after 74 days of being on jeopardy, ken jennings loses today. its quite sad really. hes being super good and answering all the questions. then suddenly. he messes up on final jeopardy. and loses. just because. that woman was lucky and knew the answer to the last question. she answered like 5 questions total through the whole show. and ken answered like almost all the other ones. he just screwed up on a few. and then. that woman wins!. its so lame. i expected jennings' loss would have been like some extremely genius person answering all the questions before him. instead. just some woman. that doesn't do anything until the last question. its not fair. lame. stupid people conquer the world.

writing haiku is
not very hard. just stop at
the seventeenth syl-

today. the guy sitting across from me in art class talked about battle royale. and said it would be great to have a battle royale at school. he would pay to watch. and i would to. its funny how silly people are in art class. then he started talking about working at starbucks. and he talked about how some people work really hard to get in college, but never earn any money during high school. and how some people just work and dont do well in high school. but money is more important. because one can start earning money just from the beginning. and save up. but he might not get a good college and never get a better job. and be stuck at starbucks forever. but does it really matter? because living paycheck to paycheck isn't that bad. its just that there is less luxury. hm. oh well. college is just for people that cant handle the real world. so they just go to school for another 4 years. im going to drop out of school!. and then start working at minimum wage places and then. ill live like that forever. and ill be happy. not really. school sucks. and so does not going to school.

The philosophical doctrine of "eternal recurrence" posits that every present situation and arrangement of circumstances not only has occurred in the past, but will also be repeated indefinitely in the future. This notion is based on the fact that time is infinite while matter is finite. Since objects in the world are composed of a limited number of particles, there must be a limited number of possible combinations of them, which over the course of infinite time must inevitably repeat.

thats interesting. HA. stupid history. history WILL REPEAT ITSELF. SCIENCE PROVES HISTORY WRONG. silly apush. repetition is inevitable. poor historians.

im so sick. my nose is clogged. my head is dizzy. my brain has a tumor. and my heart stopped beating. my heart exploded. and the pieces that flew out of my body glittered. then my nose started to run like a hose. and i almost drowned. thanks to swimming, i was able to live. but it made me lose all my energy and i fell into a coma. i couldn't breathe today. so i held my breath the whole day. its quite difficult. to live in these conditions. really. suffocation. no breathing. what a horrible way to hurt yourself.

i like stars. i like clocks. i like books. im not crazy. im falling apart. the stars are falling apart. get used to it. time doesn't go back. what am i talking about? just whatever comes to my mind. which isn't much really. because i just woke up. and it was dark. so i got scared that i slept through the night. whatever. now i wont be able to sleep at night. and i wont get enough sleep for school tomorrow. then ill be sad. sad. bad. mad. had. shutup you nerd. who? not you. the computer next to you. computer fans are loud. i want to rip them off. and then let my computer over heat. unwanted does not mean unnecessary. ugly does not mean undesirable. appreciation does not mean tolerance. yay.

BeatingIt2Hard: I'm going to make my own website.
BeatingIt2Hard: And I'm going to advertise something that everyone wants.
BeatingIt2Hard: And I'm going to put your phone number on it as the contact number.
azN xrE taRD BOI: thanks.
BeatingIt2Hard: Do you want to know what your phone number is?
azN xrE taRD BOI: yea
BeatingIt2Hard: 408
BeatingIt2Hard: ### #### (he really did know it. even though he goes to a different school now)
BeatingIt2Hard: HAHAHAHA
azN xrE taRD BOI: awesome
BeatingIt2Hard: HAHAHA!
BeatingIt2Hard: No.
BeatingIt2Hard: I'm going to put Rei's number.
BeatingIt2Hard: I forgot all about him.
BeatingIt2Hard: But when I see your number, I suddenly see him.

