its like skip every other day in posts. halloween is today. it was pretty cloudy and foggy this morning. almost like it was going to rain. and now its sunny. ish. there was earthquake yesterday. was alright. fault line omgomg. so much damage. breaking away. forming larger continent. or just breaking into pieces. would the stuff in the middle of the earth come up if california is breaking away? then there would be more land. maybe that is why the water level is going up. if the plates move continents into pieces. and then they move into ocean. what happened to place before? it doesn't seem to be getting watery. so it must be getting filled with more land. which means that global warming isn't the cause of ocean levels rising. its just that there is the same volume and less container. global warming doesn't exist.

i got a pamphlet today that was like zomg stop animal cruelty. it says "if everyone just cut their meat consumption in half, billions of animals would be spared from suffering." and i say no. because then the animals wont be geting killed. so it worsens conditions. and all these cruel ways they treat the animals! omg. back of pamphlet says "vegan outreach". stupid vegans. growing plants is pretty cruel too. bad for the soil. rapes the soil of its nutrients. makes glomeromycota fungi work extra hard for all the crops that are planted in such a small area. trees getting cut down to make farmland. killing all the original ecosystem. using fertilizer because the soil isn't good enough anymore. the only good reasons for being a vegetarian or at least cutting down on meat consumption is that it is healthier, since proteins are annoying to digest. and also that it saves energy, since meat requires plants to feed animals, and there is great loss. but not this compassion for animals nonsense.

there is really nothing to write about. halloween is tomorrow. i dont have any crossdressing clothing. i break 3 years of consistency. oh well. change is good.

im just memorizing now! no need to think. life is great! i love it when school is like this. so much fun! omg.!

SLEEPY. cant even concentrate on tetris. world is ruined. listening to world's end girlfriend. memorize parts of the heart. need to. i dont know. it ends.

no good. study. do nothing. study. more. nothing to write about. nothing to talk about. its all the same anyways. same thing everyday. should just accept it. it is just routine. no need to make it seem special everyday. because then it would just be the same again. unescapable. that looks like a weird word. don't even know if it is real. always talk about the words that seem weird to me. because i am not educated enough to see if they are correct or not. right leg is not as flexible as the left. at least the right sartorius muscle. it is the longest muscle in the body. it is cool. its hard to remember. because it reminds me of no other word. so i can't remember it.

3 tests done. time for another on tuesday. yayayay!

after another game of tetris.

it ruins lives.

I declare war on the world
War in outer space
I declare war in a nutshell
War all over the place

I declare war on the war against drugs

World war three - be all that you can be

lol. i love kmfdm.

媽媽 我考試考100分
for you, i'd bleed myself dry.

all lies.

go to sleep. stop wasting your time. but there's only one life. waste time! or not! argument goes either way. live only once. do lots of drugs! experience it all! or don't do drugs! dont ruin single life! so i guess just shut up? maybe. the world would be much better. but it's not. too bad.

apparently one of the n*sync people is gay too. everyone is gay these days. its the cool thing. duh. oh well. anyways. sulfuric acid with cyclohexene is annoying. it makes lots of smell. and it also turns black and fumes and everything. then it becomes a slime and i cant get it out of the test tube. and it gets all over hands and its like plasticy to it is hard to get off. should wear gloves in ochem lab. but sometimes i wish ochem lab would just kill me so i wouldn't have to deal with it. not really.

difficult. difficult has the world cult in it. is that the root of that word? difficult describes cult. i heard it is hard to leave a cult. etymology of that word? probably not. just making things up. just like all of life. have a nice day.

wtf. x japan is coming back apparently. they were a band that broke up a while ago. in 1997. and now 10 years later, i guess they ran out of money, so they are like wowow lets make a new song for the saw iv movie. or something. and make lots of money! annoying. but oh well. their old guitarist died. hide is dead. its not completely x japan!

lol. dumbledore is gay. thats what that jk rowling woman said. so wowowow. more controversy please. harry potter is really satan's book now! dont read it! it is evil.

i hate humanity because people make blogs and then they dont update it. so its so useless. waste of space. i wish the world would be better. so tired. want to sleep for hours and hours. cannot sleep. lazy lazy. wont get anything done with sleep. useless. they have this sleep where every 5.5 hours sleep for 0.5 hours. so then sleep 2 hours a day. and its very energizing or something. too bad it takes like 3 weeks to adjust to new sleep cycle. so it will be a miserable 3 weeks. but then after that ill have so many hours to do things that i want to do. then i can finish everything that is piling up! its so many hours that some testimonies say that they realize they have so much time, and they dont know what to do, so they just go back to normal sleep cycle. wowowow. if only i could switch to that cycle. need 3 weeks. too bad ill never have 3 weeks of that nonsense. how can people ever start these things? never a break to adjust. sigh. too late.

going crazy. running out of time. friday has pchem exam. then next friday is physics, ochem, anatomy back to back to back, starting 8. ochem has a lot of german in it. have a german professor. things are interesting. sometimes. i need to go pee. okay i'm back. not that you could tell. but it was quite a relief. what is the difference between a bean and a pea? they are like the same thing. apparently they are classified differently and stuff. i should ask my biology advisor. since he is a botanist. he's also in charge of the introductory biology labs. thats why there are like 3 labs on plants. annoying.

one of the practice problems in my thermodynamics pchem book says "This problem is only for masochists." so i dont know if i want to do it. good practice? maybe. or ill just kill myself.

wow haven't updated. because nothing to update about. enjoying school. signing up for next semesters classes. probably ochem 2, experimental pchem, microbio, and genetics. microbiology might change to physiology, but it depends on scheduling of experimental pchem. yea. oh well. anyways. pchem is fun right now. because its all these math equations and stuff. and its great watching the math being moved around and manipulated and substituted and stuff like that. too bad i dont know what it means. oh well. at least i know how to get from one to two.

so on facebook marketplace, there is a free boa being given away. and then right above it another person is trying to give away a cute bunny. i really want both of them. but maybe only one will survive.

from korn's ex-guitarist's book. about how he found god and stuff. and about his 5 year old daughter.

