so i sold off my computer parts. 4 parts. 2 buyers named kenneth. odd isn't it. no. its just chance.

so i watched curse of the golden flower or something. that sort of new chinese movie. my dad was like wtf why do all the girls have such huge chests. this is china. and then when the movie ended and jay chou was singing his song, my was was laughing because he says jay chou cant even speak chinese. yea. his acting was pretty bad. and everything about that movie. zhang yimou makes weird asian movies. except hero. that was alright.

isn't anti addition supposed to be subtraction? no. its just adding to the wrong sides. apparently. o chem is weird.

either i'm missing a lot of the material in histology or it just isn't a lot of material. it seems like there's so much less to remember. maybe it's because everything seems like very little just after 5 weeks to finish all of bio 51. no more memorizing all the phylums of junk in one day. or maybe i'm not reading all the histology.

god, i hope my motherboard isn't the part that is broken. its the most expensive part apparently. i guess since they dont change as fast as cpus or videocards or ram. but omgomg. it better not be broken. ochem is fun. studied so much of it. studying it more than histology. which is a bad thing. histology is interesting too, its just that all the pictures of tissue look the same. not really. but they always look like something else. and they cant agree to use the same stain, so colors are always different!

i play a lot of solitaire to prepare myself for all the failure in the future. why is it that solitaire gets so close. and then always that one card is hidden under. sighsigh. every time too!

technology is so annoying. when you call technical support or some other company, they dont have "press 1 for this, press 2 for that...". instead they are like "say this for this, say that for that." balbhalbhahb. its annoying. it doesn't speed things up. it slows things down. because computers need to use voice recognition and stuff. and figure it all out. useless technology! means nothing. it doesn't even feel like im talking to a real person. i just say 2 words and they talk so much. its not a real conversation! stop using technology to make things just for using the technology. sigh.

did i post this before also? i think its brilliant. i mean. i think i'm brilliant.

watching bubbles float away is really depressing.
no matter how far away they fly,
they just fall down and die.

have i posted this before? i dont know

it's a waste of time to kill time. you don't kill time. time kills you.

i like how internet security is like zomg now. too many hackers and stuff now. went to paypal to check something before. then i clicked the wrong link and pressed back. and then wowowo! my account gets locked. limited access. apparently third party trying to access my account. have to verify password, something else, and then my address and phone number. this happened at school, so i couldn't pick up the phone when they call. so i wait until now. apparently my address was already verified before, so i cant use it again. so i have to call and get it lifted. so many problems. just like the school website. logs out every now and then when i press back. because people would really like to check my grades and pay my tuition. cant even register me for classes because they need access codes.

wowowo my motherboard im selling has already been bid up to $50! i hope its not the broken piece. hopefully its the cpu, not motherboard. cpu is only at 99 cents still. sigh.

playing with computers. i love computers. they are so inhuman. and have no emotions. it makes me feel like i can connect with them. not really. anyways. my computer that died had a sata harddrive. and thats too good for the other computers. or something. so i went and got a sata harddrive enclosure to make it an external. after i finish copying everything over, i'm going to return the enclosure. i'm so mean. then i dont know how to do with my sata harddrive. no computer here works with it. but its not worth much either. oh well. study o chem. finish infrared spectroscopy today. that is my goal. then histology online class starts tomorrow. i love online classes.

one of my computers died at home. i know its not the power supply. but i dont have any equal ish computers to swap back and forth to figure out how which is broken. so im taking the soundcard and putting that into another computer and then selling everything. someone will complain that the part they recieved doesn't work. then i'll know what was broken. anyways. windows update is stupid. because it requires updates to be able to update. lol.

i'm more afraid of public speaking than organic chem. sigh. next semester is going to be tough. and the semester after. and after. and after. then im done. hopefully.

computers make me sad. everything goes outdated. then its useless. and if something breaks. its like so hard to find replacements. annoying annoying.

summer school day 25. (0 days left.)

last day. final. home now. bye. YAYAYAY.

summer school day 24. (1 day left.)

i dont want to study.

"when darkness turns to light, it ends tonight, it ends tonight."
all-american rejects - it ends tonight

really emo song. but i think i like it. its pretty funny. i like reading what people think of this song. people are funny.

after listening to this song, i thought to myself...
what do they mean "it ends tonight"??
IT ends tonight??
WHAT ends tonight?
then i thought... well duh, they're emo so it must be their life.