what is it. it is something. something is something. nothing. flower burial. fire burial. cremation. burn everything. grow flowers from it. flowers grow everywhere. big patches of color. like paint on a canvas. blobs of flowers. or is it globs. oh no. infintely dull. or infinitely shiny. because infinite can be negative also. so negative shiny? or negative dull. its all the same. simcity 3000 is awesome. i like my world. its the ideal city to live in. nuclear power plants on every block. and alien invasions. everything is radioactive. the junk yard is radioactive. everything is radioactive. everyone died. i like building houses. im going to build a house when i grow up. build my own house. out of cardboard and duct tape. it will be the sturdiest thing in the world. this four day weekend has taught me many things. food is good. homework can be annoying. and. im boring. thats about it. im boring. and its making myself bored. burn myself. then burn the ashes. then grow flowers. flowers grow everywhere. big patches of color. like paint on a canvas. hm. familiar. those who do not learn from history are doomed to repeat it. such stupidity. those who do not learn from history are doomed to repeat it. everything is a pattern! its just that one cycle hasn't completed yet. those who do not learn from history are doomed to repeat it.

life would be so much easier if everyone was just put in guilds and taught one skill. then people couldn't decide their path and complain about doing things they dont want to do. because in guilds they do only things that are important. and then time wouldn't be so wasted. whatever.

yesterday i watched 'big fish'. its really quite an interesting movie about fish and its deep. i like it. then today. i learned this game called football. and i learned that small asian boys like me shouldn't really play this game against big boys that are like 20 times the size. i feel like my bones are all broken. but i didn't even do much. i only tried to block kids that just walked all over me. because im so small. im not a big fish. im not fit for survival.

What are weeds? There are no particular plants that are classified as "weeds." A weed is simply a plant growing where it is not wanted. To most of us, a weed is a dandelion growing in our strawberry patch. To a dandelion farmer, a rose is a weed. A weed is in the eye of the beholder.

its a really deep paragraph of a lovely section in sat practice. things are what we want them to be. depends on point of view. things change depending on our conditions. or something like that. everything is different in other people's views. so you will never understand anyone. but that is okay. because we are all weeds. in someone's point of view.

today is a very special today. it is the release of rammstein's ohne dich single. thats not very special. because. 1 year ago. rise of emo was made. so today is a birthday. of a really horribly done flash 1 year ago. and since then, i haven't improved in flash much. its such a depressing day. but it was the first movie that was somewhat more well-known than the other ones. oh well. whatever.

so. my hub died today. so i went to buy a new one. and since i brought my little little sister, she was like. lets get them all. so we had like 5 hubs in the shopping cart. we were going to put 4 of them back later. but an employee walked up and asked 'can i help you?'. and i said its okay. but he probably thought i was weird and asked 'what are you doing?, you dont need that many hubs.' and i said i know. but he insisted and continued saying that i dont need that many hubs and stuff and junk. he probably thought i was crazy.

and now. only my sister's computer works with the internet.

so i was watching this great. chinese tv show. its about some sad story about a boy. who picks pears. and he suddenly gets a text message from some girl saying all this junk in chinese that i dont understand. then the guy apparently is in some mafia or something. so mafia father is dying. and some other random boys and girls pop out. and confuse everything. apparently this tv show is called 'love storm'. but it should be tornado. silly translators. but this movie is a storm. theres so many people. and they all seem to love each other. its like a love n-gon.

apparently that actor for sad boy is some vic guy from chinese band f4. i wonder why musical people always try to make some silly movies and junk. silly movies.

on the blogger main page. some girl named breakupbabe apparently sold her book to random house. her book was just her blog basically. and then she SOLD IT. so she earns all this money for her complaining about her boyfriends leaving her and stuff. life would be so great to write and complain and then get a job. and shes like 30 something and her description is that she is boy-crazy, broken-hearted. sucks. but its great. because she got so much money. for writing. its not fair.

suicide is a proof of life.

strange lyrics from dir en grey. seems so contradictory. but its true! because you can't suicide unless you had life. so suicide proves life. as does dying any other death. so suicide isn't the only thing that proves life.

in art class:
boy sitting across from me stares at me for a while. then he suddenly shakes his head. he says "you should get drunk."

