the chemical society or whatever runs all of the chemistry in this world should really redo that pH system. its really annoying. some fool decided to measure acidity with a negative log. so then the more acidic a solution is, the lower the number! more protons is less number! completely makes sense. so much sense. wowowow.

You aren't being punished. You just haven't been rewarded yet.

it was on postsecret this week. kind of good to know. i guess. but it sucks if it feels like theres no reward anyways. or if it is too far away. then it is punishment.

hi good friends. the days are boring. study study. test test. everything is a test. getting good grades. getting good friends. getting a good job. even death is a test. tests everywhere. im a bad test taker. i fail at life.

whats with all these new rules at great america. take off glasses on every single ride! wowowow. its stuck to me. and air is blowing in my face. blowing the glasses into my face. but they still make us them all off. oh well. the rides aren't so scary when i cant see anything. and blood rushing into head doesn't feel so good. lots of pain. roller coasters are too fast.

chrisxors: you say toe-may-toe or toe-mah-toe?
chrisxors: well i'll say solanum lycopersicum ...

back in kindergarten or 1st grade or some lame ignorant age, i wrote that my dream job was to be a hamburgermaker at burger king. such high aspirations. my teacher even talked to my parents about how i was going to achieve this great feat. anyways. its like 10+ years later. and im have not achieved it yet. i'm pretty pathetic.

histology is over! yayayay! all over. no more of that staining and skins and layers of tissues that all look weird. and messy. no more. no more. 4 more weeks until the beginning of fall. then death. and life. and everything. and i read some inspirational quote about how bumblebees shouldn't be able to fly. and how we should be like bumblebees and not be restrained by aerophysics or whatever. and so i was like. physics would be wrong then. so i searched it up. and its just some stupid thing that was spread around. like lemmings committing mass suicide. that was from disney. disney is evil.

cleaning out under my bed!



wowowo. lots of modems, and networking stuff. lots of motherboards. lots of old cpus. theres even the old pentium 1!!! 90 mhz! best thing there was. and harddrives. and lots of ram. and stuff like that. so fun.

wowow linux is hard to use. hard to install programs. because there are so many ways to do it. and each different thing requires a different way. i think i want to change back to windows. too bad i spent so much time playing around with linux, it makes me feel like it was all a waste. i will figure this out.

four years ago. "SUMMER SCHOOL ENDED TODAY!" kind of like today! maybe. it ended. no final yet though. thats on thursday. so wowowow. its the same in 4 years. life is so routine. same year after year. except every year i get older. vision gets worse. and i feel like dying when i wake up. not really that bad.

hello people. it's time to recycle. who cares about recycling for the environment?! its not enough to make a difference! we're still using stuff. environment is an annoying word. that n in the middle before the m really throws me off. anyways. entropy always increases. and all that stuff. evolution will let us better adapt. in fall semester, i wrote the final essay about how i hate the world and everything is meaningless and silly emo stuff like that. and used lots of biology, chemistry, and economics as evidence. so then the teacher was like zomg and he emailed me back and was like "i may not agree, but i feel like i finally heard your voice." and stuff like that. and i was like yayay. maybe ill get an A! too bad i got a B+. sigh. i hate pacific seminar. hopefully it wont count in gpas for other schools.

anyways. i was going to recycle old posts from before. but i guess i dont need to.

i really do not understand the hype that is harry potter. when i read the first few, i couldn't remember all the spells and stuff. oh well. i guess people like it. just like they like iphones. or playstation 3. or whatever that makes people wait in lines. people must like waiting in lines. i feel so out of place. i dont like waiting in lines. nothing i feel so passionate about. so dull. what a dull world.

anyways. my neighbor seems to like to play with bb guns a lot. he has his friend come over and they have their rifles in their backyard. and i can see them through my window. and they just shoot everywhere in the backyard. i think they were shooting birds too. annoying sounds.

