make me feel insane.
you make me feel insane.
sometimes I wish I could be strong like you. it doesn't matter. each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth.
i can't handle.
let's get this party started. i'm sick of being you. you make me feel insane. we don't give to you.
let's get this party started. you make me feel insane. i want to be the one. to make myself sane.


there was much rain today. when the sun finally came out. heir kommt die sonne.

psycho baby is attacking. watch the movie now.

it collapsed on account of its asthma.
sucks to its ass-mar.

D0nk 3X: should be the story of ben
D0nk 3X: and say at the end
D0nk 3X: he gets cut on the lip
D0nk 3X: and he gets short
D0nk 3X: and then a couple picks him up
D0nk 3X: gives him surgery
D0nk 3X: and he becomes regular short baller kid
D0nk 3X: it fits ben perfectly

its february. and nothing has changed. i expected a huge sudden transistion from january. but its all the same. its not happier. its not sadder. its the same way it always was. oh well. 1/12 the year is over.

rammstein toy truck!