lol at new facebook. wall is now first page. so everyone can read others walls. no more scrolling through the profile and all that stuff that no one reads. it gets straight to the point. wall!

aren't there other types of transmitters? like ones in the shape of a pen?
the battery wouldn't last very long in one as small as that! this is reality! not nijyuu-yon you know?
nijyuu-yon?
jack bauer
oh you mean twenty-four!
look! you don't have to say everything in english! you're a japanese, so speak japanese!
whats spiderman then?
kumo-otoko
godfather?
kame no chichi
star wars?
hoshi sensou
wwowow!

on a scale of one to ten, how old is michael jackson's boyfriend?

it must be from all this lead based paint from this old building that i live in! they claim they painted over it a lot of times now, so it is far far away. but how can i know they are telling the truth! i bet the lead is attacking my face now.

it feels great. my favorite part of the day (and most exciting!) is when i clean out my ears after shower. there is something amazing about q tips. 50% more cotton.

i dont want to live.
but i dont want to die either.
what do i want?
really am waste. gomi.

insomnia for me. it is really just normal waking time for others. lucid.

no one grieves. thought it was so great. but really, it is nothing. anyone can be like that. nothing special. plain. boring. variety? diversity? don't make me laugh. no passion. no emotion. no one cares. nobody knows.

glitter. turn into gold. luck. it is gambling. and hoping to lose. talent. skill. they weigh in somewhere? never. luck. hard work only goes so far. waste time. kill.

Canadians bid to free 100-year-old lobster Fri Jul 18, 1:54 PM ET

OTTAWA (AFP) - Lobster-loving Canadians are trying to persuade a fish market in easternmost New Brunswick province to set free a huge crustacean believed to be more than 100 years old, its owner said Friday.

The 10-kilogram (22-pound) male named Big Dee-Dee was caught earlier this month in the Bay of Fundy and is now on display at the Shediac fish market Big Fish.

According the store owner, Denis Breau, it was to be auctioned off in the coming weeks.

But a massive campaign to stop it from landing in a pot of boiling water has unexpectedly kicked off, with online petitions and a woman in Vancouver on Canada's Pacific Coast enlisting the help of the Vancouver Humane Society and animal rights group PETA.

Laura-Leah Shaw of Vancouver told public broadcaster CBC cooking the lobster would be barbaric.

"He's being thrown into a pot of boiling water and it's painful. It hurts," she said, urging Big Dee-Dee's supporters to pool their monies to buy his freedom.

More than 1,000 tourists per day have stopped by the shop to see the giant lobster, Breau told AFP. "About half say they want to throw a big party and eat him, the other half want to liberate him," he said.

One boy ogling the creature through the glass of its tank said he'd like it as a pet, said Breau.

The highest bid so far on Friday was 3,500 dollars from a woman in Ontario to free the lobster, he added. "Liberating him is probably the right thing to do, but we'll see."

Fisheries officials have also said they must give it a check-up to ensure it is disease-free and sign a permit before the lobster can be returned to the sea.

theres a lot of sea at shanghai.
there is?
yea, i think so.
hm, shanghai does mean "up" and "sea". i guess there would be a lot of sea to see.

when you go shopping, you pay money and recieve something at that value. when you gamble, you pay money and possibly get something at a higher value. when applying for schools (college, medical school, whatever school), you pay money and maybe you will win the prize. which you have to pay more money for. which one makes the most sense?

i guess that's just being foolish, huh. fool.

i love dreamin dreamin. happy!

i can't breathe.

there is gravity.

in lab, i always hear estelle's american boy.

it is funny because she talks about

"take me to chicago, san francisco bay"
"take me to new york, i'd love to see LA"

i guess they are supposed to be separate thoughts. but it always feels like she thinks san francisco bay is in chicago or la is in ny. irritates me. but i laugh.

this is just a post so that when i possibly return in august, i won't be missing the whole month of july. that will make my archive list look ugly. it's already so pretty with the even annual pattern. can't destroy the beauty.

van gogh's last words: La tristesse durera toujours
it means "the sadness will last forever."

what am i doing? killing and reviving. i just can't let go, i guess. fucking lame. so weak. uncool.

watched gokusen 3. skipped 2 after one episode because it pissed me off and was exactly the same as 1. turns out 3 is like that also. too bad i now have to finish what i start. so sat through a bunch of whiny johnny's boys that are younger than me. all they do is get angry and fight and get in trouble. useless deliquents. absolutely no progress in their development. what a useless drama.

so many things i wanted to write here while it was gone for a little bit. i can only think of things to write when it is gone. too bad now when i am finally taking time to write it, i forget it all. useless mind, i have. is that even correct grammar? i do not know. english, i do not know. failure, i am. yoda, is what talks like.

nothing to look forward to. huh.

it looks like i wrote too much. can't stop, i guess. weaksauce. might as well unbreak this. some people noticed. unbreakable. i don't remember that movie. he was breakable right?

everything is stupid. why do i feel like this? sink.

wish i could just disappear without affecting anyone. that would be magnificent.

van gogh was so impactful that his suicide caused his brother to go insane and die a few days later. that is amazing too. it was probably just the syphilis though. that causes annoying things like insanity and death.