the easiest way to unclog the shower drain is to open up that blocker for people that want to take baths.

i might know phelps.

i always knew that molarity and molality were only different by one letter, which makes it annoying, but i never noticed that it was with the letters that asian people can't pronounce! all the new things that i learn these days! this is tuition money well spent. but it's still very cool.

i want to just give up and start a band or something. maybe not. what is there to do with a biology and chemistry degree? absolutely nothing. little technician shits. don't even have time to work on hobbies, so i'm not good in anything else. what can i do with that? nothing. i'll just exceed my credit limit and fly away on my zephyr to another country. take all that money. maybe like 10000 USD? i think that is my credit limit. i can live for a couple of months yay.

i'll become a pokemon master.

i typed pokemoney by accident. my life is revolves around money. and me. and my lack of it. since i can't do anything useful. its one mistake after another. but the arrow of time and entropy or something moves in one direction, so it doesn't matter. supposedly. i still don't understand arrow of time and entropy and all that stuff. maybe because (i typed maybecause. i'm so efficient. like an industrial engineer) of this lousy education that i pay so much for.

i thought i had lost you, but it was really you who lost me. (sounds like a song, but i really dont know where it is from. it appeared in my head. but i'm too lazy to look it up online.) i lost my wallet. but it turned out to be in my backpack. in the wrong pocket. i wish i had those old jansport backpacks, with 2 pockets. instead of this huge backpack. but i need a place to put my laptop. irritating. wallet. wall, etc. wall-e. wall-e.t.

so i watched a japanese medical drama. some woman falls down the stairs so they removed her spleen. i really don't get it.

always feel inferior. never enough to write. i'm not good enough. don't deserve it. failure.

Is there an up-age limit for Olympic athletes? Most America female athletes looks older than 30, I thought that's too old for gymnastics.

rofl

lol at nbc reporters. "wow she did a great performance, but not as good as nastia! lol!" "in my opinion, nastia did it the best." more opinionated reporting please. its a subjective sport so too bad! cry me a river. but it was pretty cool to have a tie. too bad the chinese girl is probably underage.

the problem with photography is that it has become so easy to take so many pictures. now everyone just gets a digital camera, slr or not and then take a billion pictures. and one of them will be okay. it has just become a statistics problem based on how many pictures one can take. there has to be a few good ones. it's just accidental. throw away the other trash. when artists made paintings and stuff, there wasn't such a waste. people had to know what they were painting and actually work on a canvas. van gogh painted over his paintings, but he already had invested a lot of time. the painting probably just didn't turn out the way he liked it. photography is just shoot shoot shoot. everywhere. there's no more composition or any thought. i think even pollack had some idea when he started to splatter. in photography it is just zomg i'm so lucky.

complain complain. all people do is complain. when they lose an olympic medal, they complain. when someone scores higher than them, they complain. complain complain. if those in question didn't do well, there wouldn't be any questions. people are so annoying. irritating. too bad gymnastics is a subjective sport. maybe they shouldn't have these sports. just have sports where you can measure things. really, how do gymnastics judges judge down to the 0.000 thousanths!? theres too many significant figures.

it's annoying that i like one of utada hikaru's songs now. "beautiful world" was the ending of the rebuild of evangelion 1. and i was like zomg i know this voice. and yes it was utada. i guess i ditched her back then because she was all r&b or whatever. shes all weird and electronic now, so i will retry it. i guess. too bad i'm leaving for new york soon.

emo music from dir en grey speaks to me. its amazing. i must feel horrible. irritating. like before. i write a lot of this. annoying. spring time. is past. summer time. is almost past. almost. almost. everything is always about almost. never. only moves in one direction. what kind of cloth can't be cut? a waterfall! need to know chinese. 瀑布 is waterfall. 布 is cloth. chinese people are weird. making uncuttable cloths. its magic.

i dreamed that i finally got a medical school interview (at albert einstein college of medicine). then i went to the place, but realized i didn't dress nicely and bring the 2x2 photograph. so i went home and did that stuff. in the end, i was late and missed it. nightmares, they plague me.

hello world.

i was wondering about half assing things. i don't know if giving 100% would mean full assing or no assing. instead its just half ass. people don't tell others to do their best by saying do it full ass! or dont give any ass at all! but they tell people to not slack or whatever by saying half ass. so which direction does it go to make it working hard? would giving 75% ass be working harder than half ass? or is it 25% ass. i need to take a dump. have a nice day.

i have to mow the lawn today. i wish my grass was emo so it would mow itself? huh. doesn't seem like the right words. just like, i wish my homework was asexual, so it would split itself into many pieces and reproduce? its not like asexual things do themselves to reproduce. they just break up or bud or something like that. some hermaphrodites can do themselves, so they would go better with it i guess. but most hermaphrodites dont. since reproducing with self is bad for genetic variation. and it feels bad too. i can never win. i guess i should go mow the lawn. but that requires work. force. distance. it means nothing to me. just do what i have to do. retain for the appropriate times. forget. release. water current. flow flow flow. electrical current. q = what? i dont even remember. roflmao. pv = nrt. that is all i remember. everything is wrong anyways. fix it. nothing is constant. is the r constant even constant? i bet it isn't. like a function of everything, including itself. yay differential equations. dont know how to solve those. took that so so so long ago. and i didn't learn it. since it was community college class downgraded to teach high schoolers. whatever. got my credit. and nothing ever needs higher than differential equations. the words you say are wonderful. tears. tear gas. is it tear like cry cry? or tear like rip you apart. i think the first. but there is too much overlap. like venn diagrams. the car doesn't work. something is wrong. well, i guess that is what i meant when i said it doesn't work. can it not work and something is not wrong? i guess if it was designed that way. design things that dont work. but then there will be something wrong in the design for it to not work. so something is always wrong. i guess the standard is for things to work. and perform force over distances. pulleys too. my rock does not work. i guess it wasn't supposed to. something is wrong with its mechanism. my rock does no work. unless it is dropped, and gravity works on it. time to work.

apparently 11 hackers stole 41 million credit card numbers and did all that identity theft stuff. so the news is talking all about it. how people drove around in cars with laptops and found wireless networks of companies and then installed software to monitor the numbers and stuff. so at the end it was it like "we have posted tips on how to avoid identity theft." yea, because it was completely the consumer's fault. they just bought something and then the company had such an insecure signal. nubs. i really dont know how the credit card numbers and stuff could get into the wireless signal that companies offer. why dont they offer that free internet for customers and then have their own wire network for all business transactions. but i dont know. i dont do computers.

mono and rin toshite shigure! at one concert! great! too bad is in nihon/nippon. same kanji, different pronounciation. doesn't make any sense. make more sense please. nippon nihon.

dust on the screen makes me panic that there are dead pixels

human minds aren't as beautiful as equations.

interracial conversation today was so enlightening!

painful. its like a 10 year old wrote that. whine whine. complain complain. i want this. i want that. cry cry. double double. except this and that. that wasn't a double. it just goes together as a pair.

lol. every time there is a new facebook people make a petition against it. wasn't there some newsfeed addition last time? everyone seems fine with that now. so now they just make it into different categories and stuff. (which is okay for me, since a lot of people add so many applications and it lags their pages). but others have super computers, so they can load all 1000 applications. so they petition against separating things into different tabs. but really, no one is going to leave if the new changes go through. so they will go through. and the new one is better for facebook because it has ads on every page. instead of just the main page. lol. nevermind. the current ads are just too small to notice. which is why they are losing money.

i accidentally stepped on a stuffed animal today. and it said "i love you!" what was it thinking? it was going to lose its life. but it loves me.