i wanted to make a post today of just a picture of one of the dissected pigs from bio lab. since thats what im studying right now. for bio lab exam. open up a bunch of pigs and make us identify whatever. so yea. but its really disgusting. so i dont want to post it. and i dont have any good pictures of the whole pig opened up. but i think starfish are cool when they are clumps of like 8 cells. so i will post a picture of that.

STOP PLAYING KISS "BECAUSE I'M A GIRL" ON THE PIANO DOWNSTAIRS. THAT SONG IS ANNOYING AND IT PISSES ME OFF. AND THE IDEA FOR THE VIDEO WAS STUPID ALSO. GIVING UP YOUR EYEBALLS IS NOT LOVE; IT IS STUPIDITY. ESPECIALLY AFTER HE RUNS AWAY AND MAKES THE GIRL FEEL LIKE AN IDIOT. BECAUSE SHE IS AN IDIOT TOO. USE A STOOL PLEASE.

mono. was amazing. much louder than dir en grey, even though completely different types of music. but wowowoww.




the first band. the drift. they make okay music. they are american. they have a trumpet guy. hes kind of annoying.


world's end girlfriend. he's so cool! he had a laptop and lots of buttons and a guitar. and he just pressed buttons and made noise. and yea. he also like connected all his songs on the set together. so i didn't recognize a lot. but i did recognize scorpius circus, and we are the massacre. and maybe one of his new songs.


and MONO!! theres 4 people. but i could only get their individual pictures. and i dont know. i dont know any of their names actually. whatever. this is one of the guitarists. anyways. they were loud. the ground was shaking. and everything. and i could feel the sound waves. and they are really good at controlling feedback and stuff. in lost snow they were like feedback crazy. yayay!

setlist:
the flames beyond the cold mountain
a heart has asked for the pleasure
lost snow
yearning
moonlight
halcyon (beautiful days)

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Wow, so I learned today that Marx was nothing more than a minor-post-Ricardian, whatever that means.
So Abraham is paying for my ticket to go to see Mono and World's End Girlfriend - and I had to pay for his dinner. We got the same dinner, but he got a bigger portion, wtf? Discrimination against the superior race (the chinese ppl?)
Filming today, hopefully getting some great shots, and hopefully no shaking hands for camera.

i like how monster energy drink actually advertises the vitamins they add. because thats not the point of an energy drink! not to be healthy. its like the opposite of healthy. but wwowoow. it has a lot of vitamins. and 100% of daily servings. its making me twitch.

1 test done. 3 more tests or something. yes. tomorrow is another. then next week. and theres also some presentation/essay next week. oh well.

contrariwise28: he's so cute! when he was lying down on the desk!
contrariwise28: omg
contrariwise28: i wish i was the desk

i have a very bad habit of letting grades fall near the end of the year. and it is near the end of the year. therefore, grades are falling now. sighsigh. must survive.

dir en grey must really know how much their new songs suck if they are breaking their tradition of moving on and leaving the old songs behind. now they are playing ain't afraid to die, zakuro, and jealous -reverse- at the live concerts. that is like. 5.5 albums ago. omgomg. such good songs.

..kedz48: wowow! omg! i feel like a happy jew!
..kedz48: cuz i just discovered two unopened bottles of water in my frige!!!!
..kedz48: zomg

he's reading a book about auschwitz.

hi. i watched a filipino cultural show at school today. (well, everything has to be at school, since i dont have a way to get off.) anyways. some people talk a lot. they are annoying. im trying to watch the show and they keep talking. and some are talking on the cell phone. kids are annoying too.

the day i actually ate the hot foods in the dining hall. my stomach went crazy. i'm never eating that stuff again. salad for the rest of my life.

busy with school tests and stuff. but whatever. recently, very interested in panoramic pictures. they are quite interesting, i think. many tricks with them. one by me.



one with me. or something.



college is boring.

i dont get how getting a bunch of people to wear black on one day shows support for virginia tech. and why do they need support? and the way they phrase it. is like supporting the virginia tech shooting. is it just a way to pretend to care? and its black! i wear black everyday. i must be very supportive.

i think its sad that i get dizzy and motion sick when i play first person shooter computer games. i cant even handle a virtual world. how can i expect to live in a real world. i dont deserve to live.

lol. people are retarded. some people want to not buy any gas on may 15 because they think if enough people will do it, then the gas prices will go down! lOL! it doesn't work because it only works for people that need to buy gas on that day. if they didn't, then they aren't really participating. and they'll have to buy gas later anyways. and its only for one day. gas prices wont go down. wowowow. stop driving. or drive. kill the environment. we can evolve to survive without an environment. oh wait. we're helping save the weak and useless. so we're not evolving. and we're giving ourselves a harder time living. life is so horrid.

college is making me so stupid. i cant even read questions correctly anymore. im reading this one simple physics question. and i keep getting the wrong answer. its number 13, so it must be pretty damn easy. but i always get it wrong. so it confuses me for like 2,3 days. and then i realize. that the area of cross section was given. and it wasn't the radius. woWOWOWOW. brain is rotting.

my bio lab ta has seen rammstein live. thats pretty cool. well, i think it is. because he must have gone to europe to see them. or it was way WAY back in 2001. or whenever they last came to america. but wowooww. he was like omgomg you have to go see rammstein live. i am so jealous.