Our bass player, Fieldy, made up a rule that anyone who cussed in front of Jennea had to give her a buck. It was an attempt to train us to watch our mouths around her. Everyone really tried, but a few hours after we made the rule, she had already made about fifty bucks, so I called the deal off.

lols korn.

so i was cutting myself today. and then i realized, i am one year closer to dying. happy birthday to myself. i guess. or something like that.

its annoying that di- and bi- can both mean two. and in ochem, they use them at different times. two rings are bicyclo. two methyl groups are dimethyl. dont get it. make more rules.

so radiohead did really send me a link to download the new album. so i paid $0 for it and got it. yay! but not as good quality as i would have liked. its only 160 kbps. i want like 192 or higher. but whatever. its free. i'll just find another rip later. it should still be legal, i think. afterall, i did buy it. or does buying mean i'm bound to this 160 kbps quality rip!? hm..

wow anti histamines. pure sleep. really need because of allergic reaction to stupid mosquitoes. works well against the inflmation and stuff. but of course none of this would have happened if someone didn't leave the screen kind of open, letting the annoying insects in. and wouldn't have happened more if the stupid mosquitoes didn't exist. how come they didn't exist last year. and now they exist? maybe its because the river here is really gross. they're supposed to make it look good soon. but it doesn't! its just getting worse and worse.

The Right Brain vs Left Brain test ... do you see the dancer turning clockwise or anti-clockwise?

If clockwise, then you use more of the right side of the brain and vice versa.

Most of us would see the dancer turning anti-clockwise though you can try to focus and change the direction; see if you can do it.



LEFT BRAIN FUNCTIONS
uses logic
detail oriented
facts rule
words and language
present and past
math and science
can comprehend
knowing
acknowledges
order/pattern perception
knows object name
reality based
forms strategies
practical
safe

RIGHT BRAIN FUNCTIONS
uses feeling
"big picture" oriented
imagination rules
symbols and images
present and future
philosophy & religion
can "get it" (i.e. meaning)
believes
appreciates
spatial perception
knows object function
fantasy based
presents possibilities
impetuous
risk taking

i see it counter clockwise. and then i try reading the article part, and from the corner of my eye, i see it move clockwise. and then i try to focus back in. and all i can see is counter clockwise. oh well.

lols. i opened senior yearbook. and it was like zomg so depressing. everyone was like KIT OKAYz!? too bad they never did. i guess thats what happens though. oh well! good thing i didn't write keep in touch in anyone's yearbook, i think. i dont feel so bad. because then i won't seem like i was trying to be all nice and whatever. its a depressing book. i should go burn it.

so i really dont like dir en grey that much anymore. but i saw one of their newer videos on youtube. and it had the lyrics on the side. it was pretty funny. so i will post here.

Shut up！ That's fucking bullshit
Blood tastes like vanilla

thats the english part in the beginning. then theres random japanese with FUCK YOU! and SHUT UP! and HEADLESS BODY! stuck in random places. lol.! i love dir en grey.

dense reading is physical chemistry / thermodynamics. hard stuff! lots of calculus and differentials and differential equations. and beautiful stuff like that. but its lots of weird stuff and i dont know what im doing it for. but it makes mathematical sense. not in a "i'm going to use it" sense. but maybe that comes later. right now still deriving all the equations i need for the class. wowow. easy reading is anatomy. just memorize words like levator labii superioris. muscle above lip that makes it go up. its really cool word too. that superioris. because if you break that completely down. superior is above. which the muscle is. and then oris is mouth. which the muscle works with. so i dont know if they combined the words together! and made superioris. or if the superioris is just because some muscles like to end in the letters '-is'. dont know! i guess it would be redundant for the oris part because labii is lip, i think. oh well.

computers get better. programmers get lazy. and you get lots of pretty. like in microsoft word 2007! its so colorful and everything. it makes a word processor really suck. zomg. i might go back to my openoffice. because that was much easier. or i could just use wordpad. wowowwow. stop making it look pretty. i just want to type. and maybe type equations. i dont need fancy interface.

so radiohead has a new album out in a few days. on 10/10. on their website, you can preorder the disc box set thing for 40 pounds (like $82). so expensive. or! you can preorder the download version for whatever price you choose!. so i preordered it for 0 pounds (like $0). don't know if it really works. or if they will do something. but yea. maybe i will get it. like their new song.

don't talk if you have nothing to say. i have nothing to say. so i will say nothing. except that i will say that i have nothing to say. because that is all i have to say. just to inform you all. thank you very much. have a nice day.