i love how battle royale got related to al qaeda terrorism.

found on battleroyalefilm.net

now that 2004 is almost over, yahoo has released the most searched terms throughout 2004. apparently, the most searched term in 2004 was american idol. which is stupid. but it has dethroned britney spears, paris hilton, and jessica simpson. but all that is meaningless. because the most searched term in april was chiaki kuriyama!. ha. actor of gogo in kill bill. such a small part that she plays and she is now number 1.

    Yahoo! Search 2004 Top Movers of Each Month:



 MONTH        MOVER                      WHY

 ------------ -------------------------- -----------------------------

 January      Oscar Nominations          When the list of eligible

                                         winners becomes available,

                                         movie buffs and the general

                                         public alike want to know if

                                         their favorite actors and

                                         pictures are up for one of

                                         the prestigious awards.

 ------------ -------------------------- -----------------------------

 February     Janet Jackson Pictures     Super Bowl "wardrobe

                                         malfunction" rips people's

                                         attention away from the New

                                         England Patriots' second

                                         championship win in three

                                         years.

 ------------ -------------------------- -----------------------------

 March        ACC Tournament             With an overtime victory, the

                                         Maryland Terps beat Duke to

                                         capture their first ACC

                                         Championship in 20 years.

 ------------ -------------------------- -----------------------------

 April        Chiaki Kuriyama            Quentin Tarantino's Kill Bill

                                         is released on DVD and

                                         searches for the actress who

                                         played the baddie-wielding

                                         villain swing upward.

 ------------ -------------------------- -----------------------------

 May          Muntada Al-Ansar           Terrorists in Iraq record the

                                         beheading of American hostage

                                         Nick Berg and post video 

                                         footage of the act on this 

                                         radical website.

 ------------ -------------------------- -----------------------------

 June         MTV Movie Awards           Teen hottie Lindsay Lohan 

                                         hosts, Eminem's crowd-mooning

                                         antics are edited out, and

                                         Lord of the Rings: The

                                         Return of the King takes

                                         home Best Movie of the Year.

 ------------ -------------------------- -----------------------------

 July         Whoopi Goldberg            Slim Fast cuts the fat and

                                         fires the comedian for

                                         making lewd puns at a fund-

                                         raiser for the John Kerry-

                                         John Edwards presidential

                                         ticket.

 ------------ -------------------------- -----------------------------

 August       The Brown Bunny            After being panned in Cannes

                                         by audiences and critics,

                                         Vincent Galllo's racy film

                                         heats things up across the

                                         Atlantic with its limited

                                         release in American theaters.

 ------------ -------------------------- -----------------------------

 September    Britney Spears Wedding     Oops she did it again -- the

                                         pop star weds for the second

                                         time in 2004, this time to

                                         Kevin Federline.

 ------------ -------------------------- -----------------------------

 October      Christopher Reeve          People mourn the loss of the

                                         onscreen Superman and real

                                         world crusader for stem-cell

                                         research.

 ------------ -------------------------- -----------------------------

 November     Star Wars 3 Trailer        The galaxy may be far, far

                                         away, but a sneak peak at the

                                         much anticipated flick lets 

                                         fans know that the next Star 

                                         Wars installment is within

                                         reach.

 ------------ -------------------------- -----------------------------

 December     Julie Berry                Survivor host Jeff Probst 

                                         wins the heart of the 

                                         voted-off contestant and 

                                         announces to the world that 

                                         they are an item.

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Source: http://home.businesswire.com/portal/site/altavista/index.jsp?ndmViewId=news_view&newsId=20041227005044&newsLang=en

on soulseek, theres an option to write things that you like or dislike. i looked on the global rankings for the most disliked things. and one of them is nazis. then another is jews. they also dont like racism. or fascism. and the 2nd most disliked thing is george w. bush. the first musical person is britney spears followed by fred durst. apparently people dont like microsoft either. but its kind of stupid hating microsoft because they still use it. every single religion that i know of is on the most disliked list so i guess everyone hates each other. and a funny thing is "people that hate more than they like". which is like everyone on soulseek. and "ozzy osbourne's shitheaded kids" aren't too popular. and close to the top, about 10th most hated thing is.. "you". how vague.

Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence

You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks. You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent. An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer. Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstartions help you learn best. You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer.

those building homes for the poor tv shows dont really make sense. because those people are so poor, they can't afford to live in those big houses. their taxes and bills will go soaring into the sky and then. they cant pay it. so all that house was useless. and why are they so unfortunate to be fortunate to get all this free stuff. its not quite fair. they should help more families instead of just one family. bah.

house of flying daggers was a good movie. until it got all deep and tricky about the acting of acting of acting and more acting and tricks and lies. what i learned was that. girls are quite evil. because zhang ziyi caused two friendish people to start attacking each other and almost kill each other and stab each other. and bleed everywhere on the snow. then suddenly, she gets up and then she dies. and they all die. and its just death all through the story. but i do like that bamboo walking and the flying daggers. they should have more of that stuff. and blind girls should hit trees every now and then. it had great potential.

merry christmas. but why is it merry? why not happy? like all the other holidays. christmas is so different that they change the word before it. its weird. but it does not matter. because its today.

sitting around with nothing to do, i whip out the tetris and start playing. i realize that most mistakes are because i see a better spot i could put the block in and try to move the falling block over. however, it is too late and changing things for the better became a mistake and created problems. this leads to more problems. and it builds up. another reason is hastiness. drop block, but its one square off. and a hole is made. and annoyances are created. tetris is life. dont try to make things for the better. it just ends up screwing everything up. just do whatever you were doing.

lol. theres a rumor about how dir en grey turned less visual after their latest album making them look more like the gender they were born into affecting their fan base negatively. apparently japanese fans like girly men. but i thought their latest album was better than the others. hm. and this loss in fanbase because of less feminine is making the band depressed apparently and they might think of breaking up. JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT DRESSED FEMININE. japanese people are so weird.

"Any reality is an opinion, you make up your own reality." - Timothy Leary

i had a weird dream that i walked into calculus thinking there was a test the next day, only to find the test was today. and i was not prepared. so i didn't have the 5 sheets of paper needed. i only had 3. and then i failed the test because it was asking questions about the ap test, like how many questions type questions rather than math questions. then i woke up. and then. i had another dream about playing kingdom hearts. and i beat it in a few hours. which was weird. but i found that whenever the dream got to its happiest part, i woke up. it happens with every dream. its like my brain knows when i will wake up, so it creates a dream at the last second.

i dislike waking up so late in the day during these breaks. since i wake up at like noon, once i wake up, my stomach hurts from the lack of food. then i just sit around waiting for lunch. because im hungry. and i just found out of this lovely visual band. those guys that dress as girls. World's First CHINESE Visual Band! (even says this on their website): Silver Ash. and i thought chinese people would never do that weird visual stuff. because chinese are so. strict. i can understand japanese because they do a lot of weird stuff and start a bunch of new trends. so apparently, new trend has been set. go visual bands! i bet in 2 years, amerikan bands will all be visual. you can already see the effects in all those gothic boys that wear eyeliner and junk. its a new beginning! visual bands are great. but their visualness doesn't add much effect to their music. heck, most bands dont even dress like girls on stage. dir en grey looks incredibly weird without the makeup. but its all good. because theres no effect on their music.

BeatingIt2Hard: Oh shet.
BeatingIt2Hard: lol.
BeatingIt2Hard: I got a bottle of what I thought was apple cider.
BeatingIt2Hard: But it turned out to be wine o.o

sitting around with nothing to do, i turn on the radio to discover music that i have not heard in quite a long time. music that i understand without the help of translators. its amazing really. listen to this great coldplay and then some emo songs. and more emo songs. and more and more. and then. i stop. and turn on the kagrra, dir en grey, pierrot stuff. and get happy. and i realize. this break is really boring. theres not much to do. i will draw.

i watched the terminal and i thought it was a pretty good movie until the ending because it was disappointing. he just wanted some jazz guy's signature. so silly. his dad must have been some hardcore fan. and also that girl had nothing really to do with the movie. so she was just added to add some napoleon talk.

chinese poets are funny. because they writing about the moon and nighttime and reminiscing and drinking wine. they like to sit next to a pond and drink wine with the moon. and then they get drunk and look in the water and see the moon, so they jump in to try to find the moon. and they drown. well, that was one chinese poet. but im generalizing. whatever. who cares. asian people are suicidal. and bad drivers. so therefore, i must live up to that bad driving standard and run everyone over and crash into stationary objects.

its break. and i dont really have any goals these 2 weeks. so i think ill have a lame time. ill stop walking and never walk again. and then it will be because these two weeks i didn't do anything and had no goals. its so boring.

