i eat too much pretzels. i can eat a one pound bag in like 1 sitting. but i need so much water to dilute it all. so i dont eat too much. its like. eating dry bread and sea water. its delicious. salt is my love. too bad ill get high blood pressure and explode.

lol. go watch re-cycle. hong kong movie. with a bad translation. the title should be ghost town or something. but its like a horror movie. with some girl writing a book. and then suddenly. shes in some weird place. and she meets her aborted daughter. and weird stuff happens! and everyone dies. and dead people come alive. and stuff flies around. and dust. yesyes.

i hate haircuts. especially the cheap ones in stockton. free haircuts are better than those cheap ones. they are so bad. oh well. updates are very unfrequent. because i am not interested in this anymore. too bad.

almost free pearl milk tea is great! world in a cup. free drinks and stuff. after paying 1$ for entering. wowowowow. so i took 4. mmm.

life is great. 6.5 weeks of school left. or something. wednesday sucks. it is difficult on wednesdays. summer school housing info is out. wowowow so expensive. but not as expensive as taking classes. so its super expensive. i hate being pharm. because i have to take all my classes here. if i was dent or some other lame major, then i can take all my classes outside. and then i wouldn't have to deal with hard o chem here. or whatever. i'm tired of school. i started biting my fingers again. bad habits. but whatever. difficulty breathing. its okay. dont need too much oxygen.

i just watched "kimi wa petto" (you are my pet) drama. in 110 minutes. 4x speed. and just read subtitles and think very fast to what is happening. i hate dramas because they always make things so damn slow. and that annoyed me. so i sped everything up. they should do that more. long cuts are annoying. they are only good when they are in movies made by kitano. with like 5 minute still shots. ha.

lolol. cant sign up for anatomy for fall semester. because i need both grades for bio 51 and 61. and i'm taking bio 51 over the summer, which means i wont have a grade for it yet. so, oh well. and i cant sign up for any backup bio classes. becuase they all need 51 and 61. and i dont need anymore ge's. so i'm useless. i am nothing.

that thank you song by dido about tea going cold and wondering why made me remember i need to finish off the green tea that i have. and i dont know what to do. i hate weeks that do not really need any studying. but i should still study or something. because that is how life is. and its boring here. i watched azumi. its pretty great. kind of. especially that part where aya ueto goes in and kills thousands of people. because thats so fake. and odagiri joe is like lololololshes so great! yayay! okay green tea time.

i think i think backwards or something. things make more sense when i read them from the end to the front. well, not completely. like segments that read forward. but in a backwards manner. like okazaki fragments on the lagging strand in dna replication. or something. i watched 'little miss sunshine' which was pretty good. it could have been a deep movie with humor in it. or a comedy with random segments of deepness. and it was the 2nd one. so that made me sad. not really. but i liked that one kid that read too much nietzsche and took and oath of silence. and then the first word he said when he broke it was 'fuck'. harhar. but kids should really realize that they are ugly and shouldn't compete in beauty pageants. its annnoying.

i am tired. sleepy tired. but i do not want to sleep. because i just ate stuffs. where are people. anyways. 65daysofstatic has new cd. it sounds quite good. stefani sun made a new cd also. i listened to the single and decided i wouldn't try it. poor stefani. shes great though! just not recently.

and for the lack of anything to update about. here is my schedule i want for fall 2007.



really ugly. especially that 6 hour straight ochem lab. but whatever. i think that is what i want. better than 3 hours twice. and annoying public speaking class. have to have a lecture at annoying time that doesn't fit until after 3:30. sighsihg. honors class is annoying too. oh well. its quite colorful, i think. i like colors.

evolution was all nice and true until humans were evolved. then some bad horrible mutation that caused reasoning and emotions came along. and then people started to save the people that should have died off. and then theres no more survival of fittest. because everyone is saved. and then. people are killing off the world. which will eventually kill them. eh.

hope?

But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law.

Galatians 5:22-23

i hit a wall. i dont know what to do with my life. but i cant start over. waste of time. life is miserable. self-destructive behavior. good bye. it will be very good.

went to judge for high school speech and debate again today. judged humorous interpretation and original prose/poetry. and humorous was not humorous. sometimes it was. but not really. people are lame. but not as lame as those opp people. wowowowow. every single one is about how different everyone is. we're all crazy. we're outsiders. we're getting raped by our religious leaders. (there were two about that one.) and another one was about smeagle. or whatever. gollum from lord of the rings. THAT IS NOT ORIGINAL. THAT IS COPYRIGHT!. and, i cant understand gollum. how am i supposed to understand some emo asian kid with long hair doing an impersonation of him. and gollum was having a birthday party. and then i was about to write 'wtf' on his advice section. and the guy he meets wants to be a ninja. and theres something about phosopholipid bilayer of cells, but i didn't understand it because it was gollum talking. oh well.

i was cleaning my desk at home. and then i found my gameboy! its time for me to fail out of school now. chu chu rocket! and advance wars! and bomberman! and pokemon! (red version). yayayay!

ive caught up! all the episodes of house are done! now i can only watch them on tv! too bad american idol always screws with the time of house and house isn't every week! bahbhabhah. but yesyes. house is mostly exciting. some are boring. some are weird. i like tapeworms.

played magical truck adventures today. so good.