music playing in art class is classical rock. some annoying girl wants her emo sad rock music. boy sitting across from me: "yea. i need that teenage angst. i need to hear about how my father neglects me and how my girlfriend is leaving me." art teacher: "yea. but i have a problem. it makes me too sad".

today after school. i saw a group of kids smoking grass. apparently they dont like it. because they spit it all up all over the ground. maybe it was because it was grass, literally. nah. couldn't be. maybe cuz the cigarettes were made from binder paper.

ever since i turned on the spam guard on my email, i never get anymore emails. sometimes i wish i got those emails to humor me. but they are kind of annoying. i dont know whether i should turn my spam guard off so i can get those emails about terrorist activities and buying drugs and other stuff. or i should just turn spam guard on. and get no emails at all. maybe. i just wont ever use email anymore. like now anyways. hm.

"Know thyself? If I knew myself, I'd run away."
-Goethe

my life sucks. but it doesn't really suck. because i really cant compare to anything else. sucking has to be relative to something. and since i dont live any other people's lives, i cant say my life sucks. doesn't that suck. it sucks. it would be great to have multiple personalities. then many lives would be lived. or schizophrenic because you control someone else's life and so you live in another life. then life can really be determined to suck or not. im going to be schizophrenic. it would be so fun. my imaginary friend thinks you're crazy.

impossible things are weird. because. they are impossible. how could they be created if its impossible? impossible questions. impossible answers. but how. i dont know. im weird. accidents happen. and impossible things happen from those accidents. impossible things are best left alone. because. it will never be accomplishable. its all a waste of time.

its weird. so in art class its time to work and some random girl asks if she can play her mix cd. and teacher is okay. so she puts it in. first song - random song. then suddenly. the guitar sliding that i recognize. the song that has been stuck in my head forever and ever. and ever. and suddenly. its playing. rammstein! and the counting. and i am like oh my. and i say 'rammstein?' becuase it is. and then boy across from me says 'im feeling very german today'. and everyone is great. girl says 'of course i have rammstein. everybody loves rammstein'. and amazed i was. the 4 minutes 32 seconds of bliss. made me so happy. it made my day. then suddenly. song ended. and i was saddened. by the leaving of rammstein. and the arrival of michael jackson. track 3.

languages are weird. in chinese turkey's direct translation is. fire chicken. why fire chicken? i dont know. but it doesn't matter. becuase fire chicken tastes good. and i cant wait for thanksgiving. then i can eat a lot of turkey. and eat and eat. and pass out. because thats what people claim turkey's amino acid things in their protein do. but its all fake! its a placebo and an excuse to go to sleep. and be lazy. well. i dont care.

i feel like. i have nothing to do. yet. i also feel i have many things to do. its weird feeling. i bet many people have this feeling also. everything is so sad. what is happening? i dont know. oh well.

f a t s h e e p1: i wonder if US history majors are hella intolerant towards other races
f a t s h e e p1: they're all like members of the KKK

i had a dream. that i brought my computer to school or something. and then. it got stolen. at least parts of it. my radeon 9800 pro, audigy 2 zs, dvd burner, and my video in thing were all stolen. the only parts i had left were my motherboard and my cpu. and it made me sad. because i was walking around with my motherboard at school. and being angry. and it was weird.

the incredibles is a lovely movie. too bad. everyone was going to see it. and the only seats we could get were in 3rd row. and then its so hard to look at the screen because its so big. and then the boy and girl on my left were like lying on each other. touching each other. and doing stuff. yea. it was interesting. because the girls foot kept kicking me. but the movie was good. pixar movies are so cool. so inspirational.

its weird. how famous people always have crappy lives. all the famous people all seem to have lived horrible lives and then suddenly they are rich and famous. or maybe its just portrayed like that. and famous people just have their horribleness in their lives emphasized. because it seems like if you live horribly, you'll do well in life. like all those annoying bands out there. they all seem to live their horrible lives. then they become famous. and to get more famous. they talk more and more about their horrible lives. i wish my life was horrible.