* Entered room emo
[ugLy.-] TAKING BACK SUNDAY IS EMOCORE MOTHER FUCKER
[natalie468] alright
[ugLy.-] THERE ISNT REAL EMOCORE MUSIK IN YOUR COUNTRY
[ugLy.-] YOUR COUNTRY IS SHEET
[ugLy.-] THE REAL EMOCORE IS IN LATINOAMERIKA
[ugLy.-] ;)
[natalie468] i think the person left that you were yelling at.

i watched this sad japanese movie called 'bright future'. its about a boy and his friend who have a horrible life. and then the friend gets put in jail and then he kills himself. and the boy is stuck taking care of his friend's jellyfish. and its really sad because he always talks about how he likes to sleep because he dreams. and the dreams are always about the future being bright and having hope and peace. its interesting because they jellyfish is so cool. and it means a lot. i like jellyfish. i want to have a jellyfish. and a pirahna. yea. something like that.

today, in english we discussed how this world is talking more and more online and losing their social life and junk. we had an assignment where we had to type up a 1 page conversation between people. and most everyone did it online. apparently some others talked to smarterchild. so the teacher thinks everyone in the future will never talk again. its like ayumi hamasaki's "endless sorrow" video where no talking was allowed and people standing next to each other would talk through text messaging.

then in webdesign i discovered. that launch.yahoo is not blocked! so i had great fun watching videos. and then brian wanted to watch sum 41. so i clicked on it. and the whole school server crashed and internet died. therefore, i conclude. sum 41 sucks.

this is some good calculus. washer/disk method. cylinder junks. shells whatever. the product of math. is the quotient of insanity. the derivative of me is 0. because i am a constant. the hyperbola will never touch the asymptote. the conic will never conquer the whole coordinate plane. pi will never end. e will do the same. i is not real. reality is only in numbers that go left and right. not up and down. i want more integration by dividing everything into parts and finding derivatives. and then ill find the derivative and area. and volume. and length. and then. ill eat everything up. and regurgitate it. and eat it up again. and proceed to the bathroom. what.

ive never seen so many people passing out in my life. its like. day project a is due so everyone does all nighters and then passes out through the day. looking around in calculus, 1/2 of everyone is dead. people passing out and their heads hitting the table. they should have caffeinated themselves. then they would be able to last the day.

i think history would be so much more interesting if they didn't analyze every single election and why every person won and junk. because. the president won. he just won. people should stop making excuses about why he won. because he just won. why do those historians really have to care? they cant change it.

I AM 12% EMO! Okay... so I'm not emo at all.. I am probably not even goth, because goths are just messed up emo kids... I am probably a metal head... or into boy bands... Take the EMO test at Fuali.com

so i went to my neighbor's birthday jrock party. the only person i knew there was my neighbor and kevin. so thats basically who i talked to. everyone else who came was all gothic ish and dressed in black. and then they came and talked about dir en grey (which is like slipknot) and then were watching dir en grey live. and junk. then they also watched psycho le cemu live. and stuff. but when they started to karaoke, i realized, they have a very wide taste for music. suddenly, no more dir en grey. it became so... l'arc-en-ciel. soft rock. and also, utada hikaru, do as infinity. stuff. which is crazy. because they are so soft and poppy and write sad love songs. so, apparently they like everything japanese. so you cant really tell a person by the way they look. because apparently, girls dressed in black with chains heavier than me, like soft music also.

i wonder if, that turnitin.com will think i am cheating if i copy my project a and then post it here on unpurposed.com. because supposedly, turnitin scans all of the internet and stuff and junk like that. but then that means. probability is that there is something that has the same phrase already. and everyone should be a plagarizer. because the internet is growing to some infinite size and something. that means everything is a duplicate. but for pi. the odds are lower as you search for longer sequences of numbers. if you wanted to find any series of 1-5 digits, the probability is 100%. but at 6 digits. it becomes only nearly 100%. and at 7 digits, its 99.995%, 8 random digits is 63%, 9 random digits is 9.5%, 10 random digits is 0.995%, and 11 digits is 0.09995%. which doesn't make sense! because pi is infinitely long so it should have 100% for any random sequence of numbers. and the internet could be infinitely large. and so, everyone shall be a cheater. eh. whatever. nothing makes sense mathematically.

its like. almost winter break. which means. lots of tests. and project a. and needing to get people stuff. everyone with their wishlists of world of warcraft, and games and whatnot. i was thinking of what i want. theres not really much. because i dont know what i want. which is strange. because before this season, i was like omgomgomg. i want this and that. and then suddenly, i dont want anything anymore. which is stupid. because i should have taken this chance. and asked for everything. but then ill feel guilty. because i have enough already. and i should be content. and i am.

but to contradict everything i just said. heres things that i wish i had. but i dont need. but you could get me them if you want. wishlist

today, there was this lovely debate (actually, it wasn't so lovely, because both sides didn't have any evidence) in chem about intelligent design vs. evolution. it made me think somewhat. what is life? what defines life? what is the difference between the non-living and alive? what is this thing that allows us to think? is there some chemical compound thing that causes life? do elements randomly combine to form something that is living? is matter itself living? is it like a puzzle that suddenly comes to life when put together? what thing causes all the feelings, emotions, and thought? is it just some random pieces of energy floating around? it doesn't make any sense! how can something breathe and suddenly be alive. and how can something suddenly just die. and lose the life. i dont get it. and i dont think you get it either with my weird undescriptive writing.