i cant believe the people downstairs in the lounge are actually playing classical music on the piano. its not very hard classical music or whatever. but at least its better than the usual. usual is final fantasy, or some video game, or some korean drama or movie musics. its really annoying. because those songs only sound good if they have some emotional attachment. and i only played one final fantasy, i quit video games, and i hate korean dramas/movies. so i cant enjoy the depression with others usually. go play classical music. i cannot wait to finish school.

things to blog about. my day. almost drowned at red lobster. waitress spilled a whole cup of water on me. so i got free dessert. too bad i never eat dessert. red lobster is horrible. everything is fried and gross. their tomatoes also taste like they are from the ocean. like the lobsters are substinence farmers that farm tomatoes. and so red lobster takes a bunch of lobsters and enough tomatoes to farm and feed. and when someone wants to eat a lobster, they get rid of some sea tomatoes because there would be too many. and that is all. my whole day. because that dinner took the whole day.

the spartans are cool. they fight in nothing but underwear and a cape. and 300 of them can kill lots of persians. yeayea.

wowowow. listen to old ayumi hamasaki. it sounds so weak compared to her new stuff. her singing is weak. but the songs are still so much better. now shes all great and so proud of herself so she can sing loudly and whatever. so now her music sucks. yea. something like that.

its raining randomly. it was all nice and whatever yesterday. then cold. then rain. now its cold. and lightning tonight. supposedly. thats cool. i guess. i ate ramen today. i feel very sad now. because that is killing me. oh well. everything we do kills us anyways. like studying biology. because im studying biology, my life is getting shorter. school's almost over. i'm pretty excited. not really. for the part about school being almost over. and it doesn't matter anyways. because right after school ends. summer school shall begin. and that will take 2 months. and then 1 month of freedom. and then school again. with hard classes. i guess. ochem, anatomy, physics, and public speaking. and physics is getting hard. because i underestimated physics here. i guess i have to study. maybe i should take the easy physics that most health major people take. not the physics required for engineers. whatever. have to finish what i started. ochem is annoying. well, i dont know yet. but it sounds annoying. anatomy too. yayayay memorize body parts. or something. and public speaking will be a bad class. i still need to learn how to talk.

this is the 1500th post. well. kind of. theres more. because a lot of old entries were copied over at a month/post. but whatever. anyways. i think chem lab and bio lab are horrible. physics lab too. and lab always so life threatening. bio lab stains are carcinogenic. kind of. and theres lots of weird stuff. chem lab is just a bunch of bad chemicals. and super high concentrated death. and in physics there are projectiles fired everywhere. at each other. steel balls of death. but the only good thing about physics is that the death doesn't smell as bad. pig dissections smell. and chemicals always smell like sulfur. oh well.

some jerks were playing guitar right under me at 2 am. even though they stopped, i cant sleep anymore. because their bad strumming patterns are stuck in my head. i hate my life.

i love mono! they make great musics! im downloading a lot of their legal recordings in flac quality! omgomgomg lossless. 400 megabytes per concert. or whatever! its great. omgomogmg. i cant wait to see them in san francisco. (which i still dont know how to get to.) oh well! i like these recordings.

whenever i come home from school, i always complain about school. and how much it sucks. and how pharmacy is a retarded medical field. too bad school costs money. and it probably annoys my parents. so i should stop. and figure out a way to get out of it. without costing too much. or something. theres no where to go. whatever. i should stop thinking. and study for biology. which isn't thinking anymore. because its just memorizing. and memorizing isn't thinking. chemistry isn't thinking either. same types of questions. repeated over and over. i think thats why im doing bad in physics now. too much chemistry and biology. memorizing instead of reasoning now. sighsigh. i want to do well in physics. but its okay. i dont care anymore. because physics is not my field. i hate physics. and math. i miss math.

more weird deja vu moments from dreams or something. this time about playing guitar hero. or whatever that guitar ddr ish game is. its pretty weird. im watching supercar's last live. because i love last lives. best shows ever. because every band wants to go out great. or something. yes. anyways. i forgot what i was going to say. bye.

i think its weird that whenever i have dreams where people are chasing me. or something. it always ends up at a playground. im stuck on the playground and the people are on the ground. the pieces of wood. or sand. or whatever. my dreams are weird. and i have dreams that seem to happen later in the future. but i dont know if that is what is really happening. because i forget my dreams. and then my brain probably just fills in my brain. with fake memories. life is a fake memory.

15 molar hydrochloric acid is strong. fumes! wowowow. stomach makes hydrochloric acid. i forgot which cells though. theres chief cells and some other cell. probably the other one. today in chem lab, i learned that fire is very hot. i need to stop playing computer games. they are preventing me from studying. and i cant even play computer games that much. since i get dizzy. but i still play. because i guess i am crazy. and stupid. lets get retarded.

science is really weird. i think. all the equations are all wrong. they are all for "ideal" conditions that dont exist. so they always have some correction part. i think thats annoying. they know these "ideal" things that come close. so i wonder how the people that were experimenting knew to use these almost ideal things to get the equation. or else, they would have ended up with another equation right? i wish we could just live in an ideal frictionless, massless, collision-free, purely elastic world. thats always at 298 K (or 273 K) and 1 atm. they cant even choose an ideal temperature. bahbah.

life is great! i love life! everyone is so happy! yayayay.

happy april fools.

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