boredom leads to watching movies. taga tameni. english name: "portrait of the wind". sounded interesting. had tadanobu asano. who is great. and yea. some lonely guy meets a lonely girl. they love each other. and then lonely girl gets killed randomly. by some lonely kid. who doesn't get much of a punishment because he's young. and lonely guy gets bitter. and wants to kill lonely kid. it was pretty sad. they took pictures of the wind. which was interesting. i like the wind. we can only see the effects of the wind though. not the wind. like brownian movement. or something. oh well.

i f331 50 w45t3d: in the beginning
i f331 50 w45t3d: there was nothing
i f331 50 w45t3d: then God said, "Let there be light!"
i f331 50 w45t3d: And yet, there was still nothing
i f331 50 w45t3d: ...but at least you could see it.

i f331 50 w45t3d: christianity is the least creative religion
i f331 50 w45t3d: at least name your god

wow. i forgot it was pi day. wowowow. what an important day and i didn't even celebrate. now i'm not respecting my equations and numbers. math wont work for me anymore. zomgomgomg.

anyways. i watched a cantonese movie (in mandarin. because my parents like to listen instead of read. i like to read and listen in the original language. but whatever.) it was called "yesterday once more" or something. it had sammi cheng and andy lau. and they steal things. and divorce. and they are funny people. sammi is a funny person. too bad miriam yeung looks like her. miriam is a fake sammi. and why do they always have red hair? its weird.

random thing in the chem exam from last year:

"What did one titration tell the other? Let's meet at the endpoint."

"install" is a pretty interesting movie. 17 year old girl gets tired of life. meets a 10 year old boy. and then boy is like lolol lets run a cybersex business. (i think web traffic will shoot up now. because i wrote something to do with sex. and its such a important keyword for traffic.) anyways. they start their business. and they make money. and i guess its just saying that people are perverts. and its pretty funny. because girl was like what is scat. (more keywords!) and boy was like eating shit. and the girl had a weird imagination at this fancy resturant and the guy was like "i specially ordered this for you." and "is it fresh?" and it was pretty weird. oh well. aya ueto is pretty cool.

its boring at home. i dont want to do anything. i woke up at 11 today. i'm not going to be able to wake up for school when i get back. and i have a test at 8. oh well. i dont care about school.

so i watched this japanese movie called hinokio. its about a loner kid and he doesn't want to go out in the world. so he has a robot go to school and do things for him. and then he makes a friend with his robot. and then he installs a force feedback system on his robot, so he could really feel what the robot felt. and then one day he got all emo. and had the robot commit suicide. and then he went into a coma. because of force feedback. oh well.

vietnamese music is interesting. thats what happens when i get bored and sit here and listen to random music. what a great break. oh well. time to watch more house.

home is great. food is good. and fruits are much better than overripe or underripe bananas. yayay. have a good spring break. and a good day. kthx.

stupid potassium chromate or whatever bottle was leaking in chem lab. so now i have it all over my fingers. they are more yellow than before. look at the stars, look how they shine for you. and all the things you do. and it was yellow. i wrote a song for you and all the things you do. and it was called yellow. potassium chromate is a good oxidizer. i just lost a bunch of electrons. im polar. and electrical.

1. The Japanese eat very little fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans.

2. The Mexicans eat a lot of fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans.

3. The Chinese drink very little red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans.

4. The Italians drink excessive amounts of red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans.

5. The Germans drink a lot of beer and eat lots of sausage and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans.

CONCLUSION:
Eat and drink what you like. Speaking English is apparently what kills you.

i am disappointed with my life. i really shouldn't be. but i am. too bad. i'm so disappointed that i'm listening to gackt and eating ramen while i write my prelab. isn't that pathetic? i think it is. oh, despair. kill me now.

today just got much better! my limited edition shiina ringo cd just came in the mail! and now i can listen to that cd in its highest quality! yayayay. its beautiful. especially gamble! yayayayay. and it comes with stickers! and a coaster! but i will never use them. because i like my limited edition things unused. yes yes.

they should have a new testtaking strategy for multiple choice. it should be getting the wrong answers the wrong way. like getting all the wrong answers with the wrong equations and then knowing those are wrong and eliminating them! who gives multiple choice physics problems!? wowowow. oh well. i am a failure.

i hate friction, springs, and pulleys. physics sucks.

what is wrong with me! i should be studying. but i am drinking water and eating pretzels and watching movies! and writing in this! what a waste of time. i like to dehydrate myself with pretzels then rehydrate with water. and then pee it all out. and then watch silly movies that parody battle royale. like tokyo 10+01. it even includes one of the characters from battle royale! and i also watched some artistic movie by shunji iwai or whatever. april story. its such a weird movie. i didn't get it. now im listening to cold fairyland.

brother is such a good movie. takeshi kitano makes wonderful movies! i want to watch them again! but i have a bio test! oh well! and that black doctor from house is in this movie! its so cool. anyways. only 2 more movies directed by kitano left to see. sonatine and violent cop. and violent cop isn't really his movie. but his name is on it. oh well!

i changed my server for hosting. nice and cheap. cheaper than before. and same everything. but probably better service. yes yes. anyways. physics and bio test on monday. zomg time to study.

ubiquitin means death to your cells. i think. i'm not really sure. i have no idea about that genome control stuff. anyways. its funny how some people study harder for a frat and not for school. wowowow.