You Are the Peacemaker

9 You are emotionally stable and willing to find common ground with others. Your friends and family often look to you to be the mediator when there is conflict. You are easy going and accepting. You take things as they come. Avoding conflict at all costs, you're content when things are calm.

yea! random numbers can have meanings.

today, i had this talk with the person sitting across from me in art class. the radio was on and suddenly, linkin park's "faint" came on. the guy said that this song sounds really cool when ones high. he says that it sounds so cool because theres so many random things going on at once in that song, its messy. so i ask him about techno when being high. he says hes tried it and its bad because everything slows down. and theres no voices, and voices have extra effects when high. so i thought techno would be all great when high, with the colors and stuff, but apparently, he doesn't do colorful high drugs, so techno is bad. oh, the things i have learned this year.

annotate. aerate. estimate. mistake.
revise, apply, despise.
type, gripe, wipe..
the pain away.
no leeway, its so grey.
project a
owns my life.
i wish i had a knife.
to end my life.
just kidding.
im just doing the bidding.
of the apush.
how come it feels like.
i fell in a rosebush?
it hurts
when my brain diverts.
to the outskirts.
of no where.
the music blares.
my fingers ready to type,
but everyone gripes
about their windpipes
clogging up with sickening stuff.
and making it all rough.
maybe i should wear earmuffs.
what a waste of time.
writing these rhymes.
it should be a crime
to write bad poetry.

sometimes i dont like promotions. i looked at yesasia.com and was excited when they said all this stuff about annual clearance and stuff like 80% off. and it talked about all the best jpop, jrock stars like ayumi hamasaki and gackt going on sale. so im really happy. so i look. and i dont find any ayumi hamasaki on sale and i see 1 gackt single going for like 8$. its not fair.

i was going to post about 4 hours ago that life was really dull and boring. but then i decided not to because its not and reading that is boring. so then i deleted it. so 1 hour ago while i was driving around, i realized, life isn't that boring. because i almost got killed. stupid merging places. suddenly, cars coming in and im merging in or something. and then almost a collision. and everything. i hate highways. i hate going fast. because i go too slow on highways, but i go to fast on residential. i like go the same 45 mph everywhere just about. im a constant. my derivative is zero.

hihowistheday: om
hihowistheday: g
azN xrE taRD BOI: hm?
hihowistheday: YOU ARE GONNA FINISH BEFORE ME
hihowistheday: NOOO
azN xrE taRD BOI: good.
hihowistheday: stop working
hihowistheday: go play war craft
hihowistheday: let me finish before you

what a competitive asian. people are so silly.

code red is really fun. because its 30 minutes of doing nothing. and the school fails the code red drill!. its great. because we get to do it again. and again! less time in other classes! its so fun. i like code red. we'll never change and we will continually fail. and then. one day when there will be a real school shooting, we will still be drilling for it. and everyone will die. if i was a school shooter, ill start from the us history ap rooms. cuz all 4 classes are all connected. so its an instant 100 death. monster kill. then ill move on slowly towards the portables. electronic music is on the way. no real way to blockade those doors cuz theres nothing in the room. easy 30. then portables. so simple. dont even have to enter rooms. window on both sides of the portables. just shoot through both. about 360 from portables. then go to the quad. then move to the english rooms. english rooms will be normal difficulty. hard parts will be the science rooms. because they have dangerous chemicals. but it doesn't matter. because i can sue them if they hit me with chemicals. hardest place though. will be the art room, of all places. cuz he can lock the door from inside. rather than outside for all the other rooms. and he has a huge room to hide in. oh well. if i was the school shooter. ill just let all those silly failing guys live. so ill walk to middle of quad. and then shoot myself. cuz thats what school shooters do. its a great plan. or i could just do it during lunch. and just mow down everyone.

im just kidding about all that school shooting. i dont have access to any guns.

"The only thing I know is that I know nothing."

its really sad how zerg (girl that beat jennings in jeopardy) lost today already. its STUPID. how did she beat jennings in the first place!? she lost almost everything today. ending with 2$. tahts so stupid. she got 3rd place. and stupid. stupid. shes too lucky. bah. i bet jennings lost on purpose. because. hes just had enough of jeopardy. and 2 million dollars can last almost a whole lifetime. what silliness. stupid. guava juice. is good. i want some guava juice.