i hear a lot of radiohead's creep on the radio these days. which is good, i guess. good song amongst all the usual bad stuff. and yea. sometimes they play red hot chili peppers, which is alright. anyways. creep is a great song. too bad its like the only radiohead song they ever play on the radio and radiohead hates that song because its the song that made them all famous and the song that people only wanted to hear. so yea. its the only song they play on the radio now. poor radiohead. cant get other songs on radio. oh well.

all miracles can be explained by a trick. but that doesn't mean it is a trick. wowowow deep things that i learn from trick, the drama. maybe.

bowman's gland in the nose. bowman's capsule in the kidney. bowman's membrane in the eye. who is this bowman?

apparently william bowman used a microscope and was famous for it. ophthalmologist. explains the eye. but he gets more credit for kidney and nose. wikipedia doesn't mention eye naming. huhUH!H?!

two days of absence! zomg! only a few more lectures in histology! three more! yes! then final and then done for the summer! wowoww. so exciting. i can study all day for ochem and stuff soon. and hopefully will drop public speaking and get in thermodynamics. did i write that already? i can always take public speaking later later. and if i have all science it will be much better for my gpa. hopefully. since i do better in brainless memorizing and vomiting classes that have correct answers. not the classes that are like lolol we're all right, lets be friends. so yes. fall will be fun! ochem (orgo, as they say in other places. weird i think). anatomy (eh, not that interesting but required). physics (hopefully fun). thermodynamics (yesyes). all have labs except thermo. i hate lab. histo lab sucks. and i dont get lab credit either! its stupid. its a lab-less online class. but we still have to take lab tests and do lab stuff, except its all online. not fair. oh well! only need 3/5 of the elective bio classes to be lab. so that will be anatomy, physiology, and microbiology. yes. good plans. does this make up for my two days that i was sitting around playing freecell?

i think it would be funny if left handed people were enatiomers of right handed people. or the other way around. whatever relativeness you want. but then it would be so cool! right handed people could bend light right. and left handed people could bend light left. and then when a right handed person and left handed person got together and made kids. the babies would be racemic mixtures and bend light nowhere. and then they would fall apart because they wouldn't fit together very well. mirrors are funny. spherical mirrors too.

forget working hard and getting into a good school. just make money by making other kids work hard and get into good schools. wowow. test preparation courses cost so much zomg. what a good market. i think it would be nice to start a prep thing. too bad theres a bunch of big names already. maybe start own test that becomes standardized! then i can be like ETS and be "non-profit", but own a bunch of profit organizations. oh well. work hard. i guess.

bad naming. well, not really. but its misleading! kind of. it is the lungs bronchus and bronchioles. goes bronchus primary, secondary, tertiary, then terminal bronchioles. so that should be the end. too bad theres a respiratory bronchiole right after that terminal one. i guess its terminal of the conducting part and not respiratory part. but wowowow trick more please.!

i like the article in time magazine about live earth or whatever that concert was. it was for being more environmental or whatever. but then they held a concert. so its like lololol since each band takes up like 10 houses worth of electricity. more conservation please.

we have mesenchymal cells in our teeth. we should use them for stem cell research. have dentists pull a few teeth from every patient and we'll have enough stem cells to build a whole new city. yesyes.

i just watched shiina ringo's electric mole dvd. its great! omgomgomg. like the best thing ever. and taiwanese songs are all so sad. 3 nights 3 days. sad song. by happy person jacky wu. and i kind of like the new jay chou song. which is like gross. because i dont like his face. and everything about him. annoying jay chou. why does he have to write a decent sad song? where he acts like he can play guitar in the music video!? wowowow. he should not direct movies. its bad to taiwan. his acting is bad too. he looks like a clueless person.

too many parts in body are named after people's names. annoying.