It's about when some evil robots steal your baby and hold it on on their base station and while you're a robot too your boyfriend is a human and so you both plan a mission to infiltrate evil robot base station and get the half-robot, half-human baby back. So the evil robots kidnapping of the baby ends tonight, it ends tonight.

a nhyways this song is about the daily cycle of the sun rising and falling...the proof is the line "When darkness turns to light" and when he says "it ends tonight" hes talkin bout the sun goin dow n....im pretty sure on this one i thought bout it fo while

theres a swimming pool outside my window. when i get bored. i watch people tan. sometimes they just lie there for like hours. yesterday, there were people that tanned for like 6 hours. it was amazing.

summer school day 23. (2 days left.)

上完了課，就不想做東西了。應該去讀書，但是也沒有東西刺激我去讀書。我也不知道我為什麼在用中文寫日誌。可能會開始寫中文，這樣就可以練習我的中文，因為我的中文很爛。不用擔心。我也會寫一個翻譯。所以大家都可以讀。打中文字很慢。很多的字我也不懂。如果我每天這樣的寫中文我應該可以學很多中文，變成一個很會中文的人。現在好像我寫了好多，但是只有寫了一點點。但是我也不太想寫這麽多。再見。我要去翻譯這個了。

finished school, so i dont want to do anything. should go study, but no one motivates me to. i also dont know why im using chinese to write this "diary" (i dont know what blog is). maybe ill start using chinese, so i can practice my chinese, because my chinese sucks. but dont worry. i will also translate it. so everyone can read. typing chinese is slow. and i dont understand most of the characters. if i do this everyday, then i can learn a lot of chinese, and turn into a person that knows a lot of chinese. right now, it seems like i typed so much, but its only a little bit. but i dont want to type any more. bye. time to translate this.

我不知道我為什麼想這麽多。我瘋了。睡不著覺。

i think that is right. i dont know.

last night i had a nightmare about english. it was horrible. back in high school english. with all that stuff. i haven't taken an english class in a while. it scares me. i dont ever want to take english again. but it will come back and attack me. because of standardized tests. sigh.

apparently ochem professors are really weird here. one professor was angry and failed the whole class. then another professor was sad he got a divorce or something and then he didn't curve. wowowowow. dont kill me next semester please.

summer school day 22. (3 days left)

finished lecture. 2 days ahead of schedule. so nothing until the final. good times to study. but i wont. because i dont want to.

i like the evolution theory for man. homo erectus is supposed to be our ancestor. fossils of him have been found all over the world. and all the other before were only in africa. so that means he moved away from africa and went to the other parts of the world. and then homo sapiens are also everywhere in the world. which means once homo erectus moved to all the different places, all the different populations convergently evolved to the same species. eh. that probably doesn't happen. so they think that homo erectus spread out. then the group in africa turned into homo sapiens. then the homo sapiens went to the same places and killed off all the homo erectus. or something. i dont know. funny people.

summer school day 21. (4 days left.)

onto the last week. had test today. have final on friday. great stuff. i like how had and have can be typed with one hand. well. not supposed to. since h is really a right hand letter. but then its close enough. so whatever. have a nice day.

bunking beds.

this is what my roommate did to MY BED and another roommate's bed at like 12 AM.

started watching "to each his cinema". some thing from cannes film festival. it was their 60th anniversary so they got a bunch of famous directors from a bunch of countries to each make a 3 minute movie. i watched it mostly for takeshi kitano's clip. but the other ones are interesting also. they are also really weird. and yea. oh well.

"I thank my God every time I remember you."

Philippians 1:3

people quote that. because the bible is such a romantic book and stuff. take it completely out of context please. maybe read philippians 1:1 please.

Paul and Timothy, servants of Christ Jesus,
To all the saints in Christ Jesus at Philippi, together with the overseers and deacons:

i dont thank my God everytime i remember you. only saints.

summer school day 20. (5 days left.)

i think its stupid that the school is like wowowo too many bio students. must get rid of a lot of them. so make them fail and make them pay more money. and that stuff. and so its supposed to weed out the bad students. thats stupid! weed out the students in admissions please. take enough students that you can handle. dont take more and then fail a bunch of them. so silly. test monday. final friday. oh well! no more lab stuff at all. i can delete these gigs of pictures! so stupid. memorize pictures.