haha lim: i watched malcolm in the middle
haha lim: and ther was a gifted class
haha lim: no azns
haha lim: NO AZNS

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this week is very short. i like it. but too bad. everything that would have been on the end of the week is now. 2 days earlier. and everything is crammed in and everyone is loading up on hw so this extra weekend is useless. but it means. only 1 class of web design this week. and thats always a good thing. people are weird. in art class. this boy thinks im weird because i dont have a referral in high school and i get a's and b's. what silly kids. but they talk about rammstein in art class sometimes. but its funny because the only songs that they know are 'du hast' and 'that song about the cannibal' (mein teil). and this reminds me that the ohne dich single comes out on the 22nd and the video was premiered today. in germany though. it sucks when you listen to foreign music. but american music. is so repetitive. my craving for foreign stuff. and music videos overdo the getting hit by a car thing. and its always the same. boy meets girl. they love each other. then BANG. one of them is on the ground. but you dont really see that. because they are stupid and sad so they just have a car driving and it blacks out. they imply that the person was hit. and it never shows them on the ground with blood splattered everywhere. they are too cheap to add the fake blood. and there was this one independent film maker who was too cheap to afford a stunt and computer effects so in this one scene he had to get hit by a car. and he really got hit. and it broke a few of his bones or something. what silly independent film makers.

i had a dream that i joined swimming again this year. and i was swimming and swimming. when i woke up i was very sore. it was annoying. but during the dream. it turned battle royale again for some reason. this time it was on the pool deck. it was boys vs girls. and each team got legos to build a fort. and nothing really happened. because i woke up. but its strange. how every few dreams. suddenly theres battle royale. maybe it was because i was reading battle royale a few hours before i went to sleep. whatever.

oh danny b0i: Circumcised = circle around the pentagon right, or inside?
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i remade bored blog. if you want to join. just im me. ha. life can be boring. homework is great.

"Depressions, like wars and revolutions, fascinate students of history."

first sentence of apush reading. everyone loves depressions. and wars. everyone loves depressing things and angry things. nothing happy fascinates students. how sad. thats so depressing. but its fascinating. because its depressing. and so that fascinating. its an endless cycle of depressing depression. what stupidness.

its awesome how school subjects all fit together. english is in all the subjects. history is in english. somewhat. and chemistry is in ourselves. and then art is in calculus. especially coloring those area of graph things. i can color within the lines now. its great. everything links together. im a well-rounded individual. just like the normal athenian. school today borrows athenian ideals. thank you ancient egyptians for windows and doors. and thank you bill gates for windows and dos. almost the same. doors, dos. MSDOS prompt is awesome.

it really sucks. when theres conversion rates. i dont like. how people in germany use euros and americans here use the horrible dollar. why cant everyone just use the same money? because of that business cycle junk. the world cant all go into depression at once. then everyone would DIE. DIE. some other country must thrive when others are sad. so theres different amounts of money. i hate it. i must get those new rammstein shirts and hoodies. but most of the rammstein shirts are for girls. so. theres another problem.

wiTEAznhalFbREEd: I wish I had the skills of Nobuo Uematsu, Richard Z. Kruspe, Till Lindemann, J.S. Bach, and Kyu-chan

this election. really doesn't make me feel anything. i dont care for politics. and i dont really like either candidate. they should make a new system of voting. where each person gives a fraction of how much they support each candidate. such as 1/2 bush. 1/2 kerry. if they dont like both. and add more to each depending on how much they like the other person's person's more. and then. it would be more interesting. and it would cost more money. to calculate all the fractions. whatever. politics suck.

i cut two onions up today. and it really sucks. it really makes you cry a lot. my eyes are dying. my eyes hurt. im drowning in my own tears from those onions. onions taste good though.

i had this weird dream. that there was a battle royale taking place on a playground. and i won. but then i killed myself because i killed so many people. it was REALLY REALLY strange. because there was a mix of people from battle royale movie and people from school. such a mess.