apparently amino acids are amphoteric. completely tricked by the name. "acid" kind of gives amino acid the feeling it would be acidic. too bad it could be acid or base. they should get a bunch of amino acids and put them with water and they can all have an amphoteric fest. switch back and forth between base and acid and go crazy. and amino acids could dance around and make racemic mixtures since they are all chiral, except glycine. yes. thats what i plan to do today. and lol. amino acids turn in to zwitterions. lolol reminds me of rammstein's zwitter zwitter. hermaphrodite! i will remember this.

why do people call china, "mainland"? theres not that many pieces of china that are off into the ocean. theres hong kong and parts of macau. eh. china should own taiwan completely first before they call themselves mainland. and china should just take over all of oriental asia. since they are all from china anyways. africa should take over the world. we're all africans.

textual intercourse. lols.

last night, i had dreams about requiem for a dream. that sad drug movie. and then also about biology. specifically the animal development part. like embryology. blastula, gastrula, stuff like that. i couldn't remember what the gastrula was. but i knew. eh.

really, really cool. spam mail. its really long. ill cut out cool parts.

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At present you can only slice your station by genre.

In truth, the site isn't quite as easy to use as the old version

Studying for the AP History Exam?

i like that last line.

why is school so hard. study so much. just study all day. theres nothing else to it. wowowoww. blood cells. i like how they have to name every single damn step. MHSC to progenitor cells, to precursor cells, and then differentiate and mature! too bad theres a billion steps in between also. example: erythrocytes (red blood cells.) starts as CFU-S and BFU-E and then proerythroblast, then basophilic erythroblast, then polychromatophilic erythroblast, then orthochromatiophilic erythroblast (aka normoblast), then reticulocyte, then finally erythrocyte. and they all look the same except they are different in size a little and more towards the end. waste more words please.

climb onto your seahorse. this ride is right on course. blahblahablha. red hot chili peppers are weird people.

today is 07/07/07. cool days. relatively. days are boring. today is more kind of interesting. its also the other cool. and not as hot. only for today. since its "cloudy" but its not. its just not as hot.

got a new phone thing. cant get cool ringtones on it. well, i got one. as a test. its an annoying song from a bunch of school girls. (hei se hui meimei). so yea. the other ones that i really want on there dont seem to work! so im stuck with annoying music. its a cool ringtone though.

online tests are the hardest tests ever. short time limit so person cant go back and check notes and stuff. and then cant go back and check work. once answered, its answered forever. so have to get it right the first time. and be sure of it. so if theres one question in the beginning thats hard, its like wowowow gg. either guess or lose a lot of time and hope the later questions aren't so hard. oh well.

theres no butterflies in my stomach. but theres a butterfly in my spinal cord! its a mess of somas from neurons.

why is it so hot these days!? maybe because it is summer! even hot in the house! insulation. heat does not move away. stay inside. it is thermodynamics.

still confusing. number of moles of gas is proportional to the volume. more volume = more gas. duh. but then, if you increase the volume without increasing pressure and temperature, more gas appears. out of nowhere! wowowow. just like if you take a box and make it super pressurized, you can make more moles of gas appear. so its like. pressing stuff into existence. wowowo pv=nrt.

the body's muscles need oxygen, so they send blood vessels around the body. the blood vessels need their own muscles to send the blood around to the muscles that need oxygen. the muscles that help the blood vessels send the blood to the muscles need their own oxygen. so those muscles in the blood vessels to send blood to the muscles get their own blood vessels. when will this end?

You automatically get an interview if you sign your app with blood. Instant acceptance if you do it with CSF.

more lol.

why do they always teach arteries always carried oxygenated blood except for one exception. why dont they just teach that arteries carry blood away from the heart, with no exceptions. and then say usually its oxygenated, since the body needs oxygenated blood. yea. so school is stupid.

Med schools also accept your ACT scores as a substitute for the MCAT.

lol.

so i went to the post office to ship off packages. needed a pen. nice businessman behind me lent it to me. then gave it to me. how nice. its a pen with prevacid on it. so whenever i get heartburn, ill remember him and buy his company's drugs.

i dont see it.