I BEAT SPIDER SOLITAIRE ON 4 SUITS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

summer school day 19. (6 days left.)

hm. news. iran banned porn. death penalty to porn stars. america is pissing off china. saying bad things about communism causing deaths and stuff. then america is like wowowow china should stop self-inflating money to benefit themselves. annoying china. then they have problems about the olympics. taiwan doesn't want the torch to run through them. since the torch runs through hong kong and some other place that china owns. it will make it seem like china owns taiwan. and taiwan wants to be independent. too bad the DPP party (which wants independence) that finally got into presidential office is like lolollo scandal everywhere. bribes and paying maid with government money and lots of lol things. and now DPP wont be elected again. and then KMT will take over and china will take over taiwan. and everyone will be killed like in 228 incident from the KMT rule. (maybe not. but thats what DPP people are afraid of). and because of all this, taiwan is like wowowow no more olympics for us. no more torch in our place. wowowow and now china is angry and making missiles and this makes america angry because they wont have the strongest missles anymore. and iran doesn't have any more porn. time to study. bye.

summer school day 18. (7 days left.)

last day of lab. thats all.

happy pictures from bio lab.



female nematode is happy to lay eggs in your intestines



i dont know. i wish i took a better picture of these guys. they are so cool.

summer school day 17. (8 days left.)

ONE MORE DAY OF LAB. OMG. IM SO EXCITED ZZOMGOMGOMGOMGG!

summer school day 16. (9 days left.)

apparently grades for practical were pretty bad, so im okay. today i cut up worms and yea. they were pretty annoying. ascaris is a funny nematode worm. its a gut parasite so when people are sleeping or lying down or something, the worm can crawl up the esophagus and crawl out of the nose or the mouth. or whatever. i think thats really cool. professor showed us pictures of these guys crawling out of people's faces. so cool.

so i dont have to search it up.

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Are the words you heard
It's like us falling in love

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Words that were more are everything
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more drawings. facebook graffiti thing. is kind of fun. i dont know.

wicker park is a sad sad movie. girl and boy trying to find each other. girl trying to steal the guy away. girl is girl's good friend. girl uses boy's best friend to keep them from finding each other. wowowow so sad. and it ended sadly. for guy's friend and girl trying to keep them apart. and the girl that boy was supposed to marry. is that how its supposed to be like?

summer school day 15. (10 days left.)

lab practical was pretty hard. no wonder people fail. spider solitaire consumes my life. i can beat 2 suits now. need to work up to four. oh well. study zomg. next practical on friday. lolol. then exam on monday. then final on friday. oh well.

so, i was thinking. how did things evolve to have male and female? things used to reproduce asexually, but then that doesn't have enough variation, since everything duplicated was the same except when things mutated. so things were like, lets have sex and make variation. but that doesn't make sense. why would they do it so that things can only sex up half the population to make variation. if everything could have sex with each other, variation would be much higher! and its hard to evolve to suddenly have male/female or +/- (like in fungus). because one would evolve first, and that couldn't do anything with another thing. and then that would die. or something.

summer school day 14. (11 days left.)

see, no school today. only study session because practical is hard. but i dont feel like studying. so i will go to the study session and sit there and listen. or something. time to go.

summer school day 13 (12 days left.)

over halfway done zomg. no class tomorrow. study day for lab practical. annoying. this blog is also really annoying now. because apparently my server is being weird and whenever i upload with ftp, it says theres no space, so nothing works. wowoowowow. oh well.

summer school day 12 (13 days left.)

almost half way. there really isn't a halfway. since theres an odd number of days. quiz today because people started ditching. people pay like 500$ for a unit at summer school because they failed once. and then they dont go. wowowowo fail more please. waste more money. anyways. the quiz was pretty lame. since it was on stuff that was taught today. oh well. better than zero points i guess.

drawing. whatever.

summer school day 11. (14 days left.)

test today. it was okay. now to study for the next test. lab practical on friday. bio labs are lame.

im at school again. its tiring. my foot hurts. i had stuff to write about. but something was wrong with the internet in my townhouse. so yea. now it works again. and i forgot what i was going to write. oh well!

ive had two professors/teachers tell me that i shouldn't do pharmacy. hm. yea. so whatever.

summer school day 10. (15 more days left.)

wowowowoww. we watched plant porn today in class. "sexual encounters of the floral kind." best movie ever. thats all. i'm